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@Raptorsin7 I have a feeling you don't really believe that. But so few have gone this deep it's understandable as to how one can not trust it with belief. But do you see how you are just making assumptions, you don't actually know what it's like from his point of view. From the outside, it may look like he is a drugged-out seeker, but what if he just stumbled upon such a great golden treasure, he wouldn't care about what others thought. he's completely vulnerable and transparent as one can be in his videos. Connection with other humans is just god thinking there are others. When you realize you are all alone, and that all others are you, literally. There is no point in socializing or anything of that sort. Normal life will seem crazy.

@Raptorsin7 What could be more enjoyable than god's self-love and self-understanding.

@Raptorsin7 What else is there to do my friend.

@WhatAWondefulWorld Buy some Seth Godin books and start reading away. Business seems to be your path, and it's better to start sooner than later. It's very freeing and the outcome completely depends on you. You are god, creating a baby, pouring your heart and soul into it.

I was in the exact same spot as you when I was in high-school. But sooner or later I had to face the fact of survival, I realized I couldn't just sit around, trying to realize what all this is. I've been going incredibly deep these last months, and the deeper I go, the more I realize that you have to have something to do in life, else you will end up a depressed nihilist. Expressing your love through a passionate business for example, is a healthy way of survival and purpose.

@WhatAWondefulWorld The deeper you go, the deeper the nothing-to-do-ness becomes. So you will have to face this problem sooner or later. You have to make some income if you want to survive.

Trying to figure out what reality is, to escape your current situation will not work.

@WhatAWondefulWorld You are still in high-school. It would be wise to contemplate what you want to do with your life first. You are in no hurry to understand reality, that comes when it comes.

@WhatAWondefulWorld Also a fun method to lighten your mood, is to go onYouTube and watch content you have maybe never seen or have no interest in. Give it a shot, it's a powerful mood-booster because it gives you a look at the possibilities of the world. For example, mountain hiking, Scooba diving, sewer system cleaning, farming videos, etc.

@WhatAWondefulWorld Geroge Leonard's nr.1 tip in the book Mastery is, don't neglect physical fitness. You have to put out energy to get some back. This is more crucial than people realize, especially for those who are in a rut.

@Preety_India They also capture impressive balance.

@WhatAWondefulWorld Just know, you have placed imaginary limitations in your mind. They are not real, you can do anything. Start with working out, it will strengthen your willpower and give you more energy, and eat healthily. When you workout, the fog can fade and you'll see things a lot more clearly. Then you can add in things like meditation, contemplation, etc.

There are no dark corners left in you, all fear has vanished. - Osho. But "enlightenment" is not the endpoint, it goes deeper.

Why would I think? That's whats trying to be disidentified.

@The Don He didn't know that there is no purpose to life, god made reality to experience and express his love for himself. To him serving yourself as to help others was the ultimate purpose, sort of the "bigger than life" mentality. He was definitely awakened to some degree, like realization of the self and other things, but he had not realized the true nature of reality from what I've read. But that is understandable since society back then was only at red/blue. You asking this question is the purpose of life. You reading this reply is the purpose.

@The observer Preach it! ??

@Leo Gura God bless you, sir.

@Consept I love Dan. He's a straight shooter and has good advice.

@Leo Gura I'm about to try MDMA literally in about 20 minutes. Do you see any use in that? I'm skeptical, but I thought it would be worth a try for one time.

I'm the same, fewer distractions the better. But I don't really get that either with LSD. It's just pure consciousness and love. But it's still within duality I guess, so it's never infinite. Just consciousness aware of consciousness. I'll be advancing to 5 MeO territory shortly, after working with LSD now for over 40 trips. I want to taste the infinite baby!

Alright, it's time to dive into the world of MDMA. I'm excited to see how this compares to the Love awakenings I've had on other psychedelics. Love is Love either way.

@Preety_India hopefully by trying to remember your dreams, you'll gain control over them and achieve lucidity. So you can either face the fear head-on or change it to whatever you wish. Remembering them becomes easier and easier the more you do it.

@Meta-Man It goes both ways. And I consider it every day.

@Meta-Man I don't think you comprehend the radicality of taking 5 MeO for 30 days straight. It's obvious he is far ahead of most people, but that doesn't mean you take it on belief, nor you shut your mind to what is being said.

@Leo Gura All this infinity and it's still not 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000001% of what it actually is. I totally hear you, and I'm nowhere near your level...but I will be.