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most people think that professionals and high level people have some extremely complex understanding of some area of reality...which can often be true, but also...high level masters in any area of life will tell you that the case is often far, far simpler than you actually make it in your mind. Think about nonduality for example, esteemed to be the highest and most powerful and greatest teaching...and yet what it actually teaches is the most basic, simplest thing imaginable: that one thing exists. notice the common ground simplicity and profundity share at times. in practical, every day life, dont try to be more skilled than you are. you do better to admit that you know nothing and start at level 1 again but correctly and just learn the basics. dont overcomplicate it, as this is often the source of confusion. I took leos entire life purpose course just to realise that what i wanted to do was starring me in the face since i was a teenager. be mindful that things that are blindingly obvious, can sometimes be missed on account of the fact that they are the only thing there (theres nothing to contrast them against) like this image...somewhere in this image there is a wall, study the image carefully until you have a breakthrough and see the wall:

_______________________________________________________________________________ Hey guys. So in the above comment Leo, you make it quite clear that a "full dose" awakening is not something you have and question afterwards, that when it happens there is no doubt left in your mind whatsoever as to whether it was a strong dose awakening. I understand that it is incredibly unlikely that i am able to even begin to try and comprehend what results unfold from an awakening of this magnitude. I could take a guess that the only suitable words to attempt to describe said awakening might include "impossible" and "indescribable." However...i wanted to ask if you could clarify something for me. I have had many NN breakthroughs (and some 5meo breakthroughs) and witnessed the impossible unfold before my eyes many times. Witnessing the impossible is no longer a problem for me, given the right set and setting. The only question that lingers in my mind is "Have i ever had an awakening?" By the logic I've already presented here (even asking that question) I am strongly inclined to believe that i have not. Which is pretty insane given that i have already witnessed the impossible multiple times. (If my intuition is correct then "a full dose" awakening must be absolutely off the fuckin handle haha, which is cool). My question is this, i know i have had many breakthroughs (where i leave my body, imagination melds with reality and bends and contorts and folds in ultra HD in another dimension), and by your phraseology in the above comment, you imply that it is possible to have a "partial dose" awakening (a small one). 1 - Am i correct in assuming that if i had an awakening i wouldn't even be making this post (i would know)? & 2 - Can you clarify the difference between a strong breakthrough and a small awakening [assuming such a distinction exists]? (would there still be no doubt in a small one?) _______________________________________________________________________________ (love you bro <3 )

i remember smoking some 5 and looking at my hand glowing and shining like the thanos gauntlet (not quite as stark as the image but definitely a badass visual) It was like translucent and shite

watch out for the spiritual mind creating spiritual dogma like "there are no answers" and "life is like a cage." the mind is sneaky with creating stuff...just be extra careful with the whole "sit in silence and accept the lack of answers." This is major trap devised by the devil to get people to not search. There are solid answers that can be found, all questions can be answered. and i had the thought about being trapped in my body and my body being trapped in my perceptual bubble...but just consider...what is your perceptual bubble "in"? another cage? awakening is ultimate freedom, like breathing air for the first time

actually the devil would say "I'm god" too. so its super tricky. you can have an enlightened mystic with no sense of self that still has the dogma of what humility should look like and subsequently says he's a worthless devil (common when Christians meet mysticism), or you could have the same person just admit the objective observation that he is god. or perhaps you have a selfish person with a strong devil presence inside him who claims to be god out of the most extreme sense of self absorption. Or perhaps you have a spiritual devil who has heard about the fact that he is god and confuses the two and proclaims that he is god (which of course is true, but not from his current level of consciousness) accidentally from a place of spiritual egotism (common when Buddhists meet mysticism). this of course points to the rarity of actually realising you are god as opposed to believing thats what you are on account of what spiritual teachers teach you. Then there are degrees of god realisation and depths and lengths (being multidimensional). the best way to navigate this is simple: dont believe you are god and also dont disbelieve you are god. and also dont do anything i say (<including that<and that). You must build your house from where you stand. Being the only being in existence, you must.

christian hell is real and your going there if you dont give me all your money

i think to simplify it, when a person is ready to give up their human existence and actually goes through the process of getting hit with awakening after awakening...because that kind of growth is exponential (meaning that the bigger it gets, the faster it gets bigger) it multiplies, then its multiplication multiplies this meta multiplication then multiples, and that collection of multiplications multiply...so on and so forth until you realise that your not actually living on earth. when the earth disappears, your getting somewhere. or such my intuition tells me. for example i am fully aware right now of the fact that i am completely and utterly oblivious to the true depths of what people mean when they use the word awakening. people think that because theyve had one or two 5meodmt trips they are the big balls of the city...its like in the crime world, criminals band together and gang up and become organised and think they are the shit...up until they accidentally brush shoulders with a high level mafia co-ordinator. I know im a small timer still and i have much experience with heavy psychedelics, i'll be a pleb until im ready.

lol. kinda funny all the documentaries and media always tear down teachers its a rite of passage. the fact that he swears indicates that he doesent mascaraed and pretend to be some lofty role model. the fact that he literally keeps it real is a good sign. there never being any chaos is a bad sign as reality is characteristically chaotic when it must be

@theleelajoker i sense that there are broadly speaking 2 categories of people in this com. the ones who love the theories and mental investigation and occasional trip...and the ones who have met God. I will humbly admit to just loving the artistry of the concepts and amazing thought experiments, but the ones who go very deep and read the forum probably think to themselves "these guys have no idea in the slightest what theyre even talking about" lol i sense a canyon of a difference between the two and look forward to becoming a fully fledged "deep work" category belonger when i get my financial and social life to where i want it

the world revolves around me

"...forget about god, existence is enough unto itself..." lol he differentiates reality and god and bases his atheistic rationale on the premise that god would not allow extreme suffering. However he describes reality anthropomorphically as a personal and conscious being. Leading to the conclusion that he recognises god in reality but just doesent call it god (likely because of the religious connotations the word has).

@Loveeee i sense that psychedelics and awakenings may be slightly (or not so slightly) debilitating in certain respects, especially considering the "wipe away" effect they have on engrained behavioural patterns. Part of their power comes from the fact that they can remove unhealthy and unnecessary superfluous "behavioural baggage," allowing for a blank canvas on which more streamlined behaviours can be developed. However, their efficiency in their ability to create a clean slate (neurologically speaking) is unavoidably accompanied by the requirement for the individual to manually cultivate new behavioural patterns. Like programming a wiped computer, first of all you need to be skilled enough to know how to reprogram the computer and you need to allow time for the new programming to set and function. If all you have is wipes over and over again, it wont have much functionality. (i know this might not be the most harmonious meta-phore to the reality of awakenings but i sense this might have something to do with why leo has recently hinted at the tapering of his use of entheogenic compounds).

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In his newest video Leo articulates how even someone who takes the time to watch his videos is a diamond in the dirt. He got a little emotional, as I did also myself at that moment. I would just love to hear more about your compassion Leo and developing greater love and connection with you because the reality is, most of us see you as a greater role model than our own fathers. You are our spiritual father and I think the maturity that you've exhibited in your latest video of wrongness strikes very deep into my own heart and I would suspect the hearts of others in our beautiful little community here. I know I don't know you personally but it feels like we do. And in a way, we do. You pour your heart out in your videos and we respond. In a way we know eachother just the right amount to the point where it's appropriate to say, Leo I truly love you as a spiritual guide and mentor. It seems to be that your selflessness and compassion are increasing. I struggle with anger issues and your latest video is offering me the chance to look more deeply into that. Thank you again for being you. Your truly the best teacher in the world. As far as me and my actualized friends who talk in private can tell. PS: we hope your health condition is ok, we care about you man and it's nice to see that you recognise our support and care and love for you.

Not falling into the trap of worshipping you Leo, but there comes a point where the reality is, you've changed our lives. Given us a clarity that is very rare, and anchor in life, deeper answers to life's deepest questions. So I say no sir, thank you

such a profound lack of bullshit here, i am truly blessed to have found this community

@bazera this is dope

damn, i'd be tempted by the degree because its free, in the UK you have to pay through the nose to get one. But ultimately this is something that you cannot get a yes or no from us here, you must look within and get guidance from the Guru. God speaks in one way through the peace of the heart, imagine yourself vividly in both scenarios and analyse which situation you feel more peace in. Let the peace of god rule in your heart Colossians 3:15

thank god, thank leo

The only way to get enlightened is to love the devil and love evil. But this is a subtle statement. What it means is there are no barriers between you and it

https://open.spotify.com/track/4vyuKMu7g0QviiOCYzhhjW?si=HEV5AlV-S0ySyKgT2CwmTQ

I am also possessed by a sexy demon

@Danioover9000 yes ;(