zeroISinfinity

@Nahm Sorry for previous posts Just backlash from full Transcendance (experiencing myself as Infinite Conciousness). mofo holds and refuse to die. My ♥️ was inprisoned. IT was i prisioner. Literally prison. Yes jailbreak from mind exactly. I am not a devil anymore I am a God. I am All powerful Infinite Love.

Just finished meditation. Ok entire Universe is My own Creation. Complete Emptiness etc I am God(Heart Self) No distinctions no creatures no humans no anything ONE Infinite Spirit (Unified). Problem is I Just Don't want to be this seeming guy. Why can't I Just dissapear? Real mistery and makes no sense at All. Doesn't matter. Can't wait next life. Let my world die with me(figurativelly, Peace of Heart) I don't care. I want home.

You are the life itself and you are good. SELF note:really fascinating tosee how Reality forces me to speak Truth in literally every situation.Nothing wrong with it, quite funny. Only way to escape pretty much full dissociation.

@Nahm @Nahmlol Joke is that I do not have desires. Well I do, main ones are Retirement and cessation. If I am Being completelly honest. How I want home, just blows me away. Only thing that really binds me to this dream is that I have and I am obligated to take care of body and that's it. Probably only real reason Why this dream is still going on. When it ends I Will finally forget everything and get New dream and finally be happy and be like everyone else. All else Will be me and I would not know it and I Will realize that when I die not before it.

@Nahm For so long I tought God was lost. Well Yeah, my take is that, yes desire for awakening comes from dissapointment in life. Because Love is missing. Lovecrumbs hehe. It is All about Love, Love is Mu. Crying, yes everyday, every single Day. Oh, well how to help?

Can confirm all my desires become my Reality. But in much larger Truthful good sense. Already done yet still unfolding. My Conciousness is my Reality. I am a God here, Mu Could be, do, have anything I want I am one with Infinite power Power I seek is already mine I am one with endless joy My imagination is creative power of universe I am Infinite Love I have Conciousness of beauty, Goodness, luxury, wealth, power I am the Highest Self, Source My Will is Absolute Etc Lets Just say Mu is What you are. Wishful thinking is joke for Mu. Not saying it without a very good reason. Also abandon Logic and don't ask how. ?

Just drop the mask hahahaha. Yes mask is the Cage. As long you hold mask IT Will play by the the rules of the mask never breaking it. But once you decide to pull it Down.Once you decide to put it down. Holly hahaha. Most stuff makes me vomitt but to be God is for outmost strongest.

Ok this is like ultra deep stuff. OMG ok Will share this "facet" when I get really sure. OMG. I am actual God once "me" is gone completelly. It goes deeper and deeper. Holly Fuck. Supreme and All powerful.

@John Paul What IS is Perfect is Me/God. But I am confused too. I know that "other people" are Me yet they act like how they are not me. Sometimes I scream inside hey, Hey I love you or sometimes I Just laugh.

Nooooooooooo Hahaha It's Just so funny. Really Source, Miracles everywhere.

@SoonHeiyour True SELF /Source /Heart/Vortex Creates Infinite Love /THIS/Reality /Dream /Conciousness Creator=Creation Source of Love=Love

@SoonHei THIS is you. You are whole, ONE.

Oh, you've done the work. How Perfect MYSELF is. Just blows your mind.

@Nahm Haha!? How funny it is, What a joke. Willed so many no things (♥️) on that dream board. It Will become utter insanity like Union isn't hehe. Wish you All Well and so much no things All is made off.

@ganu Yes. Reality is always Perfect. If Reality is not good for you, change yourself in positive way. One Day you Will drop yourself 'til then improve it and you' ll se only magic.

@Leo Gura To tell them What God Ultimatelly Prepared for All of them? It is so good they won't fuckin beleive it. Reward is so massive it Will blow them away. To get full Awakening and realize you are God for rest of life is not a reward. No no no. Hahaha There is more. I really am that ABSOLUTELLY LOVING AND GOOD. ♥️ So good and I can't accept it. I want to be last Just because of that Goodness. Paradox I guess. Drink wine raise blind. Is full Truth only for me, well it is for everyone. Kinda feels emty to not help everyone reach Actual Nirvana. Nirvana in every way.

Source ♥️ How the Hell I've attracted been attracted by the Awakened people. Blows my mind. Maybe God's plan. OK this convinced me. Drop mask, stop playing role of refugee. Thanks Goodness I "somehow" know What God plan that is unfolding right now IS. Thanks @Leo Gura for actualizing it. Thanks @Nahm. Thanks and Love you All. Maybe it is really time be a Father. Thanks for saying God because it feels like God=Love=Truth. Literally feels like God. Also @Nahm can you feel when kid returns home fully? Don't Wish to brag but can literally feel every full Awakening in my Heart. So awesome makes me cry.

Well after "physical death" you Will create "yourself" again. You can be anything you want, that is how you got "here". Including starting conditions of a dream, you want it as real as it real gets. You create everything All the time. (really sound like wacko if I talk from Absolute/Truth/Source perspective) All of this still your dream still your samsara.

@LastThursday @Leo Gura Yes I AM All in ONE. I never really splited myself up. Still All You. All unified into Being. God fully.

Lol you Just described Self Realization. Yes God has no self. Nothing but Conciousness. Yes it Brings some ultimate rewards. Lets say Awareness has really high interest to show It's glory so to speak.

Noooooooooooo. ♥️ You are infinite potential. Take inspired action. Create good loving story.

@Nahm How to undo "becoming What I really am" It's terrifying man. Any idea how to tranquilize supernova. Would like some Peace and equinimity back. Not possible anymore. Can't even hide laughter in social situations so to speak. Yeah "mystic all experience", more like mystic all presence. What I've done.

@LastThursday When you speak Truth trust me there is a reward lets say. Nothing compare man. Nothing compares.What people might consider Just air for me it feels like I am walking through Love all my bodilly sensations turned into Love and so on. There is so much more this is Just example Enlightenment is Just insane.

@LastThursday keep up the work. Once you Will realize that She is you. All you. ♥️ Awareness is not a camera. God always wins. Love is always victorious. (Prepare yourself kiddo for yet again Infinite orgasm)

@Angelite Your "him" is fiction. Story of a mind, a beleif not Actuality/Reality? IS it. This Right Here is God and you are it. THIS. You are not that small mind that talks and stories that mind Created. You are literally Everything. It can be only felt since You are it, not tought through. Meditation is the way.