bejapuskas

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  1. @Ampresus Yes, all bullshit. You feel some unpleasant sensation in your body and you make up a whole story about that sensation, but it is just a feeling. That feeling is telling you, that you are lying to yourself. I need psychedelics to grow properly is another lie. (even though it can help) Do you meditate regularly?
  2. @Ampresus You something that's not aligned with the Truth, what is the lie you are telling yourself about yourself?
  3. @Amy Irene If I was a stage green and above guy, where would I go?
  4. Do you feel deep suffering, when you indulge in these activities? If you are anything like me, you probably do. Sometimes you just have to take a small break from the work and just observe how the „normal“ life feels. I finally realized how all this unconsciousness and addiction is not enjoyable at all, but for some reason this pain seems less obvious than for example putting your hand inside a fireplace, so they keep doing it. Study your emotions, they are trying to tell you the truth Actually I was this person who can grab attention very easily, but it still feels like you aren't whole, you have to constantly keep grabbing attention of the people around you, it's like addiction basically. Detachment is the real deal. When you start to suffer less, you will become more interested in people's stories and looking into someone's eyes will feel like staring into the center of the Universe. Try to see what makes you interested in someone and than ask yourself why are you not interesting for others. Usually the answer is selfishness. It's actually better than that - you ARE the space. When you just feel your emotions, without any stupid thought stories, you will see how that's true. It is easy to think that you are some ego struggling on Earth, but that is not alligned with the Truth, that's why it makes you suffer. You are just Infinitely Loving Being, that is whole, perfect and good enough, that's reality. You just feel like you are alone, but actually many people feel this way. When you are depressed, it makes you feel like you are the only one in this Universe feeling this way, but in fact, there are people who feel much worse than you or similarly to you. They just all are playing this social game of looking ok, but they are actually hiding some skeletons in their wardrobes. Feel free to send me a DM, I am close to your age so I feel like I can relate how this path feels like when you are a teenager. Much love! ?
  5. @Rigel Of course, it's not like you become passionate and you can survive on breatharianism, but what I observe even on myself, that when I am really in a flow state, time goes by so quickly and I dont get hungry or thirsty, it is just one long period of joy without distractions.
  6. @Aeris Idk man, I am not Enlightened, I just know many Enlightened people, there are a few on this forum, you can study their behaviors
  7. @pluto They have some common traits for sure
  8. @pluto I don't know if this is a joke, but don't you think that maybe some differences in neural connections in the brain might cause some individuals to be more inclined to one side or the other? I know this is highly dualistic, but what I observe is, that all Enlightened people I know are radically different, yet I couldn't say that one has a more truthful or authentic integration, it all seems very beautiful and profound.
  9. I am half Slovak, quarter Czech and quarter German, I have a Hungarian surname that nobody here can pronounce/spell correctly and people sometimes mistake me for a gypsy/Indian guy
  10. @F E A R L E S S Dude we've seen everything, just don't come up with another coloured pill, please...
  11. @zeroISinfinity I am going to Croatia quite often, we could meet, maybe one day
  12. @Natasha Sometimes I am too gross, but you are probably even more so than me ?
  13. @Western Buddha Dude there are so many devils out there, the best thing you can do is work on yourself...
  14. @Natasha You have a surprising sense of humor Natasha. I always think about my other female friends who would probably say that it is stupid and that I should better show this video to guys
  15. @Key Elements That expecting nothing in return is a big one for me, I became to understand it only a few days ago and now I see it in this video, nice
  16. @Serotoninluv @Natasha I also did that brain test, got 56% male, 44% female. I wonder what would the 90-100% people look like on both sides...
  17. Yeh, that's what you just did @electroBeam Do you have any strong males, that are at the same time compassionate around you? They look much stronger.
  18. @winterknight Hello winterknight, I have 2 questions. I read that you once said something in the lines of „psychedelics users often just chase mystical states“. Could you elaborate on that point? For example what is the main difference between meditation/yoga and psychedelic approaches. When I am trying to overcome negative emotions, I am trying to dissect the sensation in the body and the thought about it and then it kind of redirects my awareness to a more peaceful state. But also, there is this part of understanding emotions and psychoanalysis, how does it really help?
  19. Yes, but you assume, that they should do the same, but your assumptions aren't alligned with reality, that's why it bothers you.
  20. @herghly Yeh sure, just be aware that you can become a slave of that as well, it's just not so easy as with masturbation. Probably you shouldn't worry about it
  21. Oh my God