Anton_Pierre

Judging anything is like taking a shit on the ground, forgeting you did the shit on the ground, and then being foolish enough to accidentally step into the shit and then after stepping into this pile of shit you get angry and promise that if you ever find this evil man that took a shit on the ground you will beat the shit out of him and then when you find out you took the shit and that's when you realise that the evil man was you (ego) all along. Wisdom is just not stepping into your own shit (judging) which in turn prevents you from suffering. Deeper down the rabbit hole To go even deeper you will wonder why you created your own shit in the first place that you would step into. There's no reason for you to step into your own shit. It's like a universal joke. Shit happens. Why does shit happen? I use the word shit in refrence to anything that it percieved as bad by the ego. You will then question your own judgements of your judgements and in turn this realisation that you are judging your judgements is another judgement. The whole paradox of it is that you must be careful how you tread when you anaylse something and realise that when you step into shit not only is it your fault it's your own creation. You created your judgememt, don't judge it though.

@Leo Gura Is this sensitivity due to the amount of meditation that you've done?

@Mu_ I am nowhere near the way of teaching. If I said I was then I would be a delusional liar.

@Stoica Doru It is a scary experience.

I was reading Zen Keys by Thich Nhat Hanh and something took me by suprise. 'Things are dynamic and alive, while our concepts are static.' This is the golden nugget, the transcendental leap. Realise this and you will become so much more aware.

Hey Leo, Quite an advanced video, however I was wondering how someone could use their mind and remain in non-dual conciousness. Of course the major issue with the mind in the first place was the identification with it. It seems like actuality doesn't include imagination and thoughts. Would you be able to clarify and give insights into incorporating this with very mind vigorous work?

@zeroISinfinity That's a very valid point. The ego wants ultimate control.

@Mikael89 When I said God has rules I mean that you cannot just remove all limitations inside the dream.

@zeroISinfinity You follow God's rules, he doesn't follow yours.

@Robi Steel Deeper depths of no-self feels like stages despite ultimately being just a deeper realisation of the same thing.

I was wondering where everyone has their highest levels of conciousness. For me, I feel there is something very special about the night and being in nature. It helps me to become aware.

@abrakamowse Yeah, that's the experience.

@Mu_ I will try to find the most direct methods and update you. I don't want to delude or send anyone down the wrong path.

@Serotoninluv I don't know I haven't got an insight, however I do know that realising god self is like an inside joke, so that nothing really changes seemingly from an outsider perspective, however intrinsically there is this empty being spawning all perceptions into existence.

@Genghis Khan God gives you reality, that's pretty magical.

I will answer the best I can.

Killing ego means to transcended mind identified conciousness. You can still look after ego.

@zeroISinfinity Just because you are a character in a dream it doesn't mean you don't exist, it just means it's not really You with a capital Y. You are the awareness of the dream.

@DecemberFlower Depends on who the witness is.

@Paul92 Absolutely Nothing.

@Paul92 What created absolute Nothing?

@Aeris Eyes tell truth.

@Hsinav Truth and the ability to create.

@Paul92 It had a dream that you are a human dream character that can awaken to realise it's a dream character.

Hey it's Anton, Today I wish to speak about spiritual awaking and the proccess in which it's achieved. Please do note I have been making posts which share other deep insights. What is Spiritual Awakening? To see with the eyes of God Perceptions without a perciever To see Nothingness Seeing without the lens of ego The realisation of No-Self Aliveness of the outside world Realization of no inside world (mind) Disclaimer: I am not claiming I am fully awakened, however I can maintain states of non-dual conciousness for most of the day. How have I achieved this? I have been experimenting with different techniques and this is what I have experienced directly from my personal experience. Semen Retention I've noticed that semen retention is a powerful tool in spirituality. It heightens awareness and increases energy. Suffering When I refer to suffering, I mean extreme discomfort which isn't harmful to you. I try to deprive myself hedonistic pleasures also. The ego has no choice but to submit when it's exposed to pain as there is only sensation when ego is transcended. Examples: Cold Showers Extreme Clean Eating Intense Exercise Long Periods of Meditation What's the logic in causing all this suffering? It doesn't make sense on the surface level, however this suffering is a total illusion. Only when a self exists there is suffering. So, when you truly know the method, you will make sure you do it because the ego will want to escape the pain. 'Suffer the pain of disipline or the pain of regret' Hide-and-Seek I have been using the hide-and-seek method as my primary method to awaken. God is hiding from self? Non-duality collapses the hider and seeker, so that the seeker is trying to find itself, and the hider is also the seeker who's hiding from itself. Method Step 1: Find the thing you are identified as whilst in a dualistic/egoic conciousness. Step 2: Let go of it, and be wise enough to understand that everything you identify as in a dualistic or mind-identified conciousness isn't going to be you, because it's a conciousness leap. Step 3: Run this proccess whenever you're in a mind identified conciousness, until a breakthrough occurs. Actuality Meditation + Decontextulisation Actuality meditation is when you observe your direct experience as to only see direct perceptions. (Leo's Video) Decontextulisation is the proccess of removing anything you THINK you know about something. (Not-knowing) Acts of Selflessness Do kind acts for others Don't always worry about yourself. Don't manipulate or harm others. Don't see evil in anyone or thing Don't judge others It's funny because people think only worrying about themselves is going to make them happy. However, the complete opposite holds true. Being ego driven only leads to more and more suffering. Spinal Awareness The spine has it's own conciousness, and you can feel the spine align itself like a snake erecting when you are aware enough. Kundalini Yoga is very good. Anton's Mind Proccess Here is a raw direct transcript of my mind proccess when in an mind-identified conciousness. I think sharing thought transcripts is a really good idea. I hope it becomes common amongst forum members as it's a valuable tool to show others how to self-inquire. Transcript Note: I start by sitting is a meditate pose with focus on my spine. Thought: I know I'm not the mind but it sure feels like I am here perceiving the outside world. Thought: This thought isn't really the Nothingness I'm looking for. (Anything thing you find isn't Nothingness, that Actual Nothingness is only experienced through conciousness leap) Sensation: Feeling of shifting from my thoughts to ACTUALITY. Sensation: Feeling of me being inside the head. Action: Close my eyes Thought: Put your complete attention on that and realise that is a thing so it can't be it, so let it go. Sensation: Feeling of bouncing this point of self around in my head to the point I feel I might get a headache. Thought: If I am able to feel different areas inside the mind then that can't be it. Action: Letting go of this aggresive hold of the mind being the self, using a very delicate energy Sensation: Feeling of heightened Awareness Action: Opening of my eyes to see Actuality. REALIZATION: Perceptions are now seen without illusion and no-self is realized.