zeroISinfinity

@Nahm No I don't. I barely talk or start talking with anyone. Have zero desire to be a person. I Just do what I have to do for survival. That's my job. It's not my mind that creates "me" it is Reality forcing me to be a "person".

@Nahm Easy when you are alone. But what when you are at work and "others" point fingers at "You" asking you questions about "yourself". You can break that habit but you Will get pulled to re create your self over and over again. Everytime New self as Just reaction to stimuli.

@Neorez You May think of your Self as space in which everything arises and fall away.

Ok ok embrace yourself. Really hold on. Argument of the OP is YOU. But you who judge it is silly sorry to break it you bud, but this is the Very thing that cause you Suffering. ??

Absolute Truth is Absolute Love. That is what everything is, that is what God is. This is what YOU really are. Practises, practises, practises teachings counts for nothing. ?

Full realization is when you get out your not so secret crush from forum on date and you try those french snails for the first time. ❤️

@Shaun Very nice @abrakamowse? ????❤️

@Inliytened1 ? Can't escape damn thing. ?? ❤️?

@Telepresent Lets end your seeking right now. This text you see on screen, room you are in and everything in it IS REAL YOU. Person who reads this is illusion non existant a fanthom/?. Shock ?

@lukej Yeah and God can be blind as bat and batshit crazy. ?

@Telepresent How can you not live it when you are it always forever NOW. That is the joke. How mask drops. Only answer... Practises. Leo teachings for example are not something you learn that is what You literally are. Mindbending I know. See my avatar picture and that is what you are at deepest core.

@Nahm Ha ha I Just Love you. @Telepresent Truth is there is no you at all and any proof in this. This right here is Truth, this is what you really are without masks you use to defend idea of you. See @Nahm No beans left.

@Nahm Good depiction?

Lol no but wondered why cave monks do this. Blissing out as Infinite Love, can only imagine what they do when they isolate their awareness from shared existance. They stay for years.

@Hellspeed You already are egoless. ?️ Heart is the Source. ?️ I love Truth bombs and my own bullshit (mods?) sometimes. Want my wings back.

@DrewNows Shift happened and can't get back to pathetic deficient small self. Big ONE is so different. I guess you can't avoid evolution. It is like Father compared to kid. To be a kid is so much easier. Dunno still confused about "future actions". Question for @Leo Gura or @Nahm (huge respect for tolerating my insane mind) If imagine whole thing. Why wouldn't I Just magline life of luxury and wealth hell yeah to those hot hippie girls instead of living and experiencing through every possible suffering human can endure.

Well as monk Will live life in union constantly. Living in society meh my heart doesn't want it and that's it. Have really radical idea/not New but I think it is possible. What if this dream character does not appear in any other dream. Cave monk. Separating awareness from shared dream/apparent reality. Then I Will probably have full control over manifestation and not be limited at all. Like True Freedom.

Disillusioned about egoic human life and I am forced to live it. I know I am an idea not Just this personality not Just my body not Just the world everything. Everything I do and create counts for nothing, like it never happened. Devils are far more efficient, they know what to do how to manipulate deceive etc and I don't have such kind of personality to achieve "stuff". Lost all egoic motivations so how to Explore when probe is dead?! Not an extremist but wise enough to seek ending of charade called my life and my existance and can't do that if stage is full with actors so any new ego can get recreated. Let God be God in any way it wants to be. Permanent dissolution and no any New "me" is game I am in for. Problem is that I can't accept that amount of Love which keeps me re appearing as "something living" constantly life after life. Ultimate endgame. ❤️?

All ego has to do is to Surrender. I am That. Dunno how personality can rejoyce in That when itself it is illusion, virtual thing. All I can do is Just come up with some sort of routine, take care of body and that's it to ego.

I guess you can't escape the Truth. ?

@Shaun It is not hallucination it is Love. This right here right now is Love. It is not called Spirit without a good reason. Yes it is Ephemeral empty it is not physical at all.

@PaveDark No you are not a puppet, what you really are is source of existance itself nd existance itself since those two are not separated. Note to @Nahmsee I do not hide anything.

Answer is and might shock you Yes, but there is a twist in this. Well God is not stupid. Your power rises only when your actions are more closer to Truth. So since you are not really a self ?. This might give you clue.