bejapuskas

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  1. @Nahm Would you be able to date literally anyone though?
  2. @Theta I guess everyone did that? Or not?
  3. That's just so much illusion here. Every morning when you get up from bet and go to the kitchen to have a breakfast, that is your purpose of surviving and it goes on throughout the whole day, notice that, you are just lying to yourself like this. The path is the destination, the destination is here and now, there is no happiness in the future or the past, because they never exist in your direct experience. Just do whatever makes sense to you. For a beginner, it doesn't make sense to do self-inquiry, because they just cannot make sense of it, their mind is too chaotic. For me for example, it was meaningless to do shadow work a few months back, because I couldn't go deep enough to see my shadows, I couldn't allow myself to feel them.
  4. There are infinitely amout of things you can know, your knowing is as far away from Infinity as not knowing anything.
  5. Do you guys think anybody's gonna die if they actually show up?
  6. @Master of disguise Good then
  7. @Master of disguise Does it feel good?
  8. @Michael569 For me it works better when I keep the games installed and accept them, rather uninstall and demonize. There is something magical about loving your addiction...
  9. @Gili Trawangan Try explaining that to Mikael...
  10. @Sage_Elias I don't think that you are the only one feeling this, my friend, who is 27, told me, that girls my age (16) are having much more adult looking bodies these days. I also know some girls who had a crush on a guy who was like 5 years older than them and they even dated, it was ok.
  11. @kag101 Yes but you know, some people have really deep problems and they need some sort of coming out. It hurts to let it boil inside you. Plus if you would talk about for example spiritual crisis with a regular therapist, they could hospitalize you (which has already happened to Yellowschnee) and that really sucks you know
  12. @Michael569 Sorry I am stupid!
  13. @Tim Stretton When I was younger, my parents were doing all the labour, shopping, etc... for me, so I grew up very dependent on them. Now I am kind of rebelling against that and I want to be very independent and I can even observe it with other people sometimes, that I don't like when they are trying to help me with stupidities and stuff like that. It's not like that I am resentful towards that, but if they do it too much, I can get mad. Maybe that's why we are members of such a radical forum, because we don't want to be part of this big collective ego.
  14. @Mikael89 Stop torturing yourself Mikael, please.
  15. @Michael569 I didn't mean to insult you Michael ? I don't know if I understand your question though @Harikrishnan When we had swimming classes at school in 2nd grade, we used to go to this swimming pool that has a transparent door into the female's dressing room for whatever reason, so you can actually see inside from the cash desk. I didn't look there, but all my friends did, we were 7 at that time.
  16. @assx95 Look inwards for any attachment, neediness or hurt. Try to fix that Needy energy is really easily felt and it is extremely unattractive.
  17. Oh really... I thought that about you actually Deduced it from some of the things you've written here. As for me... I feel like it's really fucked up, but I don't know if it is caused by the hormonal changes happening in my body, or whether it is actually the real condition
  18. I even have a screenshot of Leo picking his nose a little
  19. Omg the German figure of Nutcracker came into my mind when I read this lol, I thought he was a male.
  20. @Elham I would suggest you go observe how small children live, how happy they are all the time. If you don't have a little sister or a brother or some other family member, you can just keep this in mind and look children into the eyes when you have an opportunity, they are pure magic.
  21. Next thumbnail will be Donald in an orange robe with a DMT alien on his left arm, DPT spray in his right arm, standing on the Maslow's pyramid with corpses of devils behind him
  22. @Serotoninluv Yeh, kids are amazing, I wish I would have a niece
  23. @Charlotte Don't be a pessimist, you can do it as well with enough training