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Do you not see the problem that would occur if not every possibility were allowed to happen? God would become a devil. The most amazing thing about god is that he allows total freedom because he loves it all equally. It's so selfless it doesn't care if it lives or dies.

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Ken will be remembered as one of the great thinkers of our time in 100 years. Saying he didn't change the world is utter bullshit, the biggest change takes place on the most subtle levels. Mark is still tier 1 and it shows because he's wasting his time on criticizing others.

Infinity means the future, present, and past are always happening.

What an utterly marvelous and perfect trip. The less I say, the better. It's not about me. I saw your comment on the trip and it felt very intimate, it made me smile and laugh.

Welcome!

Wasn't exactly planning to trip tonight but I love me a spontaneous trip so I'll be diving in tonight.

Matt will snatch you in your dreams soon if you keep avoiding him. ?

After having tripped a couple of times by now. I want to jot down some mistakes I believe I make every time so it gets imprinted in my mind. Nothing needs to get done before the trip. I've got the tendencies to have a long list of videos to watch before I head in. Most of the time some Leo videos I've already seen multiple times or Matt Kahn or what else have you. This all completely collapses once the ego has melted to a pulp. I like glimpsing some of the spiritual teachers when I'm tripping out of fun, and since an LSD trip lasts almost 10-12 hours. Sometimes it will be Osho and sometimes Leo or Matt. I even like scrolling through media to see what the world looks like through god's eyes, completely unjudgemental, and you instantly notice that it's all made out of pure love. All the deaths, tortures, rapes, poverty, all complete love. With That being said I'm still going to watch Leo's latest holism video which I glimpsed on the edibles, and his guerilla business advice blog. Not contemplating and being mindful enough. This is a big one I make every time. I feel like when this lacks beforehand, it often affects the trip and makes it less powerful and insightful. Yet it doesn't always feel this way. Sometimes trips, where I've been totally unprepared and spontaneous, were the most incredible, but overall if I take my 100+ trips this would likely be a reoccurring theme. Not being specific in what I wish to explore. Most often when I go into an LSD trip, I often have the same realizations over and over again, but more crisp and detailed every time. One of the major facets LSD reveals to me over and over again is pure truth. What pure absolute and relative truth are. I often wish I had gone in a little bit more prepared with pre-written things of what I'd like to explore. Yet! I also feel like going in completely empty slate is just as valuable. Perhaps this is just an ego thing of wanting to dictate and explore more. The trip reveals what you're ready to see. On this trip however, I will write one thing down to contemplate, and that will be life purpose. Not being honest and precise enough. I've often not been clear enough about why I'm actually wanting this exact trip. In general, I like tripping because I'd like to know what this life is, what this reality is, why is it like this, and how did it come to be. But often I feel like the trip want's to reveal more basic self-actualization/purpose in life, but I go too deep, and so far beyond the human level that a life purpose doesn't even compute, because there are no humans anymore. Perhaps it's possible to balance this a little better. And as I mentioned in the first problem, I've actually contradicted my own ass. Which is why I take these "problems" lightly and won't be pushing them aggressively rather than a friendly reminder to myself.

I've found cacao and green tea to be a perfect substitute for coffee.

Blue reacting to green. It's funny how he can't hold back judging them every 5 seconds.

Well done, dude!

After taking two weeks off from working out, I reaped the benefits of the two months I did train. I've now reached a full superman pushup and L-sit for 20 sec. Amazing how much I've improved by doing nothing, by letting the muscles and joints really relax, and giving them time to rebuild. And the same went for the side-split, I reached further down than I've ever reached, by resting the stretching. I highly recommend a de-load week and will be continuing to do them every two months.

After these two edible trips I've done now, I think I'm ready for a good LSD trip. They felt pretty recreational compared to my other edible trips, didn't really have any purpose for them. Watched Leo's new vid on one trip, I skipped pretty far into it and enjoy it a lot. Nobody goes into details of reality like Leo does, no one I know of. I feel like edibles are too draining mentally and physically. I've been absolutely drained like a lemon these two days. I'm hoping the LSD trip will be more energetic and open. I want to focus a portion of the trip towards my life purpose. I'm gone be preparing the next days for the trip by watching some more Leo and contemplating more.

Always wanted to taste deer meat. Only had reindeer meat, which turns out to be my favorite. Do you know if they're any similar in taste?

What do you guys think of drinking cacao in the mornings when my eating window is from 4 PM - 8 PM, and I drink one cup each morning at around 8-10 AM. Does it defeat the purpose of the fast? I do it primarily to feel good, but also to lose a little fat for a more defined body, *I don't care about my weight.

@Zigzag Idiot Yeah I hear you. It can be quite a "freaky" experience. I only see myself moving further away from substances like Ket, Mdma, etc, once I've tried them enough. I feel like the traditional Mushrooms, LSD, DMT are more than enough for this work. I've really grown to like LSD as you might have seen in previous posts, and I feel like I've established a special bond with it, so most trips are smooth sailing and lovely. And that it lasts for 10-14 hours leaves so much time for realizations, integration, contemplation, etc.

About that Ket trip. It was so powerful I didn't even see a reason in trying to make a trip report. I was not expecting such a powerful trip at all. It was in the 6-7g mushroom ballpark of intensity. But I resisted the breakthrough because I was just not repaired in the slightest. It was kind of nihilistic in a weird way, very nothingness-oriented since it is a dissociative after all, so one can expect that. I'm feeling a lucy trip coming up and I'll be more prepared for that one. I want to focus more on discovering my life purpose with that trip.

Yet you pick certain clothes over others, so notice how you actually do care about style. Just on a minimal scale.

It's not so simple. It's also how you resonate with the teacher, his manner of speaking, his attitude, his style of teaching, etc.

Just picked up 160mg ketamine which my friend kindly gave me, I'm about to head in right now. As I was picking it up we took a walk on the beach, it was one of the most surreal experiences of my life. We stood there in the star-lit sky with decent aurora, when all of the sudden, it became so unbelievably close to us and so intense that it felt like we were literally stood inside of them. And weirdly it was exactly where we were stood. I doubt many people have experienced this. Felt like God was revealing his true beauty to us. I can barely believe this just happened, and I've seen some intense aurora before. Perfect to experience this before a trip.

6:50 AM This new job is incredibly physically demanding so I didn't run this morning. But I will likely start to run once I'm a little in routine and more used to it.

7:00 AM Didn't manage to fall asleep until 2 AM so waking up at 5 was out of the picture. I did take a cold shower however and that woke me right up. I'm starting a new construction job today and am very excited about that. Let's get that 5 AM run tomorrow.

Second that. It feels better the more I eat of it.