Aaron p

Christianity is a massive trap. I mean it's a good thing for many many many people like h addicts and stuff...or people who literally can't govern themselves without dipping into chaos or destruction. It's a very good dumb handle to hold onto if the only other option is destination-fucked, but the same person could easily use Buddhism to hold onto and would be probably better off. A lot closer. I was born and raised into Christianity and studied it at incredible depths as a child and young adult. Honestly I love it, but only because I'm skilled enough to know how to interpret it. It lead to a lot of problems in my life. My family didn't have any real world help, all they were taught was "sing to jesus" and you'll go to heaven...which resulted in mass chaos and pain in my family. The real world requires a real religion. A religion that is wayyyyyyy more intelligent, powerful and accurate. A religion that is so powerful that it isint even a religion. I am so fucking glad nonduality and mysticism and enlightenment is real, I'd be fucked otherwise lol. It's a dream come true. When I discovered this...I screamed. Bonus notes: You can check out the books of the apocrypha (catholic scriptures removed by Protestantism), the lost books of eden and Mormonism. Mormonism is interesting. They have a saying: as man is, God once was, as God is, man can become. They also are led by their intuition by something they call "the burning in the belly" or some shit. Also some of the gifts of the holy ghost are legit like prophecy, word of knowledge, word of wisdom and I think speaking in tongues is legit. But it's all subject to massive interpretational inaccuracies, so yeah. Also if you need some Christian half mystic info check out mooji and Andrew wommack. But be warned, wommacks material is highly deluded. Take it with 100 pinches of salt.

Also a cool paradox: whatever you think you are - you are that! Cuz you exist only as what you think you are. A cool insight that I had is that it's actually the ego that says "get rid of the ego." And so my methodology is to allow myself to fully be the ego, but to maintain a clever recognition that what I am is not it. It's kinda like how law enforcement are aware of certain criminal organisations but allow them to exist because at least they can then work with, manage and moderate the crime when they know where it's coming from like a necessary evil. Also high level law enforcement knows that if you cut off one head, three more take it's place.

I would personally recommend replacing all meditative practices with just sitting and simply intuitively feeling around in the mind the mystical, magical and impossible aspects of reality/direct experience. If you think you don't know what I'm talking about, you are wrong.

Lol.

@Leo Gura did psychedelics make your health worse?

God is sexy

People said he had a sex cult disguised as a genuine spiritual community lol dumbasses I think it's my destiny to set up a genuine spiritual community disguised as a sex cult

@Spiral Wizard https://open.spotify.com/track/3LpHzQU2CZzZJGdUWV79SI?si=zS4-Fu0kQv2qPQUmAxRGyg

Have you ever had extreme physical anxiety? The feeling of like weirdness in whatever body part...like it's empty of...itself. it's kiiiiiiinnda similar to that, at least for me that's how it feels. Also from my spiritual journeys into other realms I would say that it kinda feels like it just feels hollow

The problem with consciousness work is that the mind inevitably loses all handles on everything. Or it at least takes a lot more effort. So with the mind melting, you can no longer hold in it's crystalline form (like snow). It becomes extremely fluid and natural so it can actually be hard to "keep" anything. I think mantras are good. Just recurring mental recitation of statements like "I am God " or "I am creating everything right now." Or one I like "I am immortal."

I think in actuality I would either go to my family and hold them tightly or play music extremely loud and start dancing like fuck. And I mean break dancing or the closest I can get. I would bring a new definition to the term freestyle dance

Lol I tried to get into a psyc ward just to see what it was like. Told them I'd been to other dimensions but they fucking refused me Rude

- colour - young people - lifeline - smoke loads of 5meo + k for after burner - yes, caring too much. - nope

avoid the UK. better to go to some places like holland, luxembourg, belgium, portugal, switzerland or italy. irelands ok too. but you seriously want to avoid the UK, in terms of benefits and living yeah its good...but i mean, underneath that its just a shit place filled with lots of degenerates.

Unfathomable. In the face of cosmic emptiness vast, We tremble, our existence unsurpassed By the sheer weight of all unknown, Eternity's silence, cold as stone. Yet in this void, a whisper calls, Echoing through time's endless halls. Surrender, it breathes, let go, release, And find in nothingness, infinite peace. The universe's maw, once terrifying, Now beckons with a love undying. In its depths, beyond mortal fear, Lies bliss so pure, so crystal clear. As we fall into the endless night, We're bathed in strange, ethereal light. Our essence merges with all that is, In cosmic union, eternal bliss. Here, in the heart of oblivion, We find a friendship beyond dominion. The stars, the void, the cosmic sea, All whisper: "You are part of me." Time loses meaning, death its sting, As we become one with everything. Immortality not in flesh, but soul, Merged with the universe, vast and whole. The terror of our insignificance Transforms to joy, to reverence. For in this endless, timeless space, We find love's purest, deepest grace. So let us dive into the unknown, Where seeds of cosmic truth are sown. For in surrender, we shall find The boundless bliss of the infinite mind.

what platform you use @LookingForTruth ?

This has got to be one of the cutest videos I ever seen lol

i prefer perplexity, it has high functioning free unlimited verbal convo. high quality, very consistent, fast. its like the verbal fluency of gpt with the insight of deepseek, except with no bugs. honourable mention, text to image AI image generator: https://stabledifffusion.com/tools/ai-image-generator (NOT REAL image, fake AI generated image not actual drugs. FAKE.) but yeah you can make funny high quality stuff like this lol:

LOL. mate ngl, i'd probably kiss his feet. he's technically jesus. although so am i

mooji is a hardcore gangster

the guy on the right looks a little familiar too:

(cast of expendables) Arnold, Sylvester, chuck, Statham +others.