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@remember i guess now they all have gone crazy.

This phrase should become more popular on the forum. Everyone would start feeling wayy better then do it yourself! you criticize about the tone in the forum and play into it yourself in an egoic way beyond learning - you don’t want to learn and only want to teach. and then are kind of impolite to people who try to make you aware that in the end you are mostly talking about your own enlightenment. there is no one who can teach you to be a student but yourself if you don’t want to learn that’s your problem, the greatest teachers always stay students. you seem to have a misconception about authority. the apology was because of friendliness, not because he really did something wrong. you are the one who‘s running around with raw eggs, shouting at people when you hit them that your eggs might break if they stay this friendly.

@Beginner Mind regarding your original question - no there are multiple awakenings to multiple facettes of awareness, not all of them are facettes they can be states of awareness of multiple qualities. happiness is not the awareness of emptiness nor the awareness of suffering.

@Ascendant that sounds pretty nice - interesting that there are schools for shamanism. i have one for you i guess it’s from a greek school. as you seem to try to find the difference between amalgamation and healing - you can not integrate some shadow aspects as you would become it. being a leader means to understand that this is higher than you - some people call it chaos. it is beyond consciousness or you could say prior to consciousness.

hahaha, good for you although i don’t see it as per say black or white - i encountered a pink one recently, which has yet to leave its old skin behind completely to start to fly with bigger wings. where do you study that? it’s funny that you have teachers, are the teachers like the dragons?

hahaha, how can this be, if i follow them... love

there are so many more colours than god. at least if we want to reduce it to colours.

i could, too.

he‘s talking about karma - the wheel of karma is trapping him and you. all you can do is trust in yourself and him, i guess your partner understands some of the deep mechanisms behind all suffering. karma is part of god’s creation s/he is not above it but part of it. don‘t think you are less self improved - for women emancipation to a point is the only possible way to self improve at a certain point, if you can do that together, even though it must be an emancipation from male dominance, i can’t tell you enough how lucky you are! seems like your boyfriend is a jackpot.

they also call it starling murmuration

omg don’t want to think about it - this is really dangerous to even discuss! could give people some weird ideas. the ground hog was one of six or seven other animals they sold on the fish market that’s what they said in the news, there were other animals which do not really count as typical european nutrition source - it was the most absurd animal as food for my perception. these situations are in itself already a little absurd for a western mind - their absurdity in a sense shows that it’s not constructed - while the groundhog as source was, because they only said wild animals. if a story is constructed everything seems to fit too perfectly aka mindstory for example. a western news company would not make up these animals. chinese have the most diverse kitchen of the world. and sars came from where? wasn’t it chicken farming. i don’t really see the difference, in one of them, except that mormots are whistlers and chicken are not whistling birds.

@SickLuv yes there are a lot of theories and some of them are so absurd that they ruin others lifes, or make scapegoats out of their favorite enemy. if that’s all of humanity vs for example trump then it‘s trump who personally planted that virus into the ground hog/mormot via panpsychism and that was possible because they look alike, what would prove panpsychism. (not to mention that it is probably indeed trump against everyone when he said he just locked it out ?) all i said was that the story where it came from was so absurd that no person with a creative ego would plant it there, if you have been to china you know that these markets exist, how weird it sounds. the chinese love food they would never make their food market the source - so if human source, then not chinese. why does it seem absurd that the virus spread on itself, have you ever seen a hotel suffer with salmonella? source one single egg? i have, so first of all i don’t get suspicious. of course there is always a question if super viruses or multi resistent bacteria are men spread, but who can tell? the first people getting it are already dead and theories spread faster than the virus itself. what makes it extremely dangerous because of course it also makes it difficult to face the situation with an unbiased mindset. of course there is a kernel of truth in everything. like getting entrapped in a twelve monkeys simulation. i don’t want to deny that doomers exist though, don’t get me wrong, i just believe they are also disconnected from nature in a sense and think it would be more healthy for them if they would find a way to shape the world more constructively or to make space for nature more constructively.

if the question is @ the forum - no, from a us national perspective i would not. from an international perspective probably. it reminds me to much about the last time. i guess a lot of voters would probably maybe not even go voting because there have been so many progressives in the queue, and frustration does not go a long way, the show down is much too much of a gap between conservative and progressive. that it somehow seems now there will be a loss of voters for sure - at one side whatsoever. all of this mostly because of the hop on hop off mentality of the primaries. fair game looks different. it’s a tombola. there was this tv show when i was young where children had to hop inbetween three fields in front of three doors. the fields and doors were constantly blinking, there was a rhyme accompanying that game: 1 2 or 3 if you stand correctly you can see when the lights go on. of course it was super sad for the children standing in front of the door where all lights went off. people want to stand in front of doors where lights go on. oftentimes they all stood in a crowd in front of one door, while only one stood in front of another door - was risky but if he/she won there was a whole lot of stuff behind the door. but hey i can’t vote anyways. it’s more of a prediction.

the notice about the absolute is, too. but it’s still lacking some openness. the absolute is only for so long absolute as it remains a closed system. in that the attempt of communication breaks that. there is still some solipsism in this picture. which is the source to absolutism.

on wikipedia they say the alkaloids in phalaris are dangerous and can damage most peoples body organ of preference. so i‘d guess you would need to eliminate the alkaloids first. maybe there is a way of dmt extraction which does not have to eliminate the alkaloids. who knows, there are probably different ways - even though it’s not the optimum initial condition.

@mattslev unfortunately that won’t change much about their situation unless the holder creates a more natural environment. most likely toads don’t come with an instruction leaflet. the information though is pretty interesting i use to try to up my serotonin level instead of melatonin. does that mean taking melatonin as a supplement would also up natural dmt experiences?

? i can’t sleep because i already realize this will be 4 years more of trump. it’s amazing how the big parties don’t learn. in that trump probably got it right. dress warmly - winter is coming.

there is no problem with being confident in yourself or what you can do and being open at the same time, because if you stay open you can somehow react and also handle difficulties which come your direction. sometimes confidence is about handling every situation somehow, although if you have visions and dreams there will be times when it’s difficult to stay open because your confidence is connected to values and to hope, and hope is a really beautiful plant if you grow it, although it’s in some cases a fragile one, because it’s connected to expectations in a certain direction and can be easily disappointed. also there are beliefs which contradict each other in their values so massively that the belief of some people can be a threat to your survival - it’s not always just your egos survival, it can happen that the ego of someone else is threatening your survival without you giving that person a reason to do so - it’s just that the other persons ego is in survival mode so much that it will do everything to destroy your confidence so it can survive without wanting to even see your perspective. when you stay open you will hit a point where you realize what you really can’t stand and you will also find principles for your life which you don’t want to break and which you are confident about. there are some basic human principles which feel true to get confident about and less open to discuss. that’s also ok. confidence also sometimes needs some assurance, assurance should not be manipulation in the classical sense - don’t just change your values without dubble checking what is true for you. it’s ok to have a thin confidence shield just don’t make it an undefeatable one, because that would be one of ignorance.

is this for real now you really are scaring the shit out of me. do something. now. i can only watch you warp it’s utterly frustrating.

don’t concentrate on time concentrate on what to do today what is only today in a leap year and do a time warp today. as it is only now you can only do it now. there is no better day than today to really change history.

@Bill W but you still have all that work to do - and he wants that after such and such earth rotations to be ready.

@Bill W no time no management i‘d say it’s a bottleneck in that case. i see today is a special bottleneck day.

@ivankiss it’s not only about language... language is only a medium. what’s hidden behind the symbol, goes deeper than that.

@ivankiss it’s your tone i won‘t digest. you probably in some sense know what you are talking about. and you try to push your concept further, what is fine. if you can’t do it without the concept of time you can’t do it with the concept of infinity. stay open, relative progress is also progress.