MAYA EL

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  1. As a prep coach and trainer for over 15yrs I have come across AAS in more situations than I can count and so I may have some knowledge to give you on the topic . Can you be a little more specific as to what exactly your wanting out of taking them? Because there's many different applications and methods to go about and I would be here all day going through all of them but if you could tell me exactly what you we're thinking of slowing down and a reversing and or fixing I can share some experience with you
  2. I'm my most comfortable alone. If thoughts happen then that's ok give them full attention and they will go away rapidly . I am not afraid of death because I don't fear that which I know.
  3. No actually observing the here and now is not a concept although it may sound like it but that is just the unfortunate part of language is that I have to communicate something to you in order to get my point across however the act of observing the moment is done with a clear mind and no concepts /judgements of any kind. I think you don't quite comprehend what a "concept " is although feel free to Google it and copy and paste it in your reply so that we all assume you remembered it in such an organized manner.
  4. Love is a neurotic Hollywood concept and it is fallacious to even think that the reason for existence existing is because of something that didn't exist until a few hundred years ago
  5. I was just saying something that allen watts used to say all the time lol
  6. Yeah keep quiet while he steals your girl for a "private awakening "
  7. Yeah because we need another platform for people to give their opinions and share bad information
  8. Before enlightenment chop wood get water . After enlightenment chop wood get water.
  9. Yes. Did you even comprehend my reply? Nope.
  10. It would be a waist of time because not only would I not be able to put it in words in order to convey it but even if I somehow was able to do so everyone would reject it hands down . And that is because it is only known by experiencing and there's no other way of understanding it unfortunately.
  11. If a man comes to you preaching world peace and love you should turn the other way and run and pay them no attention.
  12. The issue is people are not aware of how little control they have over their imagination. Example being things like the chakra system and theories of a god sitting on a throne judging the world/tech. The real issue lies in how we separate imagination into two different parts the fruity part that we call childish that we clearly know is not real and then this concept of a controlled imagination that we can use to manifest reality but what people don't realize is that's just a construct made up in the unaware imagination because we are all controlled by our imagination to various degrees we just don't realize it and that's where the danger lies. See that moment were kids stop playing with their imagination because it feels embarrassing and they start acting like adults is not the moment where you victoriously take hold of your imagination and become mature in fact it's the moment that the imagination won the battle and convinced you that it wasn't there so you would stop fighting. Ps the reason doctors will admit that reality is a construct of the mind and then proceeded to talk about an actual reality is because when they say it's a construct of the mind they're talking about the mechanical function of how the human brain processes light and sound and touch and smell and then is filtered through our awareness of the situation our opinion our personality/Tech and this is separate from the physical Planet that's still here when you fall asleep or leave the room or leave the continent
  13. It's hard to find women because people make it that way. What I mean by this is guys are willing to f*** anything that doesn't have a dick and some things that do have a dick their goal is to get laid as often as possible by as many hot women as possible and that goal remains number one in their life for the majority of their life and so because they have a public style expression of sexual behavior It Is by no means sacred and to top it off they are sharing their energy signature with God only knows how many random people and then expect to find a committed loving beautiful talented soulmate which is a ridiculous thing to expect because that has a criteria which is opposite of the actions the average person takes. It's a lot like expecting to get your skydivers license just because you've watched some TV shows about skydiving but haven't actually put the effort in to even ever stepping foot on a plane so obviously you're not going to get a skydiving license unless you play by the rules put in the hours and do your jumps and same goes for finding a woman if you want a woman act like the type of man that has a woman and one will find you.
  14. Absolutely. I only speak with intention and reason. however unfortunately people tend to take what other people say at face value and don't look for the deeper meaning and reason and because of that I am greatly misunderstood.
  15. Yes if you can visually see an imbalance in your hips or any part of your body then that is most definitely contributing to the problem. Stand in front of a full body mirror and put your thumbs on the bone that sticks out the most on ether side at about belt height (it is called the iliac Crest) Standing straight facing the mirror and look and see if one thumb is lower/ higher then the other then from both sides see which leg hyper extends back (if at all) and lastly arms to the side facing the mirror see which shoulder is lower.
  16. Lol I wish but unfortunately I'm over here in the borning USA lol
  17. Right.... so your normal and all of your experiences were nothing out of the ordinary. O and you didn't time travel because time is a perception not a physical thing so there is no tomorrow except the idea you have called tomorrow and there is no past only your imagination and memories that you call the past. I do believe you suffer from a case of humble delusions of grandeur it's quite common these days
  18. Oh my gosh if you're going to post that abrahamic Faith jargon find a religious website or at least some people dumb enough to fall for it
  19. I'm sure that there is going to be a bunch of gym gurus hop on here and give you advice that they have only read about and not actually applied in there own life so please don't blindly do something without researching it a good bit . With that said I have broken over 20 bones in my body from various is different martial arts and accidents and when I was 21 I got in a car wreck and crushed T5 T6 and T7 in my mid-back causing me to be out of the gym for about two years and I lost around 70 lb of muscle and when I got back in the gym I had to learn how to work out the smart way and so started me down The Path of Knowledge that I have been able to utilize to this day to help clients as I specialize in people that are injured and neither are going to physical therapy or right out of physical therapy yet are not confident enough to exercise on their own and or can't just yet. I also had another accident when I was 26 where I contracted a BPI in C5 C6 C7 and was paralyzed 90% in my left arm and 75% in my right arm for 6 months and full recovery in 2yrs. And lost 70lb of muscle again. So I lived with back pain 24/7 for over 5yrs it was just part of life to me and I'm sure it effected my personality because no one is going to be a happy camper if there always in pain. But with all of that said I would like to tuch on some key points however I'm not necessarily going to tell you what you should do because without seeing you in person to do a postural analysis and functional movement evaluation I cannot properly confidently tell you what I think you should do as far as exercise is concerned because although exercise is great and something you need if you do the wrong exercises it will make you worse and quite rapidly. Chiropractors are very valuable however it Chiropractic is the only thing he implemented chances of an actual recovery are slim to none due to environment to work in and the pre-existing muscle imbalances because everything is just going to pop back out of place and stay out of place until we fix the imbalance. Now 99% of all people I've ever trained have an imbalance of some kind so I'm pretty confident based off of what you've shared so far that you have an imbalance. Remember the spot that hurts is not the problem it's just the weakest point that gave out first and so based off of what you have said about the massage therapist that worked on you they were fluff and buff massage therapists and not anybody that specializes in injury recovery or post surgery /Tech it can be difficult to find a massage therapist that actually works on fixing issues as opposed to stopping pain and you should never go to a massage parlor such as Massage Envy or any place like that because those are not real massage therapists they do not get paid like massage therapists and they do not have the education of a real massage therapist Your best bet would be to find a chiropractic office that has a massage therapist on staff or search for an independent massage therapist and one that has credentials that are in line with what you need. Seeing as how the x-rays didn't show anything I'm going to assume you don't have any stress fractures( yet) However you are at a higher risk of getting stress fractures due to the situation if it's truly is an imbalance which I'm sure it is and stress fractures will increase chronic pain and 25 years from now impossibly grow bone spurs which will then cause a slope problems so avoiding further damage is definitely important. I don't know what you do for a living but I'm going to guess that you have the most popular type of imbalance which is due to your anterior being too tight in your posterior being overstretched so stretching and loosening your anterior line should bring you instant relief and Lasting relief. Have you done any research on trigger point and foam rolling? Those are two things that you can do yourself that don't cost you anything other than the price of a lacrosse ball lol and something you can do daily. There's also a page on Instagram I'll have to go find it I can't remember what it's called but it's very good and very informational on how to work on yourself to keep your posture healthy I'll post it as soon as I find it. Hope this helps. EDIT I found the page here it is https://www.instagram.com/moveu/
  20. I believe the problem lies in the concept you are holding as true. The concept that everything is an illusion is based off of how the mechanics of the human mind work and how we process light as it enters our eyes but by no means should be taken as the world itself is an illusion like an Xbox game. Any question anybody will ever have about life can be answered by observing life in the moment so to answer your question forget all opinions and just observe right now.
  21. Well speaking from experience you're not going to get any decent communication from upper management or training because it's sales positions have such a high turnover rate they just throw you out to the Wolves basically and the sales pitches are always the worst things you ever read in your entire life that make you feel super awkward when you try to do them. When I got back into sales several years ago I was about to get fired because going by the script I wasn't selling and my review is going to come up soon and I got tired of going by The Script and just decide to be myself and I sold a person so my boss said tell you what if you can sell I don't care how you do it do it however you want I said deal and within 90 days I broken all the records in the company got a couple of awards and two promotions
  22. I'm going to be the Lone Wolf here and state the fact that Leo is wrong. Reincarnation is a concept that was made up by man then solidified through the minds of those who've meditated over the years and so now it is a phenomenon one can experience through meditation. But it is by no means accurate