Danioover9000

@Ivan D As a disclaimer, I would say it largely depends on a person's psychological development, where they are at in terms of stages or value systems, their cognitiive and moral development, the trance states and states of being they shift to, the personality typing of a person, and their life experiences so far in other domains of life, which introduces some degree of relativity here to be aware of. I'll reference to these later on. Now, the relevant domains of life that are impacted based on your input, is your sexuality and relationships in regards to your potential sexual partners, relationships with people in general, post nut or not. Now, briefly talking about how I overcame my addiction to pornography, is that I changed how I tthought about pornography, and see it from a meta perspective of how pornography is in relation to different parts of my life, and how it functions in society and history at large. Seeing pornography from such a perspective took most of the anxieties around it and reduced the feeling to a good degree. I also took action, the good old basic self help principles, for example brute forcing and self discipline. I also took a stage orange, green and yellow approach to my porn addiction, and over time, as I further developed myself spiritually and emotionally as well I found it easier to manage my cravings. A big source to this problem with porn addiction, also comes from the subconscious beliefs from stage blue religious households, having that as part of our indoctrination, and having experienced a past trauma, sexual or not sexual, that is unresolved and suppressed from the conscious mind, which distorts one's view of a healthy sexuality that instead of it being an authentic sexuality, it isn't. It's not that easy to change this in the short term, and these changes take place more long term. I would practice mindfulness, and allow myself to feel whatever I happen to feel. One rule I made myself follow, I'd fap only if I had a boner first, not because some hot chick walked past, or I saw a sexy advert, or had a sexual thought. I had to be a morning wood, a genuine erection Independent of thought or external stimulus. This also resulted in a more organic schedule of sexual release for me which is roughly every 3 to 4 days or once a week, depending on my buddy. I also have other mediums to fap to, sometimes it's vids, sometimes it's doujinshi, sometimes it's erotica, sometimes it's a chick, and sometimes it's imaginary. I also explore different situations as well and see what's attractive to me or not.

@MarkusR It depends on the person's development tierms of stqges, their cognitiive and moral development, how well they can switch and maintain different states of being, personality type, and life experiences so far in other domains of life. When it comes to me for example, I'm still focusing on developing myself in adopting stage orange values more fully before trying to transcend stage orange and transition to stage green. I also have some shadow aspects from thhe previous stages of values to integrate into my growth, like some of stage blue, red and purple values. I value myself more as an individual and less as part of a collective at this time. I also have similarities and differences in terms of how I think, compared to how other people think in my family, and people in my general area. I have some mild schizophrenia, which effects how I think in relation to other people. That difference in thinking can sometimes make it more difficult to relate to others with more conventional types of cognitive frameworks. Like most people cannot keep up with how I think, but can't mentally construct representations of reality as good as I can. They sometimes lack the nuance and complexity of my thinking to keep up. While I'm more of an introverted type of personality, I can manage my states of being through different methods from NLP and spirituality techniques such that I can become extroverted like and maintain that being, but as an introverted personality type I can't sustain too long of a conversation in more active social settings. My morality, also circle of concern to other people is partly stage green as well, I do uphold parts if humanitarian values, animal welfare and environmentalism. I can to some extent relate to those, but not as strongly as an activist or care bear would, so most cases my circle of concern mostly gravitates to my family, and some of my friends. As far as the community that I'm a part of, I don't have that strong of a sense of community, which is because of some of my past experiences in my childhood and early teens growing up here that I don't want to fully be involved with this community I'm currently in.

@Fleetinglife Yes and sometimes no. It's a cleaning agaent, but that doesn't men only evil people get killed, some good people get killed too.

@Gregory1 Yes, financially speaking a living human being in a society has it's benefits and costs, but context is needed tk further determine the cost benefit ratio of a living being. Keeping a human being alive in a medical center is different from the costs of generally living in a 3rd world, which is different from living in a 1st world ect. The financial aspect is complicated, but at other situations it can be really expensive to bury a body because it creates some demand for available land, which is why graveyards and cemeteries exist, but we won't have enough land for burial at some point. Cremation is slightly cheaper, but they used coal fuels some electricity and oil to power up the machinery needed to heat up the remains, and that is expensive in another way materially. Another option is to cremation and converting the loved one's remains into diamonds, but that doesn't really make much money to cover the funeral costs because the amount of diamonds made would be at most 5 small pieces, and price of those diamonds are subjected to haggling and stuff, and the process is even more expensive to pay upfront. Go seek a professional and go to the suicide hotline if you have to. Personally, when I stop to tuink about the horrors of mankind and it's past history, and the existence of a hell the the other side, is mostly enough for me to kill off suicidal thoughts in my head and move on in life thinking posituvely afterwards, being grateful for my own life and my circumstances, bad and good in comparison to other people. Therapy is also good, sometimes pricey and emotionally laborious but it's great to vommit some of your negativity onto a professional.

@K Ghoul That's gonna be a huge issue in the future, if skme people are not careful enough of low doses ot micro dosing while in public. This shouldn't be encouraged at all.

@ShardMare Balance between basic self help and advanced stuff, that is enough.

@Yali I think the number is 3 per week to vape DMT while clubbing. What number do you think it might be instead?

@LordFall You have greatly misunderstood my post. I asked when this was in the meditation spirituality paranormal experiences sub forum. I wanted to know how clubing is connected to spirituality, paranormal experiences, mysticism and psychedelics, when the thread is mostly framed as PUA which should have been in the relationship dating sexuality sub forum, and just the OP. There are deeper and stranger states of consciousness that makes orgasmic states a joke, and depending on your development in terms of stage, cognition, morality and life experiences, alters how one values sex. Sex is tbe best thing is relative.

@vizual That's true. Anyone who digs deep enough, not just the internet life of a person, but their entire life they lived and they do a compilation only on the bad and evil things, anyone would look like the devil himself. Anyone would be made to look like a crazy person.

@Yali Have a guess mate.

@Yali I'm guessing not every time he goes into a nightclub? What number do you think it is?

@Barbara I see. Tis a shame, it would have been really cool if a stage yellow genius could also draw well as well. Would've proved my pet theory of drawing being linked to increases in intelligence

@Matthew85 All within reason, responsibility and context though. The last thing you'd want, is to be so high in a public place and do something incredibly stupid that the least of your concerns is jail time.

@Forza21 It depends on your worldview, stage of development, morality, cognition, personality, srare of consciousness and life experiences so far in different domains of life. Considering all these factors, do you see, hear and feel that you could live with/without a family, big or small, being in the father role? Do you see, hear and feel you have the ideal partner for your future kids? Do you see, hear and feel that you could live without your ideal family?

While attempting to answer this question from a existence point of view, whether reality is Solipsistic or panpsychism, is open to interpretation and debate, one thing is certain to me. Committing suicide is extremely foolish and impractical in context. Given what partial context you've said here, about your family's financial situation, well your suicide will add more to their financial burden on top of whatever they are going through now, paying off mortgages, looking for a job ect. Now they have to pay for a funeral service, for a casket to put your body in to bury you, pay for the grave stone and place of burial, or thet pay for the cremation, the pot they put your ashes in. Not to mention that if they can't pay, they have to loan your funeral costs, which puts your parents and siblings into further debt, maintaining the financial nightmare they are in after your death in the first place. Also, the suicide willl negatively impact their psychological wellbeing. You would effectively put them into the grief cycle, and some people with different personality types, grief different and sometimes grief longer or a few do not ever recover from a loss. Like others have said, get professional help asap, hook a therapist, suicide hotline if you need to. Next thing, is to tell us more about your situation with yourself and family that led to this sucidal thinking. More for context, and to get a more tailored advice to your circumstance.

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@OBEler Have you ever tried micro dosing (3 to 1 mg or less) 5-Meo-DMT and went to nightclubs in that state?

@Yali I think the scond guy is called adeptus something, but I don't know the first guy's name. There also a third guy as well, with the beard, whose ex vegan and does psyches too. Can't in my device right now, but if you search up criticism of Leo's awakening video, the other guys bound ti be in there. It's the one with the hilarious thumbnail.

@Yali I think it's the same guy who did the rational wiki article, and another guy who does psychedelics too.

@Tristan12 Ok, well in that case it probably might've been why. Which brings up the issue about using, to be more accurate, a synthetic version of 5-Meo-DMT in public? From what I've red about the synthetic version, it's a pretty strong drug that makes it a bit unstable to use in public. It alters state of consciousness is radically that you are not in waking consciousness anymore, in the same to similar conforming conventional state that people around you are in. So, ethically speaking, should this be used in public? We're talking about a substance that can render your physical body immobilized in one spot, in ecstasy, while your consciousness has shot past the moon and beyond.

@Mafortu It's not that it's stage orange shit, because it's actually a value system, like instead of saying individualism, rationalism, logic, business, materialism, atheism, secularism, liberalism, ect, you say it's stage orange instead. It's more correct to say that he is being negligent in his part of filming himself wearing no masks, being within 2 meters to people, and risking kissing a few chicks. To me, he's just in a different state of beibg to care about his PR image at this point, because it's a blog post,. Furthermore, I don't see the connection between clubbing in Las Vagas as an appropriate topic to start a thread in the sub forum that deals with spirituality, meditation, psychedelic experience, paranormal phenomena and mystical experiences. Can someone explain to me what does spirituality, meditation, psychedelics, paranormal phenomena and mystical experiences have to do with PUA and night clubbing? One night stands, transactional relationships ect?

@integral To add to that, every person's mind can be different and have better representations of reality through more dominant senses, so first identifying that through self duscovery and learning is important first. After that, further discovery of learning styles and different ways to learn helps broaden your mind's ability to represent more of reality.

@TheAvatarState Two things that I do to help me get deeper into not taking life for granted: Contemplating relativity. Appreciation exercises every winter session frequently, and intermittently throughout the year.

@lostingenosmaze Exactly. I thought something was missing in this hero's journey modal.

@Bando An addiction to trolling, and the ability to scadadle. Basically, there's very little repercussion doing so. This is the internet, after all.