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To know that i Will not miss any happy moment. I want to experience all happiness that has ever been

this is confusing. I don’t Think i ever Will be happy.

You said i as god have been sittning in this spot for an eternity. Does it mean i have or Will experience the life of my favorite movie charater?

Does it work like in the story the egg? What is the factor that Will determine the next life? Will i live out all the lives in the Universe? Does it mean i Will be Kim Jon ung? Pewdiepie? Julien blanc? @Leo Gura you should make a video on this (before you say ”find out for yourself with psycadleics” i am of tripping hard because of terror trips and painfull hell realms that i might enter during the trip)

what do you mean?

but does reincarnation work like that?

Well from this video it is. Just not the lives are linear.

this video is ofc just a story. But it made me think. How does reincarnation work? does it work in similar way like in the video? @Leo Gura should make a video on this

@Nahm ok in this life. (Anything that is not related to god) Reach advanced game. Game Cuz it’s fun (Aka pick up, No i don’t Do it because i want to manipulate people i do it because it is fun) Ride crazy roller coasters when i am high. Have kids. Doing crazy stuff. Travel around europé. Taking psycadelics and discover the Truth (don’t Think i am ready now But it’s def something i want in the future) wait are you saying i can live that dream?!? Sounds too Good to be true

And look @Nahm i get where you are coming from. I know that i can’t happy forever with my wishes. I get it. Like riding a crazy rollercoaster. Is riding that coaster every day gonna make me happy? No. Do i still want to it once and have the experience? Fuck yes

Well living the fantasi i talked about is not something that is possible in this life.... so tell me How i could live that life i talked about then i Will be ready

If i experience that and realize it can’t make me happy. Then i Will be open minded to that ? so tell me How i can live that egoic life and then be free and nothing ????

Ofc i want it to be some drama. Mby some forbidden love in that dream. But i mean i want to experience it so badly. But Will i ever? Prob not. To Good to be Good. Being nothingness Will be Nice because no suffering. But No great experience.

@Nahm What do you mean?

I Will never experience that Huh? Oh Well @Nahm i am not ready to be nothing before that

@Nahm Will i everexperince that life? Ok Mby not 1000 years. But 100 years. I want to experience that life. And ofc nothingness Sounds Nice. But i only want it AFTER i had that life experience. Because then i have had the experience i want and can truly let go.

Then after that. Being nothingness Sounds nice. But NOT before that @Nahm

@Nahm Well it’s more of a fantasy. I live in a fairytale world. I find my Perfect 10 girl. Looks and personality. We are the only ppl in the world. The others are animals that we talk to. We are Young aswell. We spend 1000 years in each others arms. The love never dies. We stay Young aswell. After 1000 years we die. A world without major suffering, polution etc Edit: weird dream i know ?

I feel like i have an opertunity in this life that 99% seems to be misisng. I am just afraid that i am as god Will almost never again be able to Have this opertunity. That makes me wonder What is the factor that decides What kind of life you are gonna live. Is that that god loves everything and he dice rolls What life you should have? I feel like when i die Will get lost in infinity. I am afraid to die and i am afraid of not being able to get one of these lives again.

What practices can i do to discover the answers to this question?

@Leo Gura when you grew up did your parents raise you with religious believes? (Christian or jewish) if so When did you become an atheist before you found the real god?

have you had any terror trips @Leo Gura i don’t want to use these kinds of pills because 1 hard to get 2 addictive

Note this is not about challenging trips. This is terror trips we are talking about. Challenging trips are Very imoprtant. Terror trips can cause PTSD

No i would not do that. But i don’t want PTSD. Some terror trips might cause PTSD.

Does this video have any truth to it?