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  1. No, but I'm reading a book which has been written specifically for the problem I'm dealing with and I'm doing the assignments, so I guess I'm kinda doing therapy by myself? I don't know if that'll work, but I'm giving it a shot... But sometimes it feels very overwhelming and I feel too alone in this and I start to seriously consider suicide, but I'm also scared of that too, because who knows what that will lead to... Which makes the problem even worse. Maybe I'll try a low low low low dose, see what happens...
  2. Since patience is a virtue, you need patience to develop patience
  3. What do u guys think of this machine and what do you think of the guy's statement: '"It's not just some privilege for the very sick. It's a fundamental human right. If you've got the precious gift of life, you should be able to give that gift away at the time of your choosing."
  4. Because we sin all the time and pretend like it’s okay?
  5. There will probably be some natural consequences. Like you might regret it so bad that you will have to do a lot of work to forgive yourself. But hey idk. (Btw this wouldn’t be some god punishing you, but just you kinda punishing yourself cuz omg u just killed a work of art prematurely!! Aaaaahhh) Ps: I’m kinda pulling this outta mah ass. But also some intuition is guiding my thinking here
  6. I mean you can die a horrible torturous physical death but with the proper spiritual maturity you can take it like a good boy (and I guess even love it maybe) Now u can get into this neat looking little machine and be such a dense devil that even though the physical body seems from the outside to be dying peacefully you will be screaming inside lol So the advertisement for the machine should be “die peacefully with our machine (assuming you don’t have a dense ego)” — which is what most suicidal people have. But yeah I guess they won’t give the machine to people that just wanna die for whatever reason? Well, at the end of the day... Do whatever the goddamn fuck “you” want. That seems to be our oh so wise guiding principle nowadays?
  7. The one who commits suicide isn’t thinking about reuniting with infinite love. He’s thinking of NONEXISTENCE (which can’t happen) we’re here forever man, it sucks? Don’t you understand the seriousness of the situation? Lol
  8. Well ok they can have their damn machine, just don’t promise it to be painless more freedom = more fear imo from a limited ego’s perspective Yeah god is basically a psychopath
  9. "There is no pain, no choking, no feeling." I mean, that's assuming you are the physical body. I'd say it isn't how the physical body dies that dictates how peaceful death is going to be
  10. He then just said "oh man I'm so sorry I forgot..." In a monotone voice. Like... wtf? The party is tomorrow, should I even fucking go? Edit: the way I found out about the party was because this other friend of mine asked me if I was gonna go. Then I asked her "what party are you talking about?" And she was like "oooooh, they didn't add you in the group?" Then she asked our friend why I wasn't in the group, then that's when he sent me an audio recording of him saying "oh i forgot sorry..." So I guess if it wasn't for her he wouldn't even have remembered to add me? Am I taking this too personally? Should I just go and stop making a big deal out of it? But at the same time it's really fucked up, because I was always at his most recent parties, and we used to hang out together a lot back in the days.
  11. ...when clearly there's something wrong, for example: THEY ARE LITERALLY CRYING IN FRONT OF YOU
  12. Nah I don't think a sage would embrace/include the idea that the body produces awareness of experiences