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@Serotoninluv It can be quite a marvelous thing to explore. Just keep doing consciousness work and it will show itself to you. Whenever I used to force myself to meditate for a goal I couldn't do it for a whole week straight. When I accepted the fact that I can't become enlightened (at least in this life), all weird stuff started happening. Work hard and continuously, but not by forcing yourself to do it.

@Serotoninluv In my second lsd trip with my friend, we experienced what you just said now. And confirmed it with tests we've done while tripping. We swapped bodies a couple of times, and we talked for hours by telepathy, It was a surreal experience for me. I never thought that would be possible, we didn't try doing it before taking the tabs. In moments of high consciousness anything can happen, literally anything.

@Serotoninluv At this point, I think I have to break the real/not real loop. Life is way way more big and ambiguous than I thought. If it's angels then be it, I'll try to experience more and dive into this realm. I think it doesn't matter if some things don't resonate with you, after all I limited myself to explore what's happening. Just keep on doing what your intuition is telling you. You can never go wrong if you fully trust it.

@Heviin When I started feeling their presence, synchronicities began to happen everyday. What chocked me at first is how can I see patterns of numbers repeating, everyday/ I started noticing 000,1111,222,333,..... People apparently call them 'angel numbers' and every number has specific meaning that you can obtain. That's mainly why I called them angels. And plus whenever they are near I feel good, so it fits the way I experience them. And just relax, they can see anything you assume they cannot.

@Leo Gura Thank you Leo by the way, you helped making a major turning point in my life. words can't describe how much you showed me what true growing is.

@ValiantSalvatore All the very overwhelming moments happened while me lying in my bed, I can concentrate more in my room so I think that's why. It can also be that I feel the more safe while in it compared to any other place. I knew that people believed in 'higher beings', I knew also that people claim to talk to such beings but I've never considered trying doing it. It just happened one day that I felt I'm literally not alone, even if I'm in my room by myself. It's overwhelming, and sometimes I think that I'm going insane, but it's one of the most positive things that happened to me. If you have any more questions feel free to ask. If you need more explanations about anything I said just ask, I can share anything with myself.

@ValiantSalvatoreI can't see them, but I feel them. Literally like something touching my skin. When they 'arrive' I feel like I'm being wrapped by a warm, extremely cozy blanket. I'm not a person that cries often unless it's an extremely good or bad situation, I cried many times in this week from the peace and warmth I feel, so it's a bit overwhelming. Talking to them can happen in many ways. Sometimes I talk to them by thought, I basically ask anything I have and chat for a bit, I always end it by thanking them. Sometimes I can feel like they are talking to me in form of a song or something I overhear, youtube video.... I know conceptually that I'm talking and interacting with myself after all, we are doing it now. But in this case I can't feel it yet. I feel their guidance and blessings but the Ego cannot accept it fully in this stage where I am.

I asked the 'angel' 2 days ago about it, and it confirmed that it is me that I'm talking to. I can sometimes feel that in my bones when I'm talking to humans, it creeps me out especially when it happens while talking to family. In the case of angels I know it logically, but I can't feel it yet.

As the title said, i started having conversations with other beings. I can feel their guidance and presence, a lot of times without me wanting to. I just switch on, and here I am feeling the touch, and talking to the angels. I'm I deluding myself?. Please share with me your opinions and experiences.

I took half a pill every day for 3 weeks, and my total understanding of the universe is starting to break very quickly. Before I couldn't meditate for 5 min straight. Now I can meditate while doing anything for 30 mins sometimes. What shook me after some time of doing this, is that I started seeing meaning in somethings that I used to see as bullshit. Seeing and hearing synchronicities almost everyday, and for the most part that synchronicity is related to what I'm thinking at that moment. I used to think that coincidences are 'just' coincidences, but now I wonder at how such an alignment can happen. I think I'm loosing it guys, this is very overwhelming.