I'm having trouble with my relationship with my parents. From my perspective, I've become more conscious and aware of myself and from that, I could see their insecurities. We usually go out on Sundays to eat and this is the time I spend the most with them. As I'm hanging out with them I notice that they criticize everything around us " wow that lady is so fat" or when we're eating dinner "Why is this waiter so shitty" "why does the water taste so bad" my mother being disrespectful to the waiter even though sometimes it may not be his fault, and many other negative things about the experience. When they say things like this I simply tell them to not judge that lady because it's mean and it only harms themselves. But they simply don't get it. Sometimes they also make fun of me, usually, I don't say anything I simply try my best to remain calm and breath and just hope one day I could help them, I feel like deep down they're not very happy with their lives even though we really do have everything but I feel the main issue is their low level of consciousness which is the best way I could put it. At the same time I know I still have a plethora of amounts to learn, I simply hope to help them because in the end, I do love them. Anyways if you stuck around this long I really appreciate it and some help would be awesome.
