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@Davino no idea

bro...haha...WHAT?

yeah its cool @Leo Gura. Bro, hope your well. Your work continues to change and inspire my life. Your a complete legend and a beautiful being <3

one massive trap when contemplating this topic is disregarding the mind/imagination or worse, rejecting the mind/imagination. This is big big trap. I fell into it for years thinking i was avoiding delusion. Trying to be some rigorous spiritual elite refusing to even use my mind like a buddhist. This is of course a valid method but for starters its weak (just use psycs) and secondly [when done correctly] its entire purpose is to be used sparingly as a launch pad for the mind to be used in ever greater capacities! The buddhist idea that all you should do is just clear the mind at ever increasing rates of crystalline clarity and just keep it there until you die...could be comparable to someone cleaning a blank canvas over and over and over again....the point of the canvas is to make something beautiful on it. and thats where the imagination comes in...the diverse and colourful force of beauty and expression of love, grace and freedom...fragrant and elegant. Breaking free from spiritual strictness and dogmatic rigidity. Aw. fucking beautiful imagination is actually imagination. Actuality is imaginative actually.

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if you look carefully at someone or something you really love, what you will discover is that the actual sensation of love literally is a letting go of yourself (your own importance) its a lack of distinction between you and that thing. there is no you and it...there is just you/it

@RightHand vol+

This guy is more advanced than leo @RightHand

ok bro read this reply very carefully. @Shodburrito stay away from opiates but moreso stay away from weed. >>>>>>> its the weed <<<< >>>>>>>> The *weed* is the cause <<<<<<<<<<< i wish someone told me this when i went through my weed torture phase. dude quit weed, quit wee, quit weed, quit wee, quit weed, quit wee, quit weed, quit wee, quit weed, quit wee, quit weed, quit wee, quit weed, quit wee, quit weed, quit wee, quit weed, quit wee, quit weed. Then after you have quit for 2 years or so you can come back and smoke it MAX once every 6 months, no more. also dude, if youve noticed lasting anxiety from it consider going on a round of anti-anxiety or anti-depressant medications for 6-12 months. (you'll want to experiment with different ones (with your doctor)). Despite woke dogma that all antidepressants are terrible, they are very effective in certain situations and in certain ways. also be careful with all drugs. period. anything your taking repetitively (even from your doctor, but primary illicit substances) as that can have massive affects on your mind, personality and behaviour (you want to become *skilled* with your use of drugs). If your noticing that your just taking random drugs haphazardly (psychedelics and other random drugs) then quit them ALL for 12 or 24 months and recalibrate your approach friend. only use addictive ones rarely (mdma 1 time every 3 or 6 months...maybe 4). MDMA is interesting because martin ball trips on 5meoDMT and NN-DMT while high on MDMA to take away the fear. On the drug interactions chart its only a "caution" yellow. not even orange, so risks are minimal but dont do it just because i said it, you have to research the shit out of everything you take and test each batch carefully...if you notice these standards slipping then stop taking all drugs. there is a very real potential to fuck yourself up in this area. trust me

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i can see everyone is going with the go-to methods of this day and age...and theyre probably good to a degree. If the situation can be resolved easily then just do it easily...theres no need to continue torturing yourself with people you dont like...and bro, there will always be people you dont like. there are people you wont like everywhere, the only difference is that you are not in close proximity to those people. My suggestion is just adjust the situational dynamics to move the person or people into the category of "not close to you." Just create distance. If this person or persons is unavoidable and you've exhausted your spiritual methods and noticing an inevitable downward spiral in your emotions and mind then its time to turn to a method that i call "smash it." Which is a method of overpowering the situation. Sometimes a simple Trojan horse does the trick. By "overpowering" here i just mean replacing your sensitive, reflective methods with more robust, active methods. This might look like a direct confrontation to the person (also just because your choosing to be powerful doesn't mean you have to be unwise or insensitive, you can be powerful and polite). Or perhaps you could choose a subtle, energetic power play, like when this individual does something that seriously pisses you off, you just stop, and just stare at them until they recognise that theyve done something wrong (deceptively effective if you have the balls to do it). or call the cops. with this method you are focusing on a solution oriented approach. as spiritual teachings are extremely useless in certain situations.

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most people think that professionals and high level people have some extremely complex understanding of some area of reality...which can often be true, but also...high level masters in any area of life will tell you that the case is often far, far simpler than you actually make it in your mind. Think about nonduality for example, esteemed to be the highest and most powerful and greatest teaching...and yet what it actually teaches is the most basic, simplest thing imaginable: that one thing exists. notice the common ground simplicity and profundity share at times. in practical, every day life, dont try to be more skilled than you are. you do better to admit that you know nothing and start at level 1 again but correctly and just learn the basics. dont overcomplicate it, as this is often the source of confusion. I took leos entire life purpose course just to realise that what i wanted to do was starring me in the face since i was a teenager. be mindful that things that are blindingly obvious, can sometimes be missed on account of the fact that they are the only thing there (theres nothing to contrast them against) like this image...somewhere in this image there is a wall, study the image carefully until you have a breakthrough and see the wall:

_______________________________________________________________________________ Hey guys. So in the above comment Leo, you make it quite clear that a "full dose" awakening is not something you have and question afterwards, that when it happens there is no doubt left in your mind whatsoever as to whether it was a strong dose awakening. I understand that it is incredibly unlikely that i am able to even begin to try and comprehend what results unfold from an awakening of this magnitude. I could take a guess that the only suitable words to attempt to describe said awakening might include "impossible" and "indescribable." However...i wanted to ask if you could clarify something for me. I have had many NN breakthroughs (and some 5meo breakthroughs) and witnessed the impossible unfold before my eyes many times. Witnessing the impossible is no longer a problem for me, given the right set and setting. The only question that lingers in my mind is "Have i ever had an awakening?" By the logic I've already presented here (even asking that question) I am strongly inclined to believe that i have not. Which is pretty insane given that i have already witnessed the impossible multiple times. (If my intuition is correct then "a full dose" awakening must be absolutely off the fuckin handle haha, which is cool). My question is this, i know i have had many breakthroughs (where i leave my body, imagination melds with reality and bends and contorts and folds in ultra HD in another dimension), and by your phraseology in the above comment, you imply that it is possible to have a "partial dose" awakening (a small one). 1 - Am i correct in assuming that if i had an awakening i wouldn't even be making this post (i would know)? & 2 - Can you clarify the difference between a strong breakthrough and a small awakening [assuming such a distinction exists]? (would there still be no doubt in a small one?) _______________________________________________________________________________ (love you bro <3 )

i remember smoking some 5 and looking at my hand glowing and shining like the thanos gauntlet (not quite as stark as the image but definitely a badass visual) It was like translucent and shite

watch out for the spiritual mind creating spiritual dogma like "there are no answers" and "life is like a cage." the mind is sneaky with creating stuff...just be extra careful with the whole "sit in silence and accept the lack of answers." This is major trap devised by the devil to get people to not search. There are solid answers that can be found, all questions can be answered. and i had the thought about being trapped in my body and my body being trapped in my perceptual bubble...but just consider...what is your perceptual bubble "in"? another cage? awakening is ultimate freedom, like breathing air for the first time

actually the devil would say "I'm god" too. so its super tricky. you can have an enlightened mystic with no sense of self that still has the dogma of what humility should look like and subsequently says he's a worthless devil (common when Christians meet mysticism), or you could have the same person just admit the objective observation that he is god. or perhaps you have a selfish person with a strong devil presence inside him who claims to be god out of the most extreme sense of self absorption. Or perhaps you have a spiritual devil who has heard about the fact that he is god and confuses the two and proclaims that he is god (which of course is true, but not from his current level of consciousness) accidentally from a place of spiritual egotism (common when Buddhists meet mysticism). this of course points to the rarity of actually realising you are god as opposed to believing thats what you are on account of what spiritual teachers teach you. Then there are degrees of god realisation and depths and lengths (being multidimensional). the best way to navigate this is simple: dont believe you are god and also dont disbelieve you are god. and also dont do anything i say (<including that<and that). You must build your house from where you stand. Being the only being in existence, you must.

christian hell is real and your going there if you dont give me all your money

i think to simplify it, when a person is ready to give up their human existence and actually goes through the process of getting hit with awakening after awakening...because that kind of growth is exponential (meaning that the bigger it gets, the faster it gets bigger) it multiplies, then its multiplication multiplies this meta multiplication then multiples, and that collection of multiplications multiply...so on and so forth until you realise that your not actually living on earth. when the earth disappears, your getting somewhere. or such my intuition tells me. for example i am fully aware right now of the fact that i am completely and utterly oblivious to the true depths of what people mean when they use the word awakening. people think that because theyve had one or two 5meodmt trips they are the big balls of the city...its like in the crime world, criminals band together and gang up and become organised and think they are the shit...up until they accidentally brush shoulders with a high level mafia co-ordinator. I know im a small timer still and i have much experience with heavy psychedelics, i'll be a pleb until im ready.

lol. kinda funny all the documentaries and media always tear down teachers its a rite of passage. the fact that he swears indicates that he doesent mascaraed and pretend to be some lofty role model. the fact that he literally keeps it real is a good sign. there never being any chaos is a bad sign as reality is characteristically chaotic when it must be

@theleelajoker i sense that there are broadly speaking 2 categories of people in this com. the ones who love the theories and mental investigation and occasional trip...and the ones who have met God. I will humbly admit to just loving the artistry of the concepts and amazing thought experiments, but the ones who go very deep and read the forum probably think to themselves "these guys have no idea in the slightest what theyre even talking about" lol i sense a canyon of a difference between the two and look forward to becoming a fully fledged "deep work" category belonger when i get my financial and social life to where i want it