Aaron p

absolute gangster. Oh boy this gets me pumped for my own first deep awakening

People from the blue light drug harm reduction site have info on mixing Molly and NN and even mixing Molly with 5meo. With the m+5 combo you need to take a lot of care as there is possible harm that can happen, but minimal if you lower both doses. But m+NN is extremely good, removes all fear. If I went back I would never have done a single NN trip without m. Although m is addictive and neurotoxic so max once every 3 months or so. Fear on NN is very difficult for most, m conveniently removes all the fear and guarantees a good trip lol, handy. Also if your trying mushies or lysergic invest in some trip killers. It's handy to have a button you can press to just end a trip if it's going in a bad direction.

Firstly his name was yeshua which is actually closer to Joshua than the westernised "Jesus." So the canonical scriptures say that Joshua was unattractive (Isaiah 53:2), that he was did self improvement (Luke 2:52), he hung out with low quality people (Luke 7:34) and seriously pissed off religious people when addressing fact that he knew he was god. I do believe that this manifestation of the absolute can serve quite nicely when the ego requires some tenderness and something it can relate to. From an all out enlightenment perspective is probably not useful but we aren't all there yet. Josh was actually quite a nice sounding guy. An interesting specimen. I think he would have fit in in this community lol. Check out what he said here: Matthew 11:28-30 “Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”

It's so fucking hilarious because the entire picture of Jesus challenging the prevalent religion at the time (Judaism) *is* the whole message. It's so unfortunate that religion can get it so so wrong. But Its also quite obvious to me that the vibration of God has maintained under currents of truth through religious developments. Like the verse "God is love". Like kinda fucking similar. There are points of overlap and interest but trying to get anywhere with religion alone is very futile. Quite dangerous actually cuz you could easily fall into a 40 year long Buddhist trap. Like that's a serious possibility. Jesus wasnt quite oppositional to religion as he did condone faith (the essence of religion) but he was very mystical too. He pissed off the religious people so much that they literally executed him. Or so the story goes. Baked into the story of Jesus I find elements of fractured truth. Lots of people say the historical likelihood of his existence is quite strong given the records and such. And religion itself is of course very central in stage blue... As such it is a major part of collective evolution. But it is extremely limited and not powerful in certain ways. But a better alternative to being a drug addict or directionless homeless person.

It's kinda funny cuz by definition, the one and only sign of enlightenment is, itself

Bro that's normal, going out into sociable places requires effort and etiquette. Also yes there's a chakra on the head of your penis.

Ultimately everything must be accepted, love, peace, beauty, wonder, fear, damage, death, torture, the stars, sunsets, Nazis, bliss, torment. From the highest possible beauty to the most depraved possible evil. Light, darkness. Purity, evil. Nothing can be rejected. Even separation is included in nonduality. If there is only one thing that has and will ever exist, it is not possible for that thing to not be anything

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Depends what your meaning, Christians say soul they mean mind will and emotions. What the Hindus call the soul refers to what the Christians call the spirit (the eternal part of you that is immortal).

Selfishness is seen as a bad thing, only when seen from a selfish perspective. When seen from a universal perspective, it is just a neutral occurrence

Be prepared when the reaper comes'a knocking. To be a sage you must face annihilation

Bonus tip: how to hear gods voice... Mentally visualise yourself going down both paths... Switch between the two a few times and whichever one you feel most peace in your body and mind with, that's probably it.

You have a paradox choice my friend. In truth is not healthy ego Vs enlightenment. It should be healthy ego then enlightenment. The problem is, younger people have a bind. On one hand getting powerful psychedelic experiences at a young age really opens the ego when it is more receptive. You might drift further and further away from spirituality. After a few dmt breakthroughs that's less likely to happen, the mind recognises "oh shit, there's something absolutely massive here." On the other hand, psychedelics aren't for everyone. Maybe psycs will fuck you up. One thing you can be guaranteed is they will make you stronger. Literally going into dimensions and experiencing the impossible really puts all the human bs into perspective. The truth is, nobody can tell you what you should do because only you are you. You must intuitively identify the right path. I personally recommend considering a combination of both. Just know this, you must be extremely intelligent and mindful with your use of psychedelics. Lots of people just jump in head first and get fucked up. U can't ignore your ego... It must be cared for. And psycs can be used incorrectly or correctly. You can spread your effort between ego and awakening work maybe 20%/80% in favour of ego. Get girls, money and emotional control and maybe just take some threshold doses. But psychedelics are like dynamite. Good or bad? Depends what your trying to do. Good if your digging through a cave, bad if your building a house. There is no rule book that says "thee must get enlightened" and also a major part of spiritual work is the theoretical learning. You can progress without going into other dimensions.

i kknow that just beyond the vail of the fear of going completely and definitely insane there lies pleasure that is of unspeakable magnitude. unspeakable. and the power, holy mother of jesus himself, i seen it in small doses and have some mystical insight into it. unspeakable levels of reality. and experiencing it, man. i want that

i can see leo just sitting there with his mind: gone powerful stuff scary stuff very scary stuff he brave

yeah bro, not gona lie the world still feels pretty real for me rn. actually an insight ive had is that there is a paradox in realising that reality doesent exist; that this realisation does not result in reality becoming some kind of hazy, misty, obscure, "not real" feeling "thing"...its precisely the opposite, enlightenment is about increasing reality. reality becomes more and more real and enlightenment is like being drowned in unimaginable levels of richness of actuality. it becomes so unbelievably real that it is quite evidently impossible to articulate verbally

nah jokes lol

i have mastered all of these and am actually more enlightened than leo

just beware of spiritual dogma. by that i mean spiritual "information." when moving towards enlightenment (even slowly) the problem becomes getting rid of subconscious spiritual bullshit youve accidentally adopted. also dont fear confusion, its actually a good sign at certain points. confusion shows that you are putting effort into actually thinking about the concepts. your gona get a lot of conflicting information in the spiritual domain and confusion is going to be your best friend during certain times. it is not the enemy. you must also become highly eclectic with your gathering of spiritual maps and information knowing that nobody, not sadhguru, not allan watts, not leo gura, is immune from inaccuracies. Of course different teachers will have varying degrees of bullshitery (leo is definitely the best imo, he himself is extremely eclectic). but you must be the ultimate authority, your fuckin god man. there is nobody else haha. just dont do what teacher say just because they say it (also dont do that< unless you deem it to be appropriate). other teachers dont exist. also if your experiencing confusion and dont know what to do, just remember the entire essence of enlightenment work: find the no-self so that god can return. and if your experiencing confusion still, just sit and watch the ego being confused...be amused by it trying to figure out the universe. in fact, you could even intentionally confuse yourself just to drill home the point that what you are remains in the mist of confusion, depression, ecstasy, breakdancing, a storm, an interdimensional trip through DMT realms and anything else. you remain. and thats what the entirety of enlightenment is about. now go smoke some dmt you silly goose

@RightHand LOL I NEED MORE PPAAAWWAAAAA

well...you should know this skill is very rare and you will largely be alone with it. most cannot entertain the idea that an opposing party could be correct without subconsciously harbouring underlying motivations that they simply still want to destroy your argument. you possess the rare ability to entertain the possibility that you are wrong. however you should also be open minded to the possibility that some (or many) people around you are just wrong. This is a very real possibility, one that i am discovering for myself. while i know that i deceive myself on a regular basis and that i cannot even tell when it happens, i am also [at a more simplistic, realistic and pragmatic level] aware that a lot of the people that exist around me are just complete dumbasses. and this isint a judgemental statement, its an objective observation of the state of reality for me. It should also be noted that "masters" and great teachers knowers of wisdom must (by logical deduction) have eventually met the same realisation at some point in their journey to being someone who a certain demographic of seekers recognise as someone who possess particular skill in obtaining truth. It perhaps points more to the increased intelligence of the master as opposed to the decreased intelligence of the general population. also, your not going to get very far being a pushover. the reality is that hard headed people with strong dumbass opinions exist in HIGH numbers all around you and notice...you are the only one who can authentically entertain the possibility that they might be right and you might be wrong...but it is this very skill you possess, that makes you 100x more likely to in fact be correct. look at leo...is he being unassertive of what he knows is true in spite of an ocean of morons telling him hes deluded? Study his style, study the style of assertive empaths and skilful epistemologists. the short answer is; people like you have to learn how to anticipate the dumbassery of dunces and love them regardless. (kind of like how you treat children)

i have had billions of children, i release them into the world at a rate of around 250 million once every 24-48 hours

heres my collage for people who question authority:

i dont need photos i just have as many mirrors dotted around my house as possible