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How do you know? Sounds like an upper circulatory problem ?

They totally do haha. I love reading journals like yours where people aren’t afraid to open up, sometimes I ignorantly find it beyond me to do so, anyways ( What is toxicity? Do you consider them toxic? Does toxicity have anything to offer us? ) some realizations just hit me relating to toxic people and situations, that’s why I’m asking How do you try to connect with them? Are you asking questions that challenge them to go beyond their identity and appearance? Think of the challenge as challenging yourself to truly see them to the depth of compassion

@Consilience I see it his point is to get across how the human mind likes to pin down enlightenment as a state of being, fantasizing about how to get There when it’s really Here and always has been

What I’m saying is we can be aware of how and why we create our own meaning when its not suiting us we can easily change it

They say fear gets transformed quickly into anger, and sometimes directly to judgement I’ve been playing soccer with medical students, I’d definitely bring up naturopathy and detoxification if I get to know them on a more personal level part of me has been afraid to open up to anyone I wish to form a connection or friendship with on a real vulnerable level

Let go of the beliefs given to you by the culture, as in, “a man needs to have masculine energy and a woman the opposite, so you gotta choose one or the other and change your identity to fit in with society so people can label you like you wish to label them” the real you goes beyond any state or appearance so why make such a big deal out of “who you are”, it’s like you’re afraid to accept yourself so others will not be able to accept you either, people change so when we stop labeling them as who we see on the surface, they will realize if they’d like to be friends, their labeling toward you isn’t going to do them any favors express yourself however you wish now and know you’re able to change whenever you feel like it life isn’t as black and white as culture makes it out to be. Everyone has both feminine and masculine energy so letting go of identity judgments will be a self empowering move, both liberating and loving @remember the labels are about what’s coined acceptable and not. When we accept others we accept ourselves, enjoy expression but fuck trying to be a certain way to fit in to people’s ideas

@Annonymous your identity will always mask enlightenment, it will always get in the way of truly seeing others and Knowing yourself perhaps it’s time to drop your labels and beliefs, and just be you

I love it! “Go stub your toe!” ? “Endless states!”

@jbram2002 Sup man. *waves* @mandyjw Using caffeine for weight management? interesting. Personally id let go of any dependence on it because we build up such a quick tolerance and it's not actually very beneficial. You tried a just a piece of fruit in the morning and some exercise/strength training? That oughta get the metabolism going. Then save the caffeine for special occasions, as in don't pay too much attention, treat it as a special treat so you get the most out of it and lose any dependency. Crazy as it sounds im working toward losing all dependency for food, water, and substances. It has required some radical shifting of my beliefs and sometimes the mind is like, no fucking way you can get so much enjoyment out of food! But its a slow process and the health benefits are totally worth it thus far, and i havent even got my kidney's filtering again,

THE TRUTH "Mercury, Thimerosal, and aluminum are all neurotoxins found in vaccines. This world has become so out of balance, that sticking people in the arm with neurotoxins and chemicals, is the answer to avoid mysterious viruses and diseases!??? Really? This is a scam, and these vaccines are killing people and causing serious neurological problems in kids and adults that are exposed to them! This is a culture of brainwashing and fear! We need to get connected to nature again, and clean out our brains,because the brainwashing is so thick,nobody knows what a healthy diet, and what causes “diseases” to occur in the body. If you get sick allot, the answer is not a flue shot or vaccine, and those that are known to take these chemical neurotoxins, seem to get more sick, vs those that don’t ? clean out the terrain in the body, and the only way to strengthen the immune system, is to go after the very system that deals with that, and it’s interstitial fluid throughout the whole body, not just the gut, it’s the lymphatic system. If you clean out the sewer system in the human body, (lymphatic system) then you will be able to eliminate the pathogens, microbes, virals, etc. The body when it’s flowing nice, because it’s not backed up with sewage terrain, excess fat, toxins, and parasitic activity, will detox out any “virus” that is talked about by these companies that push these flue shots and vaccines. These vaccines contain mercury, Thimerosal, and aluminum!? So you want that in the body, because your buying into the fear of these bullshit viruses, or viruses possibly created in labs, so they can push the vaccine to “treat it” this is a lie, and it’s an evil lie that’s destroying our youth, and humanity all around the world! These chemicals will damage the central, autonomic, and parasympathetic nervous system, leaving a person a vegetable, and we have these events taken place on recored after someone is administered this poison! the Hippocratic oath that every medical doctor takes says to administer no poison to their patients? But yet vaccines, flu shots, chemo and radiation is a chemical hit on the human organism? If you want to avoid this modality of insanity, then I highly recommend you get healthy, you clean out your body with living foods, you get your kidneys filtering, you de-worm yourself with nature’s medicine, fruits, vegetables, and herbs, you get rid of the viral loads (foreign proteins) fungus, biofilms, Mucoid plaque, synthetic sulfate residues,protein plaques, undigested fecal matter, and the acids and mucus that clog up the entire piping system (lymphatic system) in the human body, and your body will naturally protect you from these “evil mysterious diseases” that vaccines, and flue shots do nothing to fix, and treat anyways, because for one diseases are illusionary concepts for the AMA to push drugs, and to keep humanity in chains, and it’s simple to understand that if your body is clean and working on a energy that keeps it clean, (electromagnetic energy) from a diet and lifestyle of regenerative detoxification, your body will protect you from these foreign proteins, but you must go after the cause, and it’s not bad luck, it’s a sewer system backed up in the body full of acids and mucus, that allow these viruses and bacterium to take precedence that causes proliferation that damages cells, that creates dis-ease in the human body. Nature’s answer to protect the body and help the regeneration, and cleaning process to take place, is a diet of fresh raw fruit, and herbal botanicals, and if you don’t know about the healing powers of herbs, go do your research on them, it’s a quick google search, and a book at a library near you. You need the electromagnetic energy and astringent properties of the fruit, to clean your lymphatic system, which takes up room in the majority of spaces in the human body, it’s the largest fluid in the body, and this sewer pipping system, is 4 times bigger then the blood system. You need energetics to move lymph to the kidneys, and you need to be on a diet that supports the kidneys, and fruits and herbs do that, and acid and mucus forming foods damage them. The kidneys are connected to the great lymphatic system, and they are the valve to remove metabolitic waste from the body (via urinary channel) fruits are electric, they are not acid ash forming, and mucus forming, they clean and repair damaged tissue, and they help the kidneys to filter! A diet of raw foods, and mainly the fruits is your best insurance plan, for keeping the body clean, and removing foreign proteins from the body that come into it, but chemicals and known carcinogens like Mercury, Thimerosal, and Aluminum damage the human body, they in no way protect it. If it was me I would never take a vaccine or flue shot, and any system that makes them mandatory, it would be better to move to another country that doesn’t push them on your children, then to run into the potential hell that these poisons can do, when they are injected in the human body!!! Get back to nature my friends, get back to the diet your biologically designed to eat, tap into your intuitive consciousness, let your instincts guide you, surrender to the present moment, and I promise you my friends you will thrive!" Written my Jonathon RA Stearns AKA the Mangotarian POST ON AUTISM: @mandyjw "Autism. Go after the nervous system! Again we want to keep it simple and not get hung up on the term “autism” and understand that it’s a neurological event, and in my opinion it’s a condition that was irresponsibly created by modalities of allopathic “treating” of neurotoxins such as vaccines, and other chemical compounds that we see out there in the medications that were created on illusionary “diseases” and fear! You don’t need a vaccine for a disease, because they don’t exist, they are created with chemistry that nobody needs, because the body protects itself when it’s clean and alkaline. If you end up with these cards dealt, and your child is going through this neurological situation, and his adrenals and CNS has shut down, there is only one thing you can do to heal the brain, and that’s to get the neurotoxins out of the brain, and to fix the adrenal glands, clean the lymph system, and to get the kidneys filtering. Any neurological even that effects the lymph system, adrenal glands, and CNS (central nervous system) you must detoxify the body for it to restore itself. Fruits, berries, and melons are what your diet should look like, because you will need the electromagnetic energy for the neurons to function, turn on, or regenerate, and when you fix the nerves and clean the lymph system saturated with these acids, and chemical compounds, then the body will know how to fix itself. This is no short journey of regeneration dealing with serious issues related to a damaged CNS, and autonomic nervous system, however anything can be fixed when you clean the body’s stagnant sewer system, and get the kidneys filtering. You want to bring activity to the cells with energy and alkalinity, and when you do this then the body can be fixed. If I was dealt with these cards with my child, I would not wait around for some kind of “magical treatment” that doesn’t exist, and I would focus on regenerative detoxification. You can do a chem/metal detox with green juice and herbs, but you must focus on a diet that cleans and moves lymph, and that’s a diet of fruit only, to clean effectively, and herbs that support these systems that have shut down, such as the kidneys (channel to remove lymph) endocrine glands, gi tract and lymphatic system. The best you can do is work on the nervous system, and a fruit diet is best for that hands down. I would not waste time with any other foods other then fruit and herbs, and I would make it a mission to get my affected child’s kidneys filtering, with a diet that cleans lymph, and that means to remove the dead food completely, because dead foods are acidic, and contain no energy to do anything to enhance the nervous system, or to encourage the body to clean lymph, so the body can remove the acids, and chemical compounds that shut down the CNS that keeps the brain firing on all cylinders. I would keep my child on upper circulation herbs,herbs for the brain and nervous system, kidneys always, endocrine glands, adrenal glands, and go after the gi tract so the head can drain effectively! It’s the neurotoxins stagnate in the brain parents, and this is why the child is having outburst and behavior problems. If you clean the brain with the raw foods, and remove the acids that cause dysfunctions, then this issue will resolve itself overtime. The body my friends will clean itself, and fix these damages systems, if you allow the body to enter this process, and that’s to remove the chemistry that blocks the flow of energy, and creates a state of disease, and that’s chemistry found in dead acidic foods, and chemical medications, and anything that sucks the electrolytes, and dehydrates the body on a cellular level, which are foods outside of fruits and vegetables pretty much, and that would mean alive foods that are energetic such as your fruits, berries, and melons! Try to keep things simple when dealing with this kind of situation, because there is nothing more you can do but to hydrate and alkalize a persons body dealt with this kind of neurological event, and to get the kidneys filtering. If you play in the world of illusionary “diseases” you can get burnt, but when you turn to nature, then you can restore the damage caused, if you move and remove the waste that damage the cells structure function, and the glands that control the systems, such as the nervous system, which would be the adrenal glands, it’s endless what you can do, when you are dealt with a situation of no return. What else can you do? You can’t treat a damage CNS and reverse the problem for good, you must clean and remove the neurotoxins that shut it down in the first place, and in my opinion the biggest neurotoxin pushed out there, is the vaccines that are designed to “protect” us from bullshit diseases that don’t exist. There is only one disease and that’s damaged cells (systemic acidosis) and their is one great system that is designed to remove this acid chemistry (great lymphatic system), and the root way to remove the metabolitic waste, is going to be the kidneys and skin, and to open up these doors, you must remove the offenders that cause stagnation of this system, and shut down these channels, or eliminative organs, and that’s proteins, chemicals, and acids! Fruits, berries and melons only diet with herbal botanicals, and if possible some short term periodic dry fasting, is what I would do, and encourage for anyone dealing with autism, or any other neurological dysfunction, because fruit and herbs is on top of the mountain when it comes to electromagnetic energy to enhance movement, and activity for the body to clean itself. Get back to nature my friends, get back to the diet your biologically designed to eat, tap into your intuitive consciousness, let your instincts guide you, surrender to the present moment, and I promise you my friends you will thrive!" Written my Jonathon RA Stearns AKA the Mangotarian

emotional mastery, like any other skill mastery, is self defining. What's true for you is true for you but may not be true for or believed by everyone else. Someone may consider being fearless as having emotional mastery, while others see it as simply detached and using avoidance. But yeah, i like to think of emotional mastery as emotional freedom, having the ability to experience all emotions on the spectrum (as a state of flow) without holding on to or able to let go of the beliefs that go with em, and knowing one has the ability to choose to experience them

Dude this is our world now. We sacrifice intelligence for connection, attraction, and fitting in, etc

Literally everyone I’ve watched promoting Truth and taking responsibility for themselves seems to be either anti vaccination or pro vaccine safety, anyways, if you can’t understand where an antivaxxer is coming from then try watching some documentaries. I watched an interview with a woman who helped make vaccines, who promotes vaccine safety, and she claims to have lost her job in her demand to expose a discovery of the problems vaccines had been linked to. It’s foolish to try and convince anyone without understanding where they are coming from philosophy of health, wellness and disease is one of the biggest contributors to the division and misunderstandings of the two sides

This is all you. Sounds like good shadow work material

@Truth Addict so you hate his teaching style or personality? Is there something wrong with being emotionally detached?

@Mikael89 the pressure on men? Oh yeah, but where does that pressure reside, in Truth, if men were to take responsibility for their success with woman? imo it all comes down to rejection. Those who don’t or haven’t learned how to take it will always find a way to sabotage because they can’t just be themselves, they gotta create a persona in hopes of finding approval. Others, like myself, (probably you) would rather find any excuse to avoid it. Choose to focus on the negatives rather than on growth. Knee jerk reaction being to think rather than to do. Everyone is dealing with their own struggles whether they can get a gf or not, the ones who thrive are working through their perceived weaknesses

short clip here, thoughts?

@Matt8800 oh okay great! Gratitude, makes absolute sense ?

I apologize if this has been discussed already but what would you recommend for books on the basics mainly energy healing. Also is it possible to astral project without even being aware of one’s ability to do it? I feel as though there are some experiences I’ve had that went beyond reason in the past, and after my last shroom trip, energy healing specifically with the touch but maybe more, seems to be something I’m drawn to

Excellent brother, so smart to take notes, I swear I had so many remembrances coming back to me as the week carried on afterward, it’s such a drunken godstate sometimes lmao no idea how anyone can read that jibberish but nice work, quite responsible as well

Okay. Sorry if I came off insensitive, unmet needs seem to be a big challenge along the path and in life in general (especially for me) Have you found your heart yet brother, it shows the way ? also a true understander of Truth doesn’t want anyone to “believe” whatever you share but to find out for themselves

@Aakash ma man! What’s going on!? Sounds like you’re fighting an inner war, where’s all this belief stuff coming from? Oh wait let me guess, it’s coming from itself! That sneaky khaniving unquenchable undeniable act of self reassurance, sustaining an act of liberation free from the pain and suffering of its perpetuated delusions.... I could go on for days but I’d rather just say I’m crazy, fact, but I believe you, you don’t know Truth, and you never could so what makes you want to say anything at all

Oh cool ? looks intriguing and just started it, interesting (will give it a listen while i chore up myself, messy room means messy mind and vis-versa yeah I must have handed that over to you then (the love for Teal lol) Her content is no longer on my attention or in my suggestables but i did subscribe and appreciate seeing the new uploads, she’s a sick new outro

Not gonna lie every time reading from this journal feels like reading a novel or storybook. You’re good at the writing thing, could see you writing some, send jbram our best in a speedy recovery on whatever that entails

Naturopathic doc Robert Morse I highly respect and bought a book relating to detoxification and the human body, has much content on YT wrote this in regards to vaccs (I’m not a fan of them, hopefully this is readable):