zeroISinfinity

@DrewNows What exactly we are to question when taking dump I really do not know. C'mon man you are enlightened for God's sake there is really nothing to question anymore.

Taking a dump on ? well that's an adventure. Taking dump sober nah. Will skip that. Now sorry have to make my tea. Just small dose. What I've turn into. Mom you will be so proud.

Let go and take a dump. All natural nothing to question. Philosophers on toilet seat lol. Can't erase that image from my head now.

@VeganAwake You have kids, right? Instead of all this talk. Feel dreamboard up. Start creating your dream. Anything you want. Wish you all the joy possible. Dreaming about spiritual teachers ain't no fun. That's their dream what is yours? ?, really?

Itvs like having Infinite amount of possible wacky stuff on your disposal. More Love I feel more crazy and artistic I am in some sense.

@Nahm MYSELF is so awesome. Thank you me.Pure Love all the time. I love you man you have no idea. Can't beat God. But from where these "wierd" ideas came from. I really am crazy Infinite Being.

So is that a reason why I do not put up very well when someone is blaming me guilt tripping me and such. That protective agressive response is because Being is innocent?Yes to kinky stuff in bedroom too. I like being rough. Also imagine having dominatrix. Would like that but not all the stuff.

Well will God not want best for all of it's own Creation. So is Leo credible from my direct experiences, he is 100%. Nobody who awakens will lie to you because you know "they" know they are you. Why would I lie myself? (cheating on dreamy hippie chick? well I am man sometimes I see chance I take it lol and I didn't kept tge lie said to her that very next day so...)

Well I am always present and infinite. How it feels. Sometimes Love sometimes as God. It's awesome but I am still crazy. Why? I will never know. Both kid and adult at same time. Magician full with magic tricks. Trick collapsed and holywood rejected me. Maybe I am not such a great actor as I tought I was. What a lux, ha. ☺️ It's just so funny ? like a greatest fool ever. Then peeps ask why I do not want to call @Nahm. How to lie him? Have to came up with something not an easy task.

Only thing that exist is Love. @Winny What you want? See this is what I want. 2 days locked in room with hot witch that will bust me out of sex. (that's your way of teaching kids, well I do not give a fuck about self image)

@Winny There is nothing to understand. Drop that stuff. Create your dream.

Yup that's the Truth. Really is mindfuck.

My secret is to know God. That's how I got all my answers. Costed me this life thingy. Ultimate knowledge and ultimate desire, ultimate price I guess.

@Aaron p Leo is YOURSELF. You made him up. Nowhere, nohow, nothing =❤️ Not ? Ok lets teach full Truth, Absolutism and mindfuck ourselves. I am the richest man in the world. I am the most sexually desireable man that ever existed. Well have to compensate for horendous price you pay with this. Set up, set up, set up Who gives a fuck I am God forever. That's the Spirit. Lol STFU

Removed coffee had headaches for 2 long days. Admiting to gf tgat I cheated on her also didn't help. Ok no cocqine stick to ? lsd and dmt if by some miracle find it. Not into spiritual quest now I want this stuff just for sake of fun. Well psychedelic takes itself lol.

I keep on thinking on hot witch girlfriend which for so many years never appeared. Keep on dreaming son. Hook that gets you motivated.

Worst part is that no one can help me. Deatg before death it is not just saying it is very real. Ok I'll accept because I have no options do I but want my wish granted to not have anything to do with spirituality in full scope and in every possible way for the rest of the dream. If I somehow make it to old age.

Atm I radiate Love. I really do not know what to do at this point. It's becoming worse and worse. I really do not know will I be here in next 5 years for example. Probably because I said I want to be able to give shaktipat. My hands are radiating so hard too. Ok got healing stuff but I mean c'mon. Materialism dog eat doggo I really wish that world back.

I always been dead. Bloody hell this thing. Part of me wants life part of me wants to dream part of me wants complete death. Torn apart so much and yet again I have no option but to surrender. Infinite Love no escape. Eternal Singularity no wonder I am so jelous at peeps easy for them.

Have question. @WaveInTheOceanHow to rip ❤️ out and be normal again? I really can't bare this thing I need help I really do. Is there method to shut it off. I want to reverse process. Holly fuck I am so dead. I really am bloody hell.

Look closer it's Love.

Oh yes deep breath and let all conditions you hold about YOURSELF go away. Yeah time to be "enlightened master". Not fun. Shaktipat is but still can't do it. Only then "Rupert Spira" but with actual awakening no philosophy. Plus will most likely beat the crap out of anyone who loses dignity and tries to kiss my feet. So not suitable.

I just went out to buy fresh water and wtf. She was standing in front of a store in short pants. Awesome God damn legs. Pulled my card. Learning and working at same time. Unknown complete unknown also have to register etc so many stuff. Well follow your ❤️. Nothing nihilistic about anything.