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I have abstained for quite some time. To get into the highest spiritual realms you ought to abstain, but it really is to get to enlightenment. That's all orgasm is, is when the true self is revealed, hence you feel amazing. You get into that state and lock it in through life purpose/ enlightenment. Rather than spilling all your sexual energy for maybe 1-2 seconds of enlightenment

I enjoy it

From Rich Dad, Poor Dad

@charlie2dogs He is pumping out some foundational videos and carving a nice pathway up to the yogi path. That is his "purple cow" really, what separates him from the masses of self-actualization businesses, and what most will stick around for. Personally I need financial freedom, and posting questions on here about investing is not a good way to go, as this is pretty much a semi life - purpose focused full blown meditation ~ spiritual ~ enlightenment forum. I need to find a investors forum.

@charlie2dogs Hopefully he will put out advanced self-development videos, and then I can become a yogi.

I was thinking of writing some science fiction novels and making up some random bullshit stories about random shit like a place with 7 continents and different elements in the continents, and they have different clans based within the continents and they have certain environments,structures, ecosystem type of things. And there is a big mass of land in the middle that is a sort of fantastical area, a sort of desert type of area, I'm thinking something from World of Warcraft or along the lines, some sort of large continent or area that different types of monsters walk amass, (I was thinking of drawing these monsters, and making up certain characteristics and shapes and sizes, weapons, abilities, height, weight, sort of like a national geographic index of the monster/creature/being/thing-a-ma-jig) and then there is a certain labryrinth that a set of heroes, or what is sought as a secret treasure or forbidden knowledge or something like that. Basically I'm just putting a bunch of bullshit together and stringing it together somehow and it comes together and then finally publishing and selling it as an ebook, novel,short story, epic. What do you guys think? I'm not sure if this is my life purpose, but maybe a hobby on the side? Whatever, at long as it sells.

How do you figure out your sexual preferences? I wanna do some kinky stuff, but I don't really know what I'm into

How to embrace the yogi life? I am thinking immerse in consciousness/enlightenment work, and eat nuts and fruits/berries

I saw a video that says the sleepiness is caused by the ego, for what ever reason

Addiction: Avoidance of Nothing Date: 4/20/16 Time: 8:03 PM - 8:54 PM Day #: Day 2 Feelings Felt Psychologically: Bliss,Confusion Feelings Felt Physiologically: Some neck strain Questions You Asked Yourself: Wtf is going here? Who am I? Why is this happening? Who am I suppose to meet? Is my Life Pre-determined How Do You Feel After Your Session?: The sessions weren't complete, they had disturbances and were made of 20 minute chunks due to the disturbances. I felt a lot of confusion as to what's going on.

Addiction: 2 days of Pmo Date: 4/20/16 Time: 8:18 PM - 8:54 PM Day #: Day 1 Feelings Felt Psychologically: Distress Feelings Felt Physiologically: Not many feelings Questions You Asked Yourself: Why am I doing this, how will this benefit me, why did I start watching porn and am forcefully yet consciously trying to destruct myself? How Do You Feel After Your Session?: I broke down crying, the porn was just a form of self sabotage, I was trying to destruct myself so I could feel intense feelings of bliss and alleviate suffering, so I needed to be enlightened, to be one with the void. Suicide was the answer, now I know what I was chasing, an escape from a very,very deep neurosis ; Clarity

I've read Rich dad Poor dad, Kiyosaki has a coaching program, 1000 $. He could be my mentor, but I need a hell of a lot of knowledge, how to do I go about this?

So I'm 19, I've figured that authentic happiness is to simply sit and be, how sneaky and manipulative marketers are in showing what your life "should be". My family wants me to get married, but that is bullshit. I asked for the truth, and got it, now to become a yogi is really all there is left, but again I need some plan to become a yogi, to jump out of this bullshit. Enlightenment > Life Purpose. Really, I don't know wtf I'm going to do, everything is a scam. In May I will be in college soon, only half way through the life purpose course and I know it's not worth it because everything is a sham, and now I'm stuck. Literally, for hours on end all I feel like doing is nothing at all, to just sit and be. To go meditate beside a tree or on a rock or wear some robes and put a bindi on my head and just go ohmmmmm. Seriously wtf is this shit.

Master this law, and all that you desire shall come forth in manifestation. Use visualization, this way you will have positive motivation, rather than negative motivation. ^ One of Leo's earliest videos

I have an instinctual urge to just sit and be for the rest of my life, as that is really all there is to life. This is a huge strategic blunder in any area of life, literally crippling. Edit: Nevermind, desire to create or to give back has come back.

@Nic That's just dabbling although, you need a masterplan.

@Algi Same thing, work in 60-90 minute chunks. I (Leo) got the idea from a book called Flow, that states optimal focus is experienced in these states of what the author calls "flow-state".

You don't need seminars, just meditate all day all night like a yogi. You can use this to get into the highest forms of enlightenment, and you can even do zen chair sits hours on ends And then you can do what I do all day, which is simply to do nothing, to just sit and be. Also when I was at work before I got laid off, I was a survey technician assistant, and all I did was hold a stick thing in one place. The point being that I would just go place to place with holding this stick to get land dimensions, and when I was holding the stick I would breathe in through my nose and out through my mouth, I think it's a form of vispassana, or concentration on the breathe. Really, the urge to just sit and be is all you need. I felt this urge when I woke up, that everything is essentially bullshit, and that I don't need anything, only thing holding me back is im in a family, otherwise yogi life, fuck it

Lol, you easily could've made up this story in your head. You probably don't even have a car, you just made up some random bullsht just for the analogy.

Truth is life has no meaning, just sit and be. Exam results are simply thus, exam results; Marks on a piece of paper.

A video going in how to draw boundaries, and how to effectively assert yourself.

@Vegas makes me fart A silverback is an adult male gorilla, usually the leader/protector of what is known as an "troop" Troops tend to be made of one adult male or silverback, multiple adult females and their offspring.However, multiple-male troops also exist. A silverback is typically more than 12 years of age, and is named for the distinctive patch of silver hair on his back, which comes with maturity. Silverbacks also have large canine teeth that also come with maturity. Both males and females tend to emigrate from their natal groups. (Note: They do not wear sunglasses or smoke cigars)

I'm thinking getting to the core of their problems and fixing it/them

What does one get from consciousness? Seems like an egoic thing to chase enlightenment, why not senselessly give to others?