Aaron p

Something weird about the lyrics in this song

Yeah, your on the right path

If i know what i know and know what i don't know, I am not a fool, for I know everything (at least in principal). For example, I know that I don't know how an engine works. Another step further is... I know who where I can go to learn it. When you know what you know and know what you don't know. You know everything.

♥️ "He who is forgiven much, loves much." You'll especially notice a massive difference in attitude between a normal person who decided casually to "come to god" in church one day, and an actual gangster who's did vile shit or wrecked his head with drugs before and who has then been "forgiven by God", will be much more real and much more authentically changed because real purification happens differently to how most religious and even moral people think

...hmm I also agree. Like the opposite of helping the butterfly out of its cocoon (causing it to be weaker)...If the butterfly is able to work itself out of a particularly strong cocoon, it will be stronger...much stronger than the other butterflys. But if its too weak, it's fucked. Ketamine is amazing at putting you into a state where you are literally tranquil-ized and separated from your sense of self to a degree. But it's very very addictive. If done once, I think it would be ok. You just don't Wana do it if you know your not a disciplined person. there are also complications with brain development if exposed to drugs at a young age. I guess these are the facts, do with them what you will.

I agree. That's a game you don't want to play

Perpetual existential cosmic orgasmic bliss unfathomable by the human mind then it keeps getting more orgasmic and blissful then keeps going thenkeeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going then keeps going... ?

My advice is, let your own intuition rule out or verify any advice anyone gives u including me

https://youtube.com/watch?v=YD4YT6uQJ6A

Sheeeet...would have thought 2cb would've been nice and light. Haven't tried it yet but would've thought the MD in it would have made it euphoric

@bejapuskas try 2cb sex;)

*stands up in AA meeting* "Hello everyone, my name's Aaron and I'm...an actualized-holic." *Cries* (In shaky voice) "I JUST CANT STOP...I LOVE IT!" *Whimpers and cries*..... lol

Might try plugging some 2cb for a bit of fun lol.

I'm convinced that certain batches operate differently depending on how they were synthesized. More than once I've smoked "5meo" and actually literally (not spiritually) literally nothing happened basically. From 2 different batches? I'm Gona meditate, contemplate and observe myself for 2 weeks then try snorting. If nothing happens Gona mess around with smoking it outta pipe. Depending on how these next few experiments go, might pop on and see if there's any nice HCl. Maybe. Only problem I had with HCl before was it's insolubility. Once way or another I'm Gona make progress with 5meo. The stuff I have works when smoked I know that for sure. I'm pacing myself. Also having super vivid weird dreams lately. And everything's just ever so slightly starting to feel really fucken weird. Lol I think I like it. I'll post progress sure

Might Invest in some HCl after. Gona try snorting some freebase and see if that works better lol. If not I'm just smoking it CBA with all this fucking about

Maybe just different strokes4different folks possibly man. Plugging is nice like, but it's not doing the job for me. Maybe I'll try it again in the future. Gona try snorting

@Chris365 I don't really wana be using 30-40mg every single trip man...I might try snorting. I only have freebase, seeing as you said "it didn't sting much" I'm taking that you snorted freebase since HCl isint meant to sting at all anyway. What dosage would you recommend for snorting first time? I can handle something just above threshold dose

Did this before and same with me. Just got launched straight into unfathomable bliss. I think I'm Gona try that way again. Recently when I plugged my ego started freaking out and started breathing real heavy and I could feel it saying "get the 5meo outta my ass RN!" lol. and I didn't even get past the first bit of the come up. I know plugging probably moves slower and offers more time to disintegrate the ego deeper. But Im the same as yourself @zikzak I need the 5meo train2hitMe *Choo Choo* lol

I like space for some reason

The more I [very slowly] see that I'm creating everything around me...the more I realise that everything is subjective perception and that i can choose to see things in a positive light. Allowing my tangible bliss and love flow into whatever part of my mind is feeling bad. Positivity is good. I mean if I get enlightened maybe I won't need positivity. But right now I do

What do my peeps think about the slowness of the come up whilst plugging? Advantage or disadvantage? I've found my ego struggles a lot more when it goes slowly. Like it has more time to sit and see what is coming and thus freak out slightly...and also, I'm considering giving up plugging and just smoking it because plugging is too much friggin effort to get right. Twice recently I plugged 20mg and felt very little. No bliss, no insane enlightenment states. Thoughts my brethren?

Be careful bruvaaa, don't use weed every week. Give you anxiety and is addictive still. Also, if you do insist on smoking that terrible, lovely substance...make sure the cola your drinking is sugar free. Sugar kills the high for grass

I posted this on the "video recommendations for Leo" page...I hope the mods don't mind me posting it here to. "...cultivating emotions as a means to intuively raise consciousness..." Love is accessed intuively as an emotion. And yet we don't talk about emotions?????? Helo

There is ofcourse muchhhhhhhhh greater depth to Love that includes darkness. The simple *emotion* of love is only the connection to the deep hardcore Love with a capital L (where death is actually Love and all negative stuff is actually Love). And so to get stuck on just the emotion of love would be a mistake, but it seems to be extremely handy to use the emotion since it's intuive

...as a means to intuively raise consciousness alongside hardcore practices. Awakening is hardcore, yes. So things like psychological strength are important... But Is it not also important to teach on how to literally create a more loving/enlightened reality *emotionally* since emotional evolution (with peace love and bliss at the top to.move towards) are an important avenue to self realization in that they can be used and accessed *intuively. ? Do we not need practical teachings on emotional elevation? Or perhaps what it means to intuively open ones heart...maybe make a video on "what is a heart"? I get that what is happening here is destroying egos including your own, and that that requires stringent teaching and heavy practices...but is there no place for teachings about emotions awakening...and hardcore emotional tenderness and sensitivity? ...positivity? Yes the shadow is for the most part ignored in other schools...but do we want to be careful not to let the pendulum swing too far the other way in that we completely forget about positive emotions and grace? What's your thoughts on compassion and kindness...and opening the intuitive heart? (Btw I'm well aware of how the practices work and how the ego is meant to try harder and harder until it fails, at which point the heart and intuitive love and emotions open. I wonder if I'd be the only one who would be interested in hearig your thoughts regarding this functionality and it's necessity, especially for those who have access to 5meo..). Also is it not important that we know how to surrender to love, intuively via emotions so that our ego doesent get ripped away too violently or quickly causing potential psychological damage?