bejapuskas

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  1. @Shin I want that, even though I'm probably not gonna have sex in the near future
  2. Gosh, I'm kind of terrified, just as Key Elements, but also I wanna do psychedelics to elevate my consciousness... It's fucking hard to get rid of this assumption that „drugs are bad“ (sorry for saying this Leo, I know you love your baby )
  3. @peanutspathtotruth Maybe it's just a tool, that may make your practice better. There are masters, who have sex
  4. @Michael569 @outlandish I have never drank or partied, but I'm not interested in at all, what do all the people have with it lol?
  5. @Tal Maybe they had bigger brains, but I don't think they were smarter?
  6. @Ampresus Now stop thinking about your achievement, rather focus on the process, your ego cannot be satisfied @cetus56 Made my day @Salvijus I see you're a man of culture
  7. Good job Now, don't rest on your laurel and keep working.
  8. *In reality, the baby, as it's becoming and adult, still needs to take care of its teeth
  9. @Himanshu The article to me just seems like tier 1 ego town full of aggresive reactions. I also don't know what do they mean by Turquoise overlords... Otherwise, I resonate with your own description of the meme, altough we cannot know really.
  10. @Shin Thanks so much for starting this challenge bro ?
  11. „Invitation from the Universe“ Dick thinking is the best for creating funny excuses/stories... I mean, go for it, I just bursted out laughing when reading it
  12. Exactly, enjoy the process, all the practices aren't just meaningless, by increasing your awareness, everything else will be better It's just your helpless ego thinking, that it will become Enlightened... Don't think of it that way.
  13. You literally don't need to pursue anything
  14. @Jed Vassallo Or you can start practicing earlier?
  15. It might be that the person is meditating for 30 years, but hasn't cleared their information intake at all
  16. @Jamesc You wouldn't be able to carry your head on your neck
  17. @TheAvatarState Yes it was, Eckhart Tolle is the man!
  18. Hey everyone, I was about to share this experience with you for a long time now, but I thought that it will just disappear after a while... It hasn't actually I saw Charlotte's thread on how she's confused with this work too and then Leo came and fucked her mind even more, so I got inspired to actually go for it. About 2 weeks ago I had a dream (similarly to Charlotte), where I was in a school shooting and I died in that dream. After that I woke up and had this kind of realization, that the clock is ticking and I have to do something, so I did some yoga, meditation, breathing and then went to contemplate my death. When I did that, I actually had this altered state of consciousness and all the barriers between me and other people mainly started to collapse and the self was fading away, but it wasn't Enlightenment, probably just some footprints of the Ox. But it actually meant a lot to me, because when you realize, that everyone is also you, you kind of want to become more empathetic, inspiring, kind, loving etc... So I was trying to embody this insight as well as I can, it's going well, I have like no ego-backlashes what so ever, my happiness levels are through the roof, my meditation practice is better than ever, but still, there is this one thing - using my mind is just beginning to fail me, because I notice, that when I'm trying to think about something, I trap myself in these infinite cycles of meaningless ideas and then I have to get out. What do you think is the way for me to bring this work onto the next level? Obviously, I will stay consistent in my practices, but this conceptual understanding is not sufficient for me now. This doesn't mean that I will abandon it, it's actually the opposite, but whether I go to watch Leo's videos or read some good book, it's all just ideas, that aren't really getting me anywhere. I was thinking about psychedelics or going on a retreat, but my parents wouldn't let me do it just now. Any ideas?