Pacific Sage

I am sure if it were disturbing me then its conscious at least from your context of the house and the car. Enough said

Has anyone in the forum experienced any Déjà vu from dreams? I have a feeling dreams can be more relevant or worth analyzing once one starts connecting with the cosmic consciousnesses. I have had few unusual dreams ever since I have started my spiritual path. Would it be helpful if I started working on jotting and analyzing my dreams?

Your liver is a separate entity and your heart is a whole another entity, they are their own entity, but each of them is ultimately you

What about Saturn? Is Saturn alive? What about a planet or just a rock somewhere so far that we are not even conscious of, is that alive too? Or is it just relative and it becomes alive through our consciousness?

Oh wow!! your post brought happiness to me. Glad to hear about the stuff that is happening with you.. The world is a brighter place indeed Thanks for sharing.

Hi Aaron, How are things now? Just read the thread and am curious now to find out how things have progressed from the last month. Hope you have taken a break which helps gaining perspective in life (Life can present itself one way but there a lot of ways to look at the situation). Initial Spiritual journey can be tough as dropping out of the matrix while still living in the matrix can be tough to cope until the point of time you are more sure of yourself and the path you are on. From what I gather you are looking for a sense of direction in life which is bothering you, maybe you can take up Leo's Life purpose course or just test waters with what interests you and see if you can build something around it. When you meditate and all your issues come up it might be useful to write them down so you have clarity in what's bothering you so you can plan things better. It also helps prepare you to face them better the next time they resurface. Its recommended by a lot of people in the spiritual field to get your life in order before you start a full fledged journey to enlightenment unless you have no problem living like a monk or a yogi. Hope things are already brighter and better for you.