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Ye I took 1 week break. Guess shoulda waited longer

had another trip on 1g that didn’t have much of an effect except that I felt profoundly sad and realized that I need to become more in touch with the !!!!>>REALITY<<!!!! of how I have been completely influenced by my dysfunctional family all my life. It felt like an extremely important thing which is KEY to my understanding of myself at a personality level

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Don’t have vacuum container just put it in fridge hopefully it still works this weekend dont know

❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank u so much for the warning. I see what u mean

it was great guys I became aware of how things change from light to dark so fast based on wrong thinking. cool trip. First of many. good night it’s 3:20am now. I’ll go to sleep

ooh feeling a bit nauseous lol

oooh i think colors are getting brighter

ate it 20 minutes ago, nothing's happening.. how long does it take for stuff to happen?lol im watchig this

21:21 ? oh look synchronicities already happening

@integral ok i’ll do less than 2g then. I don’t have anything to measure exactly though. I’m eyeballing it. I just know there’s 2 grams here lol So I’ve changed my mind I’ll do it right now and then see what happens. There’ll be plenty of time to ride it out until I have to go to work tomorrow. I’ll work late in the afternoon. That’s plenty of time. Cmon it can’t be that bad...lol

ok guys I’ve ignored the warnings❤️? I’m gonna try it tonight actually, like at around 4am so I can trip it out and then work later in the day (I work a bit on Saturday too)

wonderful video LEO

Cool, I’ll do it in the early morning right before sunrise? ☀️

No, no time Can I do this and still go to work the next day ?lol

I’ll do it alone ??? ok I got 2 grams im excited don’t no wot to expect when I was a kid I fearlessly went to all scary rides in amusement parks so wots the difference if shit go bad ???

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@Leo Gura is there a difference if I try it at night versus during the day??

Lol aren’t these supposed to be traps in NOT doing spirituality and self development??

Hellish Stay strong. You need friends and a community for health. It’s non-negotiable

For someone who’s never had this, does it look CRAZY looking from the outside?

I see..

I think I’m going to come up with stories to tel my coworkers so they think I’m an interesting person

I’ve felt depressed all my life. I wish for non-existence every single day of my life, unless I really distract myself so I don’t think about it. I can’t wrap my head around people who actually enjoy life i now got a job which is MIND-NUMBINGLY MONOTONOUS. And I keep losing focus all the time. it really sucks man i might do it tonight honestly lol (I won’t) idk wot to do am sitting at a restaurant right now during break from work holding back my tears