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@theking00 God inside of a human. As if you are god seeing and speaking through a human, but you are not doing it. Become aware of that.

@Inliytened1 I believe this is a great mystical experience. I had been getting insight after insight the past few days like crazy, I even thought "am I going insane?" But I couldn't doubt my insights, because they were the truth.

It's as if you no longer have your lower-self left, hes gone.

Become aware that you are even your own thoughts. (The mental chatter)

Doing Kriya yoga is enough to obtain all of that.

Looking back at "Spiral dynamics" series. Leo, being kinda geeky with a Yellow aproach, explained it with such passion, with such energy, excitement and drive. When I re-listened to the episodes I was so inspired by his dedication and his insights on the models that he was studying. Now it feels like hes tired from all of his work and insights. Torquoise destroyed all of his work. I kinda feel the same from time to time. All of the work seems to be empty no matter what you do. Whats your opinion on the future of actualized.org? Will Leo just close this with time without emptying all of his ideas?

Its a tricky thing to tap into it. I remember the evening when I became conscious of it, damn man what a mind fuck that was. Cant explain it with words. But when you do tap into it, you will see everything being created by some kind of mind, it is imagining your suroundings and yourself, and the amount of intelligence needed to imagine all of this into being is just JAW DROPING. You realise the magnitude of the intelligence and thats just wow, I remember just saying omg omg omg... you wont understand it by reading about it or thinking, you need to have a mystical experience into infinite intelligence.

The "ego" which everyone is talking about is a personality, a YOU which the mind creates. The mind itself is the whole ego (you will need a direct self-deception experience to understand the separation between the ego and the mind, then you understand which is what).

@SirVladimir Hello

Im just curious of what are the actual signs that you have permanently awaken?

Little do they know they are actually giving out answers

@Hellspeed @universe deeply in love with reality!! you are acurate with that description

@Inliytened1 Good point. When you know, you know.

@Leo Gura god lied to god that it is not it.

@Preetom thank you!

@Leo Gura but why did we forgot we are it?

During my yoga the past week I went into a deep meditation state. Doing Ujjayi Pranayama starts it, in the 7-8 breath it makes the body really calm and I can do the exercise very slowly and precise. Then I just feel my body just freezing in the asana pose, it just sits there with no effort with an erect spine. Then the body just feels VERY HEAVY. And I just become this pure awareness. The awareness feels like it goes deep into the body. Not like it feels when you close your eyes that the outside is just your eyelid length away. You feel like the awareness is about 20-30 centimeter deep inside your body. In that state I can sense the body (heart beating, breathing) and the mind (random thoughts), but I can't say that that's me, there are just thoughts and body functions. And the body sensation of feeling really heavy just awes me. What state of meditation is that? It happened last Saturday and yesterday. I've been practicing yoga really hard the past month.

@andyjohnsonman Okey maybe I can explain. You concentrated on your gut. Feeling something good (wont go deep here) but maybe your awareness went too deep and triggered something in the gut which made your mind automatically respond in that being in front of a crowd feeling, cause you kinda imagine what would that feel like. Let me elaborate with examples: I used to smoke, and it makes your heart pulse faster, when I was smoking sometimes I felt social anxiety out of nowhere just by being alone smoking my cigarette, then I realized that my mind responds to my body in that way, it connects the random higher pulse from smoking with social anxiety. There were no physical activity to set the pulse higher neither I endured fear, so my mind just created some feeling/emotion due to my racy heart. Its like if you remember something sexy (porn, sex etc.) just randomly and you get horny. Or you touch yourself and trigger your body which your mind responds with pleasure. Hope you can contemplate this and understand why you felt that way.

@jbram2002 must of misread, my bad

@Aakash you cant ignore everyone. Even my wife aint there fully, even me. I strungle with my head all the time. I have good days I have bad days. But this is a process, yoga is a life-saver for me.

Been doing yoga for some time now. Seeing great results in my awareness and consciousness. The mind was quieted down. Mind-body/consciousness separation was obvious to the mind itself. So yesterday my wife somehow managed to talk me into vaping weed with her. Ok I accepted it, but I have been off it strongly and didn’t want it actually, but thought why not, maybe something interesting will happen (being in mind that my weed sessions are quite metaphysical/spiritual). So we vape, we talk for a bit and then later I grasp what is the ego actually and become fully conscious with a silent mind. Was looking at my wife and seeing the non-duality again, but very strongly. And funny enough I, being very serious and focused, using my mind was able to communicate that to my wife, calming her down, making her focused and saying "Baby relax, become conscious right now that we are one, you created me and yourself" (I cant remember how I spoke it actually, but you get the idea). And boom she awoke, with a mind fuck instantly that she was asleep. She became very conscious. I was seeing "her" awareness/consciousness through her eyes looking back at me seeing the same, and I realized that the awareness is the actual soul. And I could actually grasp it with consciousness by looking at it. And damn believe me from an ego perspective it feels so great to be awake yourself and to see you wife also awoke at the same time. The feeling that she is seeing the truth is so amazing. And wow did we go deep that night. We became fully aware what is the EGO/identity and that the mind creates it. We became aware of the self deception. Wow is that a scary thing.. Self deception within a self deception within a self deception. The self deception itself is a self deception. There is only self-deception. Understood that the only thing you want in life is to be way way way more conscious. More empty mind and more focus. Also I challenged my wife with a riddle to see how much she is aware of her mind. "Does a dog have Buddha nature?" being conscious she thought about it for a sec and I heard she answered it with a guessing tone, being aware that the answer came from an ego mind. I explained to her that the main part of this riddle is why the Buddha is being mentioned. The ego see's Buddha as a some sort of a higher being, but the Buddha was a human like her dad/mom. Then I elaborated the explanation and gave her the answer with explaining why she wasn’t sure with the answer, cause the mind TRICKED itself with a false belief in her mind of a Buddha being a higher being. And once she heard my explanation she became directly aware of the self-deception mechanism, she couldn’t believe that her mind is so deceiving and feeling so real and just. Once she saw what can false beliefs lead you to she became instantly suspicious of her own mind, but becoming aware of the problems that the ego/mind creates. Also I became aware why Jesus/Buddha and other mystics have their photos hung around, cause they were conscious. And they are you, sending the message to themselves into the future. And so this morning I just wrote this wanting to share my experience and not to forget it, I hope by doing yoga I will manage to remain being conscious most of the time.

@Recursoinominado make one

@Leo Gura @Shin @Preetom cmon, we are one, so are the women too, when they click boom you made them conscious and aware of the truth, just put some effort, its hard

@Leo Gura @Serotoninluv Omg so true, like 10/10, the most perfect, the non duality is so sexy damn boys

@Leo Gura already done that, and wow was that amazing for both of "us", lol. Totaly new thing, no mind sex, just sex.