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@Charlotte i actually have an advice for you, drop your moderatorship as it`s only a fassade and takes up too much of everyones time including your own. you can`t even be ignored when you start to project your own toxicisity upon others. stop lying to yourself. focus on your lifepurpose instead of zombeing on in threads asking about yourself instead of helping others. are you a moderator or a patient? build real connections again like you did when you where halfways human. you seemed to be a nice person then, still having fun to connect with people.

@Schahin it`s a long way, it might take up all of your time, you might need to focus your whole life towards the maximisation of the love you want to create. and you will not achieve them all, but if you manage to achieve just the maximum of what you strive out to achieve it will count more than hundred percent as it is indeed hundred percent of what you can give. if you maximize your hundred percent your hundred percent will grow indefinately. be wise not to throw yourself away completely as throwing yourself away for completely lost cases, be wise to invest in cases where you see some success, as throwing yourself away is not hundred percent of what you can do. first of all think of what is in your power right now, money? relationships? profession? what choices can you make on a daily basis to get closer to just one of these goals? what would realistically empower you? something you could do with your own presence, hands, or voice maybe? maybe you need to learn how to approach just one of these goals. the industrialisation one is the biggest lost cause, don`t concentrate on that - you can work on alternatives though.

@Key Elements yeah. tell that to a person in the middle of awakening. it`s all love transaction. thank you! it wasn`t really about that but it`s a really good advice - can see where it`s coming from.

well there are different approaches to medicine and design, there are some with and some without a code of conduct. i`d always check on that first it doesn`t even matter if you get the best of the best in their profession technically, but at least it wont be a desaster. a designer can be like a doctor in that sense, some try to make concious stuff that really works and others don`t and only scratch the surface. i also get where she might really have been ignorant, as of course naivety is not an excuse for being resilient against better knowledge. could also be another reason, narcisists are usually more resilient agains influence than others, might be she had to big of a narcisistic support or it was the position that projected that. but in general a powerposition can trigger that, a narcisist will take the position to support the ego`s claims on the position as the sole ruler more than a healthy ego. i have met some narcisists so well it`s difficult to work with them. but they can show you exactly how the system of power works as you can`t work around them, if you do their ego will do anything to lower you in status while still keeping you under controll, to keep powerposition by all means. it`s differnt than a more healthy ego but of course healthy egos work kind of similar, that`s why some people confuse strong egos for narcisists. just a longterm experience, not a medical diagnosis. don`t forget the dark triad never sleeps, but some of them cut themselves of from the source so completely that they fall the way they should. even though a lot of them don`t. it`s usually the support system that keeps them alive, therefore, position without feedback loop. or a position where everyone just says: you are doing so great while it is not the case.

it`s not the problem as it could also be a design product...and there it`s only about technique, there are a lot of designers who are creating very good medical products together with doctors, they also work constantly on making them better even though the product is already sold. i think a medical drop out can still have really good ideas, you don`t know why she dropped out, maybe it was the money, maybe she realized she wanted to change something on a big scale rather than always being on a man to man show. it`s complicated, the dropping out might not be the problem the bad research on all levels before release though is. and i can imagine that investors don`t want to invest in longtime research without earning directley, thats why some really good innovative ideas might also rott away somewhere. a lot of investors invest in money not in ideas. because it could be that after the research the product dies and they are going for maximisation, cause who wants to loose? of course medical products should be tested and approved, maybe by a third party but controlling them too much will also maybe slow down innovation. as long as the product was medically not dangerous...it was only a scham, no medical disaster, with people dying. in some sense she didn`t get the responsibility shift from a doctor to a designer, neither being a doctor nor a designer trying to be all of it all by herself without the feedback loop a team could have given her. that`s the structural problem.

you can`t make it stick completely but you can remember. although mdma is like selling happyness to the one time experience as your ability to feel that happyness naturaly shrinks with every use, with regular use you will pay with longterm consequences. i`d go for longterm stability of emotions and for more happyness with an adaptative/neutropica like rhodiola. and for the insights, if you still want them, more with the safer psychedelics like recommended by the community. although i don`t know how rhodiola interacts with psychedelics.

@Apparition of Jack mhh yes - we are talking about image/imagination of reality and what`s really the case, both of them are projected outward. an idea can spring from a little bit of turquoise even if the turquoise might be not fully developed. it can be a little shimmer of an idea of what it would be like, but without the right development in all other colours it wouldn`t work out as the decisions that are made are coming from the stage the person is at. it`s a theory/assessment tool of course i`ve tested this method coming into beta phase . wanna buy? what if it`s not about how they make more money, nor power but how they make more ego.

i would not speciffically be so supersticious about that. the way she tried to save the idea by trying to evolve the technology shows that it was not only about money, but a lack of knowledge to do it differently. i mean the idea itself was not a bad one but the way she approched it without testing it first if it could really work that way was naive and halfbaked. she did never arrive in a beta phase of testing but went full monty, in that it was power driven even though the product idea could have been a real innovation. i really think some people want to have a positive influence on society but then they approch it the wrong way, because they never learned it differently. she didn`t make it because exactly her green was not evolved enough to run a healthy business.

yep, agree with you! but try to see it in a more differenciated way - there are cascades of colours in every person. development strings like spirituality, business, an idea, dreams, actions - they all can be differently developed. that makes it so interesting, there can be people who are personally, spiritually in turquoise leading a red or purple business...she, herself, her drive was orange, but the image of her was in yellow and she behaved like a king, what`s red. the problem was she was not a wise king and she was massively missing out at green... not that green can not regress into orange aswell. there are probably some examples where activists in powerposition regressed into orange aswell. it`s very interesting try to see the structures of the construct, it`s a case study. the structure of the business steps into the position of the personal relationships and natural hirarchies.

@outlandish thanks for the introduction i can probably tell you in a month. "hypernormalisation" triggers me to watch first. pretty dark though. WXYZ i`ll do this as kitchen workout after tomorrow. it`s pretty long and maybe not the best to start as it`s rolling up a lot of matters and time , but if watching just one of his works I´d probably watch this one. also didn`t watch the others, so that might change. i guess now i need therapy. it`s leaving some things open about virtual reality, that are pretty hard to stomach.

@Serotoninluv efl as in "english football league"?

@whoareyou my english is probably better than your german or french. before you teach people about language learn to speak from a non ego biased perspective. might be that his reltionship to his own sexuality is not yet developed but it doesn`t make your relationship to your ego better developed. you have to learn to discern between self biased language problems and your ability of understanding what someone is communicating to you. shaming someone for wanting to try celibacy or no fap whatever the reasons is probably not universal language. only feeding more frustration and counterreaction. understanding the situation would mean to help him to the insight, that it is an illusion to do it without observing his emotions. cutting of his emotions means ignoring his needs, cutting of his head from the system. of course that would lead to further frustration over time. but that`s exactly what happens if you start shaming him aswell for choosing to go fulltime monk. even monks have their problems of course, that`s why even spirituality is difficult. i would rather try to go for emotional mastery first. but this doesn`t even enter the discussion, because it`s a battle of oppinion about if it is a good or a bad decision to not have sex. sexuality is very intimate and vulnerable and everyone has the right to coaping with it in their ways. getting aggressive about if you get it your ways or not is not the right way to go on about it. it`s about making love not war.

how do you know this? it might be that he is just sick of the group pressure and pressure sexuality puts on him. why starting to throw around with words like pathetic and cringy? because no fap and celibacy is so out of fashion or what`s the problem? how is it you judge about him right away that he doesn`t have oppotunities? there are thousands of guys without opportunities who are too weak to try it intentionally for some time, or who really struggle to get away from porn. why judging him for wanting to do that? he asked a question about how important it is to infuse his no fap time with spirituality and what mostly comes back is judgement and hate. why? because it`s so fun triggering?

check your selfbias on femininity it`s super toxic. if i was a moderator i would close the thread for low quality.

agreeing on that completely. non the less it`s interesting to make a list of everything you are imagining or halucinating to get to the roots of it. it was pure magic to do so to simply see through it. there are layers of self image and other image and so on. there are layers of imposing with imagination and abusing with imagination and loving with imagination and finding truth with imagination and acting upon imagination and creating on imagination. there are layers of godly hallucinations and underworldly hallucinations and layers of imagination channeling. there are multiple imagination dimensions and we sometimes can`t discern what is what and who is who because all is made of the same, we don`t even know if some things we imagine are more real than other things or if we hallucinate them, some things are too good to be true and others too sad to be true. and some things are just that, true.

there are always people who like to shit on others or like to shit on themselves more than others shitting on them, but it`s probably not a matter of fuckability if we do either of it, it`s more a matter of values. might be that getting fucked elevates some and some don`t get that`s not just about elevating oneself. i heard horses shit to mark their territorry.

@Haloman you could just starve yourselve and only reappear the moment you get enlightened. maybe you even swore that in your last life! try to remember!

@flowboy mhh i was never good as a man only tried to be one with around 7 or 8 it was not really fitting.

@flowboy yes? how so?

especially regarding sex, life shows so many preferences and different approches - we don`t have to try them all, by the way who ever wants that. sexuality is how we feel about it and how this makes us treat others, sexuality is also about overcoming fears and finding trust and love, especially here it`s important to listen to your own feelings and how far you want to go. if this means celibacy for a while then why not? it`s an experiment on what you want, like any other sexual experiment. but it also can have negative effects in other dimensions of your life - the most important thing about it is probably to get aware of what it does with you, that´s also why it´s probably better to tap into spirituality with that and learn to listen and control your body. sexual energy is a powerful modulator of our lifes we can`t just ignore it, better we learn to understand it. everyone is different. but that`s also where it`s getting either complicated or interesting.

self bias is never only onedimensional, but we can only always analyse it from within, fingerpointing is as much an ego game than not realizing how self biased that is. of course regret is one way to see a tool misused you already mastered...

@Haloman you are thinking in empowerment of money not in empowerment of thought and goal orientation. if the only solution to your problems is money then of course you will not come up with visionary solutions, you won`t even come up with visionary solutions of how to materialize money. if you think that money is printed you are not imagining it right. you can skip everything money can make you gain by finding a way to elevate your beingness by pure imagination on how to imagine it differently. but like with money it`s about getting your hands on the matter to get to results. remember, deconstruction before reconstruction discarding before accumulation. if you want to gain something, learn to live without it for a while. figure out what the real problems are - there is never only one way to reach a goal. pure survival is not the most elevated way on finding your way as pure survival enslaves you to what survival manifests in you, not what you manifest in survival.

i didn`t watch the movie yet, and never have been to the philipines but from what i`ve heard of others i`d say it has not so much blue more that a lot of people are in orange mixed with red and purple. could be wrong but south east asia is even though of course they are not the us or europe in sense of wealth often already very much in orange.

@Raze it sounds as if you could profit of doing chakra work - the bubbling feeling reminds me of something @Emerald said in a video. i don`t really have very strong vishuddha feelings as a grown up anymore, because i usually don`t let it go to the head so much anymore just speak what i think and if the emotion is strong i just sometimes engage in it even though i know it`s leading to nowhere. but you see if no one would speak up, these people would feel more supported in their worldview. for me it sounds as if your vishuddha asks you to learn to communicate in a way where you really reach a person like that and make them think about their standpoints, and even if it`s just for a minute. it`s not bad to communicate your anger, the anger is in a sense healthy, you just need to work on the way to express it. maybe journaling could be a way, too. you could even start vlogging on youtube if your content is good. maybe at one point you get so good with expressing it that 50% or more of the people love you for speaking up. you will never be loved by everyone as they might just not always get how much love you are, even though that would be a dream to be loved by everyone. i can say sometimes it`s worth it from own experience.

@Farnaby and where is outer and where is inner at the skin? where does skin separate from water or air or air and water separate from your skin? how can you know skin is more than your senses? would you say your vision is your skin? or what would you see your skin made of if it was not made of pure matter? what is matter anyways?