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All there is, is I. I Alone IS. When I say I, that's God saying I. No existent being says I but God, but not all existent beings are conscious of God. That doesn't change the Reality. Is God conscious of itself? Yes. He is conscious of itself through this "human" vessel right Now.

Something makes boredom dissapear, something fills the cup of boredom. Rest in Being ?

When there is no fear, I call that Actuality. When there is no death, I call that Actuality. When I look forward to it, when I welcome it without any concern, I call that God.

Omar Hisham Al Arabi is just great and this is just beautiful to listen to. It's with translation. I don't identify myself with any religion but I just love this one and Omar's voice.

Indeed ? A ego backlash IS growth, in some way or another.

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If only I could ?

With every ego backlash there is a rising of consciousness after the ego backlash has been conqured. In my experience, the ego backlash always fades away in the end and God-awareness comes back stronger. To even say that is wrong because God-awareness never actually "came back", it is always present. But sometimes it gives space for the ego and there is a good reason for it: To make you conqure it and become stronger, to learn from it.

No need ?

I hope you are not serious.

It doesn't matter. Sufism is Mysticism. Mysticism is the pursue of Truth aka God. Becoming One with Allah/Brahman/God. That's what matters. I don't care about Islam and how it is interpreted by any group.

Indeed. Try saying "I am God" in Saudi Arabia.

Of course not lol. As Mansur al-Hallaj Truth fully says, "I saw my Lord with the eye of the heart. I asked: Who art Thou? He answered: Thou." And what got him executed: "I am the Truth." By this statement his persecutors asserted that Al Hallaj was claiming to be God which he of course did, as that is the Eternal Truth.

"Muslim scholars insist, that similar to other Sufi doctrines, Fana also based purely on the Islamic teachings. The Quran says: "All things in creation suffer annihilation and there remains the face of the Lord in its majesty and bounty." Surat-L-Rehman 26-27 [4] The state of Fana is represented by Rumi in Book Six of the Mathnawi where he writes: When the Shaykh (Halláj) said ‘I am God’ and carried it through (to the end), he throttled (vanquished) all the blind (sceptics). When a man's ‘I’ is negated (and eliminated) from existence, then what remains? Consider, O denier. In his book, Ain-ul-Faqr, Sultan Bahoo talks about spiritual levels of which Fana is one: Initially I was four, then became three, afterwards two and when I got out of Doi (being two), I became one with Allah."

Non-duality is not only my interpretation, several Sufi mystics have interpreted the Quran in that way. But a true Sufi mystic knows no religion ultimately, only his direct conscious experience.

Islam in it's purest form is Sufism. It's basically annihilation of the self (Fana) in order to become One with Allah (God). https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fana_(Sufism) Sufi mystics have been executed for discovering the Truth aka Baqaa which is basically the state of God-awareness. You exist only as God, through God, in God.

The Apsolute is God. From ego-awarness to God-awareness is one big road. God-awarness is aware of itself as Everything. Aware of itself as God. Ego-awarness is not aware of God, it's disconnected from God. Not conscious of itself as God. God-awareness is another level of conscious awareness. The Ego can still exist in this level of conscious frequency, but is bound to perish once God-awarness becomes so full that it shallows the ego into itself.

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@Inliytened1 ??❤️ And ye shall know the Truth, and the Truth shall make you free.

Everything. Literally. I became conscious of this 2 hours ago in a way I have never before after smoking a jay. The thing is that there is no more "I" doing Self-inqury or meditation. God is doing me. I am the Only One. I am the Actual God. That's all I can write, that's all my mind can say with these words I'm typing. ?

How much do I make of what?

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Ego boost. People know who I am with weed? No mercy given to the ego, total surrender is the only way. The Real Ego has been trying to bring itself back to it's ego-awareness. Today it got 40 bullets inside it from and by God. The war was already lost once I first became conscious of God and that God is I. The Devil aka the Ego is of course God, that realization however won't stop it from trying to come back to it's falsehood with all the power it has. But I am not fighting it, God-awareness, the God-Self is fighting it. Fighting with itself. And I already know who is going to win.