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Just recently i have been trying to regularily meditate. Failing at making it daily so far but i am determined to make it daily. Today i extended meditation from 20 minutes to 30. I had an unusual strong urge to meditate this morning. This is hard for me to describe but I will try. As images and general thoughts come to mind, I sometimes get an image of a non physical items. When i realize what i am seeing it disapears instantly. I can never remember what i had seen. I am just left with a sinse that i saw a non physical item. Example: Take the word "pride". It is not a physical thing. It is an atribute someone has. While meditating pride for a microsecond is a physical thing. This is just an example. I can't give you a real incident because i don't ever remember exactly what the word or feeling was. I just remember i seen something that doesn't exist physically. At least not to my knowledge. This is an over simplification of what happens but I don't know how else to describe it. Anyone else relate or able to shed more light on this?

I am more than double your age and suffer from the same thing. I was part of a somewhat disfunctional big family. Gambling, food stamps and paying the rent were always the biggest topics. Yet i still miss being younger and not having much. I don't have much now either. I don't know where i am really going with this but i do know i feel lonely, lost and have no sense of purpose. Which is why i watch Leo's videos and joined this forum recently.

Hey Leo. This is my first forum post. Lol. What i mean by the title above is if reality was dual and not non dual. ( Uh oh! Double negative. Lol!) If we were separate from other things like trees, other animals, and objects like tables. If conciousness did originate in the brain etc. I realize that this video would be mostly speculative, but im always asking myself this when listening and watching your podcasts. Actualize.org is my number one go to for self help.