zeroISinfinity

It's not self absorption. Nobody is a victim here,you can take your God given right to create this in any way you want. Oneness=you only Creator of this. Doesn't matter if Co-Creation is True point above is still valid and holds forever. Since you are God. That's why Absolute state of Conciousness and facing your actual Infinity. It's end of twoness world where you are something lost in Universe trying to survive. Which is complete delusion. Yes ofcourse I will take power in my hands and create this in any way I fucking want no shame in that. You are free to do so. Your will has no oposite. @ivankiss is God.

Yes YOURSELF. LOVE not away right here always forever.

How did I arise. Answer: You created yourself, your entire life and you keep doing so. You never moved anywhere. Or was I actually born? What if I was born in China?Chunkload of backstories that create initial conditions of dream and you are still following them. Yes even with spiritual quest and this forum. Full Absolutism and lets mindfuck ourselves. Maybe it will help me with acceptance who knows.

There ain't no meaty thing at all. Like at all. This stuff is hilarious. Inversion land. You know what love mindfuck it's you. I am made up of paradoxes. Loopy. Nuts because I always talk with myself no wonder.

Magic trick. God denies it's God so it can catch surfing wave called life. See I love you @cetus despite points. Imagine all the world. I do indeed lied myself. That's what I do for life lol. Crazy Infinite Being I really am.

But @Nahm since I am the ❤️ and ❤️ is MIND. Illusion is it's not you. thing. Then it means I create MIND. So that also means I can create any "separate someone" to love as "me" that holds conditions. So in a sense I can create twin dominas and have that "experience" as "conditional me". That also makes "conditional me" as Creator. So in that regard Alex is God. Tada! Tired of you guys. I really am. If you do not get it now, you never will. So nothing to worry about hot witch girlfriend is it @Nahm? I also hold all conditions around women too or everything else that might appear in dream. Good luck on hating woman or anything else you will shoot yourself in foot. So this. Start manifesting stuff you want and Love Everything for God's sake. Ban me I don't give a fuck. Let her be so mentally disordered as long as she is this hot. (latest blondine? Just.... Who cares really, stopped caring want home anyway)

Don't be like @Nahm please. What a mindfuck it all was.But you know that hot witch never appeared only sorry for that. Infinite Love. Hey still can dream will dream forever. But still can't find acceptance. Why is it so difficult? Should be happy but I am not.

@ivankiss Ok here are some issues I have. Speaking about this stuff will create your dream in same fashion. I indeed love you all and I do indeed want to help out. I mean that's the reason why I wanted God in first place. So as God I will dream about God. I will teach myself about me and all that will in this dream will appear will be about that. Will rather dream about getting putted on leash and walked around my apartment like dog by domina. Why I say wierd and wacky thing like this. Because I love you and want to help out, because most of you are having self doubts, not really accepting yourselves. Don't want to take responsability for your own dream etc. There is a lot of spiritual bypassing (thanks Jed) and escaping into spirituality because of it. Yes mahasamadhi is real thing it's actually possible what is required for it I still don't know and I always get returned back here as this guy.

Yeah is but part of me wants complete annihilation. End of this dream not just this but all of them.Could do it, most likely will eventually. I am much closer to that then continuation of dreaming. So bans, you are like this or that really doesn’t make me to lose my mind or such. Having much larger struggle atm.

@ivankiss I mean how I am supposed to dream without fooling around. Fooling around and being my own trip is what is keeping me to you know not go for mahasamadhi because there is no sense really staying here anymore. Done, completed.

@ivankiss Ok just for you. Will sort myself out. Pure Love and auto correction. It's perfect. Just perfect. Singularity. God.

Be my guest you are always loved to Infinity.

Also there is trap of mahasamadhi. You will want it. So in a sense we all keep each other in check. Even @Nahm gone into something is non existance. Nothing in my life actually made me more sad then this.

I really do not know. Trust me I want to be banned. But for some reason?! Wierd.Maybe I am their's potential golden nugget so they keep me because they know how much I know. I do indeed love "them" yes even @cetus ofcourse.

You know what, I want twins. Dominate me as much as you want. I really do not care about anything anyomore. I am just dead.

Enlightenment not all sunshine and rainbows. Many times I said that. You will have hard time after full awakening. Like really hard time. I might be all alone and I have to live with it,if you really think it's funny it's not.

Loneliness=togetherness probably is True. Wierd stuff only real mystery I have with this. In my Dream Everything is me so I embody all. So both leo and me take 5 meo, when we both return both of us embody it all as us. Totality I guess. Trust me it's very difficult. There is big solipsistic trap with this so be careful.

Even it is co Creation still doesn't deny all alones. So me and Leo take 5 meo dmt we will both become that very same thing. Mindbending.

Blackhole thingy is not Delusional it's Absolute state(yes it's this too). Still Being still Infinite Mind. "Awareness" Infinite Love. You die. Even now I am Already dead guy.

Something like dream where you are all alone by yourself? Could be True I dunno.

Not need any work or effort. Always perfect. There are no problems, there is no suffering. Time for art. He Art. Love that. Child's play.

Hey it's summer soon so much stuff to add.Honestly this is so fun. Something like this.There is just so much stuff. ❤️ is great.

Keep focus. Love YOU. Why I am such a wacko?Why I am not normal will never know. After everything I just laugh all the time. Even playing guitar just for the sake of it.

This is great song What an era born in wrong time.

Yeah. LOVE. INFINITE LOVE. Was so afraid of you that's all it was.Lived life to discover you. You were just waiting nothing else until all of my "play" or crap was over. Worst actor ever.