cirkussmile

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  1. Is it a question somewhere? Seems like you enjoying yourself and just remember to don't stop. Could you let go even more of things you "must" do? When we don't care things sometimes fall in to place.
  2. And you are Leo
  3. There is no one who can be afraid. That's just another genius way for the ego to make sense
  4. Almost everything you do is because of your unconscious mind. The ego just commenting everything you do to make sense of it. It's all habits
  5. You don't have to be enlightened to see that your life is more than working in a boring job! It comes gradually
  6. You don't deserve a break, you deserve a complete opposite of what you had. But you have to believe it yourself. If you come to a point when you realize that suffering is not needed anymore you can then be free. Seeing your past as a gift is great! Keep meditating, expectet nothing and follow you heart.
  7. What do you want instead? Why do you want to change habit? You need to ask yourself. But one thing could be to do more of the things you like. Time is your greatest gift if you want to change.
  8. If you tell your self you can't - you're right. If you tell your self you can - you're right.
  9. Letting go of your past life can be truly hard and it takes a lot of courage. Today I felt pain because of this. Don't need details but even if you're doing the right thing for the long run it can be really painful during the journey. I know a lot of you have gone or going through this. I dedicate this thread to all of you. Your time will come! Share experiences or do what ever. Peace!
  10. I've had it a couple of times. But I just continued my thing
  11. The point of hedonism is to strive for pleasure and avoid suffering. And what I know about heroin is that you cant have pleasure all the time no matter how much money/heroin you got. If you use Heroin a lot you will no longer feel high. You can go to work and you can do everything you want and no one will even notice that you're high. It comes to a point where you NEED heroin just to feel normal. You have pleasure for 10 minutes before going back to "normal" mode. But... If you could have the first time high all the time. I would definitely go for heroin
  12. Keep on learning and visualize what you will do in the future. Then just continue your work!
  13. Do whatever you like until you don't need it anymore.
  14. Doing more of the things one love can only be good!
  15. @Atticus LMAO Ahhh what a relief Edit: I came here in the first place to say that I heard a stand up comedian quit meditating because of he felt less funny in public.
  16. Just because your're enlightened doesn't mean your brain stops to function
  17. The self or the ego, always wants something more. Always seeking for new pleasures. There are a few people that really feel peace deep inside and no matter how much money you have that's the one thing you can't buy.
  18. Remember this Suffering is only necessary until you realize it's not.
  19. You can't change another person. Either you wait for a miracle to happen or you take action. You are worth so much more than having those thoughts! If that person was perfect for you, you wouldn't have started this thread. Take your time and prepare for this outcome. I know it's hard! Keep improving and loving yourself and you will soon know what to do. Peace
  20. Haha you seemed so sure but then you're suddenly not so sure anymore. Isn't life beautiful?
  21. Game over? You realize the truth so to speak?