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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGRl9keQbfE&pp=ygUKYWR5YXNoYW50aQ%3D%3D

"Watch your thoughts, they become your words; Watch your words, they become your actions; Watch your actions, they become your habits; Watch your habits, they become your character; Watch your character, it becomes your destiny." [1]

Yes or No?

@Judy2 kind of. I guess

I had a dream a long time ago, where the universe was inverted. I'm a Jain, in a Jain community. They were all enlightened. It was an alternate universe where a small wristband technology could make you fly. So I fly to where Leo lived. And he was the opposite of what he is in this universe. He was completely lost in life. It was a scary dream.

Thanks guys.

A question for @Inliytened1 or anyone else who has massive experience with dating. When I was in university I met a girl who was godlike and famous in my school. I feel deeply in love with her. So deeply that calling it infatuation would be an understatement. To make the relationship happen, I ended up having an enlightenment experience. In the end, she chose someone else and had a baby with him. I still chased her because my mind just couldn't get over this profound limerence. My mind doesn't fall that hard for someone unless they have specific qualities. Now, this is where it gets insane. The show Wednesday came out and I totally fell in love with Jenna Ortega. I was experiencing extreme psychosis for years then, so I was crazy enough to start texting her. That infatuation lasted one and a half years before it went away, and I dropped the whole thing altogether. Finally free of love addiction, I decided to go back to school - this was September 2024. I studied Research Methods and Mathematics in school while at home I would peruse through Leo's old videos - hundreds of them. I needed to make up for lost time so I would watch Actualized.org for hours a day, at 2x speed. After the semester ended, I went back home - December. During that time I was invited to a family gathering at a picnic. I was not feeling that great about myself at the time. At some point, I decided to just lie down on the grass and stay there for a while. Something about that changed my confidence level, because when I went home I told my Dad that I wanted to join him in business. The next several months I worked 12 hours a day x 6 days a week to master business. But after the first three months, something weird happened. It like Ortega's ghost returned to my experience and I had to leave work to continue pursuing spirituality. So I made an excuse to go back to school, but secretly to do weed and alcohol, to healing my mind and my body. I did a month of that before my parents came in and took me back home. I was trying to get enlightenment. I thought it can't be that far. I continued smoking weed at home but it was becoming too much. So, my parents sent me to a rehab. I know this is the dating section, but I'm feeling the need to reveal my life story to someone. Over there I met Rebeccah, a psychologist whom I started thinking was meant to be with me forever. I didn't focus on that too much. Instead, I decided to pursue enlightenment full time. To summarize, I ate thousands of leaves, walked for over 10 hours a day without a break everyday for 2 weeks. I would ground myself on the earth for hours and hours. I was basically given the whole garden to explore as I wished. I was very supported. During that time, I met a patient in the rehab who was reading a book on shamanism. He told me he was from the US, and that he'd had various esoteric experiences, both on psychedelics and on meditation. We didn't talk much, but I gave him my Conversations with God trilogy which he read in 2 weeks. Finally, I returned home after 5 months. I was completely transformed. It was the greatest experience of my life. No amount of weed of psychedelics could have done that for me. That was the end of last year. This year, I decided to set a new challenge for myself: to grow even harder than last year. I was able to get some cash secretly with which I smoked weed for an entire month. Yes, I gained a lot of weight, but I also completely transformed my psyche. I became very confident, whereas before I felt like I was always crawling because of the profound psychosis I had. I was experiencing reality as if everyone in the world can see each one of my thoughts, constantly. I lived like that for a year. Mid-year this year I got the idea to rejoin my Dad in business, but this time my purpose would be two fold: to learn business skills, and use the experiences to progress spiritually. My growth skyrocketed. What do you think?

@LordFall Wow, you have amazing advice. It is good to be wary of self-deception.

I don't actually work that hard. I'm lousy.

Your worst days are the best days of your life

@Leo Gura You're not enlightened btw

Profoundly grateful for Leo

That spiritual guy, he said his name was Adams

So no one cares whether Leo is sweet?

I don't actually remember who was enlightened and who wasn't. I just remember it was a dark universe.

@Inliytened1 Don't be so horny bro

@Natasha Tori Maru You're a sweetheart

@Leo Gura Why did you have so many women?

@Natasha Tori Maru Do you deserve candy?

Hehe. So are we

It is possible to find out the true nature of reality.

So I took heavy doses of LSD several years ago which triggered heavy psychosis in me and which has persisted since. It's been more than 5 years that I've lived with this type of schizophrenia. Something interesting happened recently though. I've been tripping on weed for the last 2 months for spiritual development. And I was getting good results. After just 2 weeks of regular consumption, my social anxiety almost disappeared. But in the last 2 weeks something profound happened. Every time I smoked, I would experience hallucinations. I would experience schizophrenia. I would imagine having conversations with people. However, this one time I experienced something different. I realized how impossible it is to communicate with someone through time and space, and I experienced a permanent healing of my schizophrenia. I think it went down 80% and has been down since. This is akin to a miracle. I already noticed how it was clearing my hallucinations, but this was a major shift. Any thoughts? Warning: Consuming weed is highly addictive and can trigger schizophrenia. Use with caution. Edit: Now when I trip, I don't experience the hallucinations as much.

@Michal__ This is exactly what's going on.