krockerman

@Synchronicity I have heard people say when you truly stop loving something you wake up. So in a hell realm you wake up when you truly have had enough. Is this true?

@Leo Gura @Nahm can you talk more about this?

Even the life i always dreamt of being. Do i need to worry about hell?

@Synchronicity does that mean that this awareness of this ego Will experience being in my favorite tv show at some point?

Will i experice the perfect life after i die and reborn? Or Will it be random? (I don’t Want to take psycadelics because 1 i am afraid of terror trips. One guy i talked to said he had experice the most painfull thing on this earth + 1 level (don’t Know What he took) hella scary)

There are so many different lives i want to experience. Like the lives of my favorite tv series characters, lives when the world is what i want it to be, life of my favorite movie charaters. All i am asking @Leo Gura will i ream and experience those lives just like this? Is the dreams limited to this universe? will it ever end? will the choice my next life be based on dumb luck? My fear of missing out on those life causes suffering. how many random lifes do i need to live before that?

ofc I want some variation. Like mby some drama. Maybe we get separated for some time and then find each other. I just feel some things you need to experience.

Are They me like i am gonna experience their life? Will i experience the life of my favorite movie/tv charters. Having their thoughts etc? Or are They just illutions that i Will never experience? @Leo Gura

I got off topic sorry. Just forget i said that @Leo Gura answer this yes or No. Will i (not i as my thoghts etc) But i as the watcher behind my eyes experience being my fav movie charaters? Will i experience being my bully in 6th grade?

To know that i Will not miss any happy moment. I want to experience all happiness that has ever been

this is confusing. I don’t Think i ever Will be happy.

You said i as god have been sittning in this spot for an eternity. Does it mean i have or Will experience the life of my favorite movie charater?

Does it work like in the story the egg? What is the factor that Will determine the next life? Will i live out all the lives in the Universe? Does it mean i Will be Kim Jon ung? Pewdiepie? Julien blanc? @Leo Gura you should make a video on this (before you say ”find out for yourself with psycadleics” i am of tripping hard because of terror trips and painfull hell realms that i might enter during the trip)

what do you mean?

but does reincarnation work like that?

Well from this video it is. Just not the lives are linear.

this video is ofc just a story. But it made me think. How does reincarnation work? does it work in similar way like in the video? @Leo Gura should make a video on this

@Nahm ok in this life. (Anything that is not related to god) Reach advanced game. Game Cuz it’s fun (Aka pick up, No i don’t Do it because i want to manipulate people i do it because it is fun) Ride crazy roller coasters when i am high. Have kids. Doing crazy stuff. Travel around europé. Taking psycadelics and discover the Truth (don’t Think i am ready now But it’s def something i want in the future) wait are you saying i can live that dream?!? Sounds too Good to be true

And look @Nahm i get where you are coming from. I know that i can’t happy forever with my wishes. I get it. Like riding a crazy rollercoaster. Is riding that coaster every day gonna make me happy? No. Do i still want to it once and have the experience? Fuck yes

Well living the fantasi i talked about is not something that is possible in this life.... so tell me How i could live that life i talked about then i Will be ready

If i experience that and realize it can’t make me happy. Then i Will be open minded to that ? so tell me How i can live that egoic life and then be free and nothing ????

Ofc i want it to be some drama. Mby some forbidden love in that dream. But i mean i want to experience it so badly. But Will i ever? Prob not. To Good to be Good. Being nothingness Will be Nice because no suffering. But No great experience.

@Nahm What do you mean?

I Will never experience that Huh? Oh Well @Nahm i am not ready to be nothing before that

@Nahm Will i everexperince that life? Ok Mby not 1000 years. But 100 years. I want to experience that life. And ofc nothingness Sounds Nice. But i only want it AFTER i had that life experience. Because then i have had the experience i want and can truly let go.