fridjonk

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  1. @Preety_India hopefully by trying to remember your dreams, you'll gain control over them and achieve lucidity. So you can either face the fear head-on or change it to whatever you wish. Remembering them becomes easier and easier the more you do it.
  2. @Meta-Man It goes both ways. And I consider it every day.
  3. @Meta-Man I don't think you comprehend the radicality of taking 5 MeO for 30 days straight. It's obvious he is far ahead of most people, but that doesn't mean you take it on belief, nor you shut your mind to what is being said.
  4. @Leo Gura All this infinity and it's still not 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000001% of what it actually is. I totally hear you, and I'm nowhere near your level...but I will be.
  5. @Serotoninluv having awakenings and working in academy and science must be like having a superpower, but you can never use it when someone's watching. ? But I know you've gotten over that, the need to express oneself. This truly is a lonely journey.
  6. You are deluded and lying. You will never reach truth without honesty. You do not lack anything just because you aren't 800, you are perfect always.
  7. We need a new word for those who go beyond traditional enlightenment. Totalment.
  8. @Leo Gura have you had realizations on LSD close to those of 5-MeO? LSD takes me incredibly deep, deeper and clearer than most other psychs. I've yet to do 5-MeO tho. I don't doubt it takes you deeper into the godhead and is more clear.
  9. @Forrest Adkins Just remember to love, whatever you do.
  10. @Forrest Adkins how could reality be, unless the creator loved everything equally. If it could fight against something it wouldn't like or approve of, nothing at all could exist. It has to be totally selfless and loving for any "evolution" to take place. Nobody created love, love created everything. It's so loving and so intelligent it made the most beautiful creation there could ever be. AND YOU ARE IN IT! YOU ARE IT! It came to be because of its selflessness. It's here to experience and express all the love.
  11. After my business taking a hit during COVID and going into a complete freeze, It's time to slowly start nudging my way into that world again, after being in an awakening mode for the last months. Doing not much except absorb spiritual knowledge, experience, and realizations after realizations. It's time to put the business on the front end, for a little while, but also keeping a healthy spiritual life simultaneously. But I've still got two more trips to go before I put it for a little rest. I'll take MDMA tonight and LSD once again later this week. After that, I'll head on to my farm, where I'll be going into lambing season, with a lot of time for business and contemplation during the nights. After realizing true boredom in this break, I've seen you need to have something to do in life, even though it's all a distraction from realizing god. It's good to keep a healthy balance and enjoy life. I wish to make some money with this current business method, so I can move onto more meaningful fulfilling purpose later down the road. But this won't stop me from awakening deeper and deeper. I'd die for Truth and Love.
  12. No, there is only goodness my friend. Deep down you know this, but it's a bitter pill to swallow because the ego likes suffering.
  13. @Serotoninluv He sure is amazing, and so are you.
  14. WOW If Leo's latest video hasn't made you contemplate this work deeper than ever, I don't know what will. This has made me truly question if I'd like to go this far. You are literally working to kill yourself. And from what I've come up with. Yes, I think I've gone too deep into this work to go back. I think I'd do anything to realize God as fully as possible. It's funny, how 5 years ago and all my life, god was this thing which I thought was impossible to know if it existed. I didn't even give it thought. And now I've spoken to it and realized some of it. This seems so insane and impossible it's beyond me. I think I'd go to any length to know what was once impossible fantasy, which has now become very real. I think Leo's newest video is one of the deepest videos in human history. Truly hidden gold. But nothing will do any of this justice since direct experience is the only thing that matters.
  15. @Serotoninluv I guess I'd certainly agree with that, it somehow always ends with experience in life being King. But, isn't this a place where people come to him, look for awakening to the fullest extent. The absolute truth. I'd definitely say he has an obligation to not give advice where maybe you or others are more qualified to answer. As he seems to do with more tricky emotional issues. I see your point.
  16. @Serotoninluv But since all this relative love is just a part of an imagined story, that never actually happened, it only seemed to happen, would it matter compared to the infinite love that fills every nook and cranny of reality already, relative or not?
  17. @Anton Rogachevski hahahaha you're killing me man! ???
  18. @Nahm Unless you had! Ok, I'll stop now.
  19. @Meta-Man I very much agree. It was more of a joke than something I would normally say.
  20. @Meta-Man But I do not see how I would remind you of that guy.? ah, I messed the edited part. I'm not some Neo-Advaita worshipper if that's what you're hinting at.
  21. @Meta-Man hehehe watch out for those projections. lmao that's one ego resistance.
  22. @Dand Ego = Sense of reality
  23. @Red-White-Light You must not have seen the ads all over, It's already free. ?
  24. My friend, you are the one in the dark. I don't mean that in a negative way even. Just know Truth is Truth whether your human mind likes that or not.