DrewNows

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  1. People don’t realize simply having an awakening doesn’t mean all your subconscious baggage is going to magically disappear...unfortunately, to me, this means psychs won’t help things that haven’t been integrated/processed once the ego returns. @Serotoninluv has your insomnia been most of your life? I bet you have a pretty active mind. Curious if you’ve found any sort of create outlets? Edit: not sure why I make the assumption your mind is super active haha or even ask about your creativity. I know Martin does creative practices like music. Anyways wish you the best!
  2. @Aakash check this one out. I think you might find value in it! Even though it’s seemingly unrelated
  3. That's good reflection material @Aakash That mind of yours is really something! I "think" I get it....We all have "layers"
  4. Are you saying God is like an onion?
  5. It was a threat lol Yes it’s good to use the system to create the building blocks for consciousness work on a larger scale since we are stuck with and in it now. Basically infiltration from the inside out
  6. What is “that” which you are referring to? ME = Self
  7. Youre enlightened HELP! I don’t feel enlightened, I only feel! And what I feel matters not... All I know is that I am but what I am matters not... Where I go matters not... All I desire is to be... and to be...is ME! It is okay to be where you are and to feel Here lies embodiment in the endless sea of motion
  8. @Enlightenment the ever-present stillness/peace IS present in any state or experience but if you are searching it will feel lost
  9. Yes. but all parts (of the day) are equal, unless we think otherwise
  10. Perhaps the entire exchange is in the imagination of the boy ?
  11. This reminds me of the dynamic I had with my mother. Yes I said this before that I always viewed her as being “too nice” or a self sacrificer for others, leaving no room for herself. Her inability to create healthy personal boundaries creates children who are dependent on her, fearing their own abilities to take full responsibility for who and what they might become. And to hold relationships with the mentality, what you can offer me is what you’re worth Loving is not about giving or receiving, it is sharing/connecting and appreciating the bond. We assume the tree knows how to love because it gives but how could it love if it doesn’t seem to know itself, for why would it communicate with a boy if it knew itself?
  12. Of course she can be just as anyone we interact with is. I love her psychological component to spirituality I no longer see beliefs to be necessary. I spent a long time as well studying how beliefs work and how/why they are formed. It feels so amazing right now I can happily say i "know" enlightenment and embodiment is always NOW when accepted
  13. It isn't an intellectual game unless you make it one
  14. He/she would at least be aware if and when they did identify
  15. @Aakash feel into my message friend It may not be for you
  16. ??? keep sharing whatever inspires you brother!
  17. Ive shared this before but i recall when i first stumbled onto one of Leo's videos and this was a bit after i had my first awakening and was heavily into Eckhart Tolle. Leo turned me off big time but the information he shared was/is really on point and I grew to accept him for his personality. Teal will forever be my Swan and im excited to get to a stage where she becomes more predictable and transparent. Anyways good stuff man. Im also just sharing and have no idea what you know and do not know. Leo doesn't like to be wrong openly in his position. I do wish he would though, make videos about his ego backlash's and issues with integrating and what to share vs not share to his viewers edit: also id like to get better at admitting, realizing, knowing when im wrong about things i say and do, this has been a challenging shadow work ill have to inevitably face several times if i dont decide to accept it
  18. @Zigzag Idiot excellent video! So glad i started listening to Gurdjieff