Ayla
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Ayla replied to Son of leo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Feels a bit like that. LOL Only, "God" has facets: all the facets but here it's referred to the knowing, the feeling the understanding that the other dogs WANT to experience and become mathematics, they are longing for it in different shapes and forms. ( put """"""""""" again all over)
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@Sigma """""""ME"""""""""" - was evolving too in the context of this forum (read dis-evolving), until something hit a critical mass and exploded into THAT. That THAT now not only JUST IS, but IT IS ALL of IT.
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Ok let's try this way: how can "I" talk/write when there's no experience of the "I" here left? No matter what is trying to be expressed has so many facets - most of them illusory or interpretable or already wrongly used - that it cannot get out in a way it is truly experienced here?
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Ayla replied to Son of leo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Whomever you're talking to ´ -
There's no me AND no master. There's NO SILENCE opposed to non-silence... There's no more this and that. How can this be conveyed from here... put """"""""""""""""""""""""""" all over the place lol
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@Pinocchio , there seems to be no other way left here, but MY (lol) plead was to find ways to actually express something to "people" here. Not teach anything at all, but guide a bit. Unhinge a bit. No there's no real need but... a sort of a dance needing to take place.
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@Neo - that does not help the problem here. It only explains it somehow... one note to it is that I did not experience anything at all.. "I AM" that while not being at all... all the time @Sigma that's the problem: no me here left The question is how would this help this forum ? (which "I'd" LOL still "want" LOL to "do" LOL)
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@Pinocchio lol that one also disintegrated
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@Aldo Marchand , you are still searching for concepts here to get "you" somewhere. we are not limited or influenced by universe. We ARE the universe. I have no enlightenment path... I do not exist There is no I here to do all those things...or not do, or whateva....
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Ugghhhh @Pinocchio , this video actually managed to bring some sadness
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That is true. Also, one could say that most spiritual seekers want¨to "wake up as a person" lol
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@Liviu , please understand that your wife is a sort of a mirror that shows you where you, yourself are criticizing yourself internally. Byron Katie's "work" on youtube has helpped many people deal with these feelings
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@Frankie , sounds like what you are doing there is not sex, but a form of mutual masturbation... What also come to mind is that it is the man that is "in charge" of the initiation of "good sex". Leo's videos on sexual matters could open you up a bit.... I also think that what you are looking for, is real intimacy which you currently don't have and also fear
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Ayla replied to Progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Sorry, didn't mean to hurt ya -
If you think about it... it is an orgasm that created the person that you (and I and every living animal) are right now here on Earth.
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Ayla replied to Progress's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The red line is that "you" (whomever you might be) believe that an illusion (the chimp) can give birth to any type of truth whatsoever -
@Pinocchio I'm a fapping moderator!!!!
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@Leo Gura, @Pinocchio, whatya doing in a "ladies only" topic?
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@bazera , what if I told you that all those "cute" attributes you enumerate here about "other people" are in fact the way you see yourself? Take some time to see where and when... Leo's video on how to use people might help you.
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@batfly , Please read our Video Request Guidelines
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@lilacwest , somehow your mind is thinking of the present moment as a stuckness into a (let's call it) position on a linear time (past ----------->>>----future). In your mind, there needs to be time between point A (being at your desk) and point B (going home). This is how brain is setup to function, and you are taking this "rule" to be you. This is one of the hugest traps I've encountered at one point too. The best idea I can associate this with, is that you are already enlightened, but your concept of time is the veil that keeps you from realizing it. With the aid of concept of time, consciousness has produced a "thingie" that you take as being you right now...
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Ayla replied to Juan Cruz Giusto's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@jip , CAN YOU? Enjoy every moment of your life? If it is so, by all means...you are right. Live like that. The only thing is that consciousness will call your chimphood back to reality over and over again - and the chimp will perceive that as suffering, as a strong pull. The more advanced your chimphood becomes, the tighter the pull will be with "time" and the worse the suffering. So all that Leo is saying is, begin as soon as you feel the pull, so it doesn't strike you right in the face... -
Consciousness is embodying into person-hood for a little while. Human ADN and persons already present here as humans, give this new person "the rules" of the game: self image, societal rules, conduct rules, concepts, dogma, etc. Consciousness is mesmerized into believing it is a person. Here's your duality right there: consciousness and person-hood. Person is cut off from consciousness by the fragility of body and the dynamic of personal concepts, drama, etc. The tighter the pull of person-hood, the bigger the discomfort. Let's take me as a guinea pig My parents met and fell in love; The moment they got married, a very vague idea of me has begun to flourish in the form of them wanting A baby. So thoughts, combined with actions, feelings and norms, got "me" into existence. This can be resumed as: focus came into experience. Many variables were involved into all this process and other focuses "shaped" who I have become. The only way to disentangle yourself from all this paradigm, is to realize that the person is not you. In fact, my current view on this, is that the person that you might currently call "Ayla" has nothing to do with who I really am (and more to do with who you are). I wish I cold find a better way to put this into words..
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Poly-amory is in essence as "controllable" as single amory If you think you can CHOSE to fall in love with one person, it might be that you can chose to fall in love with more than one. (?!) There is love, respect, care, attention, sharing, involvement, common interests, hobbies....etc. Sexuality can be a part of it..or not. This is not some kind of orgy, or sluttiness, or cheating. That would indeed be chimpish: lack of discernment, playing with people, lying, hiding etc. Polyamory is void of the attachment, the need to "own", to control, to exclusively possess another human being as being YOURS. LOL That sounds so funny to me...like little children with their plastic toys: MINE!! I do agree however that society is VERY far from this type of liberation at this point in time.