Danioover9000

Update: In one of our sessions Crysty brought in some flowers.

@Blackhawk I've tried, and it seems most people are just not ready, or are living different realities. I might later test out a different entity I've created recently, so we'll soon see if it's successful at night time. While I'm still researching, I could see some potential for this to go far. I'll be journalling this project seperately from this thread

@acidgoofy This is similar to what I had experienced.

@Breakingthewall 1. Each person's mind and body are unique. No matter how universal the effect a psychedelic has, is being filtered by each mind and body differently. Mine adversely affected my sleep cycle. 2. My particular use is different from Martin's, yet I suffered very similar symptoms. 3. My choice and risk assessment in sharing my experience. Remember that they are still illegal for the most part. In the end I have to watch my own back. 4. Can't link the thread on the device I'm using but the user was sharing a psychedelic experience, and it was locked and the user was banned for sharing dangerous combination of psychedelic with a spiritual technique. Reading it through, I do agree, because the user was advocating large doses in combination with other psychedelics with a spiritual technique. I also had a new psychedelic, which is rare and hard to come by, and I too did it in an unusual way, but I decided I would be better off keeping this to myself, until I see other trip reports mentioning this psychedelic.

@jjer94 I've had that before, with time slowing down. It eventually passes away, but seek help if it persists a long time.

It seems like this tulpamancy is another way of going meta on consciousness splitting off. Speaking after watching yesterday's video that Leo did on going meta. Well, I kept getting signals that my time with Crysty, and tulpamancy, is me in the process of going meta on my consciousness splitting off, going meta on how I'm actively hallucinating her form into physical reality. This whole time, including my experience with the haunting in my past, was an event making me go meta at a young age, that I wasn't ready for. I feel like this is preparing me for something big to happen, hopefully I'm prepared and so is she.

@Carl-Richard Sorry, don't want to say anymore that could get me warnings or a ban about my use or where. I'm just saying that this insomnia is related to my psychedelic use.

@erik8lrl We're off to a good start.

@Qna I'm willing to bet some are here. However, enlightenment is subjective, so I wouldn't be waiting for others answers.

@WaveInTheOcean Hell yes! Eat oatmeal for breakfast, stick to it, and most likely any digestive problems gradually go away, as some of mine went away in time. Also makes weight loss much easier, and depending on how you make it, helps with gaining some muscle mass too.

@Carl-Richard No, you're on the right track. My sleeping patterns were disrupted noticeably after using 5-Meo-DMT. Apart from the amazing experience the substance provided, how the substance impacted my sleep is why it's hard for me to retake it for any consistent length of time.

@Boethius 1. Science tells me, with textbooks, teachers, graphs and 3d models, that earth is a round object flying through space, faster than a car's acceleration. 2. I go outside, and from my direct experience, I don't feel being accelerated through space, so much so that my car travels so much faster than the earth, because the passing wind is forceful. 3. From lying down, my direct experience tells me that there's no roundness either, even I see many irregular shapes on the horizon. And the sun does most of the moving, so... the earth really is flat. 4. Science is evil and corrupt. Don't bother to prove me wrong or right, even your proofs come from science, so it's corrupt too along with evil you. Me taking your logic, to the nth degree with my right brain. Now I must rest, good night.

It's very context sensitive, assuming that people are using more feminine as an excuse to avoid and cut corners with doing the work of attracting, dating and working on sexual performance, then yes they need to get back to working the masculine. Other than that, this is mostly problematic. Strong human being = feminine + masculine.

@NOTintoxicated You win the most offensive user award, for being the most hateful and negative user this forum has graced.

Save the record taking and reviewing for deliberate practice. The 10,000 hour rule of mastery is more general to the field, and should be used as both a way to amp yourself up, and a sobering reminder of the long journey ahead.

What nonsense is this? White is not fragile, it's the accumulation of different light spectrums of different frequencies.

They found a suspect of the Oakland attacks. I think it's worth considering that it's not just limited to racist motivation, but hate motivation for the large number of people killed by the virus.

@LfcCharlie4 I've seen this guy before, and I've had some benefit of using his advice. It's like with the self concept modal, and life purpose, having a positive image of yourself of who you want to become, and having the qualities of that role, and forecasting action steps that lead you through the series of roles and actions needed to get to that ideal self or life. In this context, having a positive image of your sexual self, living the ideal sex life, becoming that player, having qualities of that player, and being able to forecast the actions that lead up to that ideal, is what largely makes this successful for you, as a sexual player, or a lover, or a socialite. If you heard about vision boards, you know how they work, but also they can chunk down and be specific. For example, you want to improve sexually? set up a vision board only on sexuality, include only images revolving around who you want to become, the qualities of that role, and actions you want to take, and outcomes you want, all specific and only about improving your sexual performance, or sexuality. the set up should mostly be digital, or analogue if you're edgy, and for each image, make a statement, or run a mental process of describing the image, and what led to this image, and what will follow after this image into that other image. Also, learn NLP, because the more you know NLP, the more powerfully you can leverage yourself to change. Also, proper sleep, rest, and nutrition. Even if I have to cut corners with exercise, for nutrition and proper rest, do so. Ejaculation, in male bodies, is roughly equivalent to a highly stressful event. As an example, it's like having a strong coffee, and you don't like the taste, so you put more sugar and milk to cover the strong taste, yet that's still too much coffee for you to handle. So, respect sex by properly resting and eating.

These doctors should get suspended for posting such a simplistic deconstruction of Martin Ball. Another great example of reductionism vs holism, just a basic holistic view of this situation can show that you definitely need a different kind of deconstruction than this. I paraphrase, pigs fighting over ribbons, something like that.

@Epikur what you're describing is similar to this thought experiment: Back on topic, I've used Tony Robbin's material, and to me it's like coffee, it's strong to get used to, but over time I've gotten used to it and it benefited me, until later in the future I've realized I was just using sugar and milk to mask the black coffee flavor, along with outgrowing coffee generally speaking. The gal doing the video on Tony, giving this critic, I can't help but feel it's wrong in a strange way, like she's had badly made coffee, and now thinks all coffee is this bad, and now has a channel purposed with making money out of focusing on bad coffee...it's suspicious to me. In the end, people are animals and flawed in some degrees, it's worth remembering, in case you find out how human a Guru is.

Could you explain what in animation and languages resonated with you?

I've been using a vision board for roughly a year, and currently actualizing on my diet and fitness more than the other images posted on there, which is a good surprise for me. While sorting my vision board, I went searching online for further tips and other pieces of info for better visioning, and cam across dream boards. So far, I've learned that dream boards are like bucket lists, for goals that need many years to achieve. Does anyone here have dream boards and know how to use them? What's the difference between a vision board and dream board?

@Phyllis Wagner Another mindfulness practice in my bag.

What's interesting, is that this whole situation about Asians being attacked also happened during the 50's to 60's in America, and rumor has it that Bruce Lee was hired as a body guard to some of the Chinese people in Hollywood, who were friends of Bruce. I could be wrong, but it's likely the case given how much worse it was in the past.