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@Consilience Wow that's such an amazing description!!! Actually, when I am sitting with a friend in a teashop and we are having a focused conversation, time goes by so slowly... It works!!

@Mircan Look out for looking out I mean, that's the thing you wanna get rid off right, you want to be certain. Sometimes Love is closer than you think hahahahahaha

Ego *seems* to exist when the Self destroys Itself into the ego and the other than the ego, it only exists together with Self-destruction, Self-fragmentation, it is that and it pushes you to Self-realization, because it is a lie that stinks, just as any other lie does. It does not push others away - it creates others. In fact, all existences that are not seen as the Absolute Existence only exist in the illusion of destruction in the mind. And it is not like it ruins your life, because it is that life, that is limited and shall end. Without this duality you live as Infinite Love-Reality forever, no question/doubt about that. In Awareness, there is no-one who could verify, agree or disprove this. Also there is no such thing as the opposite of Love, since it exists by itself independently. Dark is not the opposite of light, it is just the absence or unawareness of light. There is no such thing as the opposite of light. God is always there to include you <3 How is your meditation practice?

@Consilience You are Beautiful! <3 Thank you for this. What does patience mean for you in your life experience?

The honey is harvested from rhododendron flowers in spring and it is said that 3 teaspoons is a high enough dose in order to have some trippy effects. Nature is amazing. https://www.mnn.com/earth-matters/wilderness-resources/stories/worlds-largest-honey-bee-makes-hallucinogenic-honey-you-have-be-crazy-harvest?fbclid=IwAR3v9donSzlnEHwzhgjNNJuORfrsIBdpFa_B93zDnFwHFoB1JRbonu_MNtM

@pluto Do you mean that a balanced person is in the middle or can it be something like hyper-masculine, super-straight, hopelessly romantic hypersexual monogamous vanilla type of person?

@Consept Yeh definitely understanding is great! I just never thought that people feel relief when they first start finding out new things about their sexuality, I thought it is mostly shocking or at least like a weird territory kinda feeling. It seemed kinda natural and true to think this, because these kinds of people have much higher suicide rates than heterosexuals, in which I cannot find a relationship with relief, but it might be more complex than that. I might ask more people about this...

@Consept I actually think it can be a very sudden change, without ever being interested in it. that's just my experience though. Also the oreintation can change throughout your life, even multiple times... I just think the categories are very fluid and not so strictly given... Also I don't think it's easy to accept that you're gay, come on, if you started having these thoughts, it would at least be weird as hell.

@Consept Wow, ok, so where do you think is the boundary between straight x hocd x gayness, is there a set boundary, or like a useful one that you could use for this? @Buba Are you still attracted to girls or did that fade away? I am not sure from what you're saying...

@Consept What made you think that? I am just curious.

@Consept Have you even gone through this yourself?

@Leo Gura @Hansu My wording was pretty bad, sorry for that. In my experience, people, who aren't the usual heterosexual, aren't comfortable (don't feel like) talking about their fantasies with people who are clearly not accepting them. But it didn't come to my mind that there might be people who seem nice on the surface but will demonize you after you tell them... @Buba Do you have any friends who have similar urges or are open to you about their accepting?

If your bros are really your bros, they wont leave you because of this, you can talk about it with them if you feel like it in my opinion

@Scholar amazing

@d0ornokey Oh yeah I dont know how that works, he is still pretty funny, he has a cool Indian accent, who wouldnt resonate with that kind of guy

@moon777light Oh yeah hahahahaahaha I actually also had to rediscover him.

@d0ornokey I don't know about how mature he really is, but he is talking about legit techniques and he's had many mystical states himself.

@Scholar I did the test on the link @Salvijus sent, I think it is pretty accurate. I am a bidoshac of vatta and kapha. I could see that even in the materials Dr. Kanojia was sharing in one of his videos. I have some traits of both, but primary vatta. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1k2B2riKGa5xsbJDMpJpfNa-AqUga-bID/view?ck_subscriber_id=683444876 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1R-q7FXmaXqlQK6W3XnMMa1DYgiIU7-fz/view?ck_subscriber_id=683444876

@Vercingetorix Isn't remembering what the Truth is a karmic trap?

@Raptorsin7 Oh yess!

@Yidaki Glad you enjoy it

It's all cool! Can you see how you are not really doing anything, there is just stuff happening and you are making up what it is?

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@Shin Sorry I'm undermining your efforts ??

@Shin Oh yessss! That's where you realize that the duality between fap and nofap is illusory and that there is only the Absolute (fill in the blank) with capital (fill in the blank) ?