Michal__

I just got lazy. I am low key addicted to modafinil and only put in enough time reading, meditating and working when I am on it. I was out of it for a long time.

I didn't finish "The experience of No-Self".

Great books. I read "What is Self?" too.

Magick works by intent. Great book on why astrology would work for some is Advanced magick for beginners by Alan Chapman. In short, you actually have to be sort of a magician for it to work unless you believe it 100%.

"Nippster "

You wrote 3 books? Great job.

Happy holidays to you guys too

I once went to a different world during holotrophic breathing while holding my breath. While in a psych ward haha. Salvia-esque but for only 10 seconds or so.

In our country the laws to commit someone are a bit weird. Out of mallice - we got into a fight.

As someone who spent close to 5 months hospitalized this hits close to home. They misdiagnosed my HPPD as schizophrenia. Then they took away my rights for a few long months and gave me some shitty pills. Now I have to visit a psychiatrist once a month that gives me a stupid injection and of course even smoking weed is out of the question from their point of view (I have obviously done psychedelics since then and nothing bad happened). All because my stupid brother didnt like that I was high and meditating. No psychosis, nothing. I am now doing a solo meditation retreat assisted by modafinil and I cant even talk about that. And now I have a permanent medical record that prevents me from getting a lot of jobs. At least I can get some free money from the state (I see it more as a reimbursenent for wasting precious months haha). I used it to get some stress free months of close to retreat level practice (while hospitalized), so at least that part was good. But I was lazy, so it wasnt like a full retreat.

I didnt. My brother called the ambulance . He also stole 1500$ from me (which is a months wage in my country).

I'd probably call it temporary weed induced psychosis. Or not even that, just getting too high and not botheting anyone. One of the effects I am enjoying to this day is the ground moving like on LSD while sober.

How long were you hospitalized for? And btw how did you get profile bio to display?

None, they just eyed it. Tested my concentration and memory. I did have hallucinations during the rorsach test though. I dont know whether they could tell though . I wanted to go home asap. Also, I told a psychiatrist I had hallucinations for a week after consuming 8 weed brownies. (A different one, later)

I have done two paid love spells for people. Good idea.

https://www.instagram.com/reallucid__?igsh=MWlwMmpmMWJsbjk2bQ== Hi. I created an instagram for my LP (my second business is IT freelancing, I wont share that here). I have found that getting followers is hard and clients even harder. I think that I provide excellent value. The best techniques combined with some unconventional tips. My LP is currectly about OBEs and LDs. I will expand it to other areas of consciousness when I am closer to mastery. With lucid dreams and OBEs I am literally Robert Monroe level. So I am more than qualified. I havent gotten a single client or a single purchase of my merch. Check it out and tell me what I am doing wrong. Thanks.

Besides trying to get coaching clients and creating a thematic t shirt, I have also begun editing a book but fucked up by using chatgtp when I ran out of idea, so only the first 15 pages are written by me.

Try bulgarian lite, hitting PRs everyday is downright addictive. Just like modafinil assisted meditation haha.

Yeah, it definitely was.

Thanks.

Any advice on cold DMs - do or do not?

Thanks. Ill check it out.

Good to hear. Yeah, it does.

Whats important is re-entry. Read "The Phase" if you want to but basically it gets down to not moving once you are awake and doing a technique like clmbing an imaginary rope. If you combine it with hardcore meditation (something like 4 hours a day) its possible for the experience(s) to last hours. Also, I have had best results when combining it with modafinil. Also, ofc touching everything, rubbing your hands together etc. But you have already read that in the post.

Thanks for the tips. Btw I have a post about stabilizing if you want to look.