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@Ulax I actually don't know if I have any at the moment. I actually changed my life quite drastically in the past month. So I don't have problems as I'm concerned.

https://www.reddit.com/r/AnimalsBeingJerks/comments/xyz99l/was_told_to_put_this_here/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button Observe survival

@Vladimir my perspective is that you lack understanding some aspects of reality. But don't be sad. Same goes for me.

@Vladimir wrong

@Harman Congrats of seeing Truth. Truth always calms.

@Vladimir There ONE reason for reality to be/come into being, what is that reason?

@pablo_aka_god I wanna add that on a Daily basis when you have some time bring those insights from your trip to mind and contemplate about them, it will help you integrate them faster. After my trips a couple of week after I still get insights when I think about my trip and what I saw. That's integration! After you have build up some of those insights then do more. But give yourself atleast 2-4 weeks between trips.

@pablo_aka_god Always notice and think about why there is that space in that trip, later you can contemplate it and integrate the experience in sober every day life. You need to understand that those experiences can be integrated and it feels so wonderful to live life filled with Love that you practiced for so long. You saw what you need to do, now do it, build up and later take more.

@Adodd Just don't fap for a couple of weeks, then unload it and see how you feel.

@Illusory Self Do you work out? Like on a daily basis are you fit? I have the same problem, finishing too early. I also had a "Tantric" course about sex from a great guy and he teach me a great technique for just that thing, it doesn't take much time to do like 5~minutes daily and it works after a couple of weeks of doing it. But you gotta do it for it to take effect. Contact me personally for more information.

NOPE

Depends on the person. I just sit in bed and see what the trip will offer me. Long lasting psychedelics often aren't done with you before you are with them. Proper preparation. Eat clean that week, look at what moon phase it is now. Meditate well for concentration to not get lost in thoughts during the trip. Work out, make your body happy. Don't masturbate for a week before the trip. Keep your energies high. You no longer question your insights. If you do then they are not complete. I had numerous times where the insight wasn't complete, later I got them, but it took some time where you re-question yourself over and over until there are no questions, just a insight. You might be wrong for some insights as they are not the "Highest Level" you might grasp some Truth, but that may not be complete.

Never thought that I would ever find the meaning behind reality, but yet Love is the only reason for EVERYTHING. Beautiful trip report. Gratz on discovering Love!

Holy cow. ? Just yesterday Started to contemplate "what is Love?" wow does it go deep.

@axiom And yes, resistance in itself is love taking the form of resistance omg

Wait, it's LOVE. Reality is LOVE.

@bambi You are doing the same mistake I was making, thinking logically, wanting a easy understandable 1, 2, 3 answer. God does not work in those ways.

Aye aye captain.

"We run away from truth, hiding ourselves in the illusion" Recently I've been doing Leo's "Guided Exercise For Realizing You Are God" and have got great results. As you strip away all your understanding of the present moment you come to a point where "IT" appears in front of you. IT as in infinite-intelligence, God, Self, etc. And then Fear comes. The ego gets so shocked of seeing Truth that it tries to ground itself back again. If it doesn't succeed, it immediately freaks out. My body starts to shake so much that I just want to get back to the illusion, and it does that so perfectly. After doing it for some time I realized that the mind constructs reality on the fly, so perfectly, to run away from Truth. It's so interesting to see it in action and then understanding for the first time the "Construct-aware" theme. As I did the exercise I also realized that the consciousness that is perceiving everything is God itself. I can no longer doubt that I'am God! It's actually so simple! So simple that it's actually hard. Anyone maybe know a way how can I surrender to the present moment to not get lost in the fear? Or does it take some time for the ego-mind to get used of seeing Truth?

@Matt23 I've experienced ego-death one time and that was enough to understand what the ego actually is. I had numerous awakenings and understandings that the ego doesn't exist, that's just an idea of a separate lower-self "you" as this human-animal-being. Without the ego this body would not care if it is alive or not, so the ego is a very well build and "programmed" thing to this reality, it's there for a reason. Your higher self doesn't care if this body is alive or not, but the ego does care. It's not the question that I don't understand the ego, it's how can I make these experiences smoother and go in deeper, how to not get lost in the fear, what to notice in those moments.

It's the ego. I just need a better understanding of what it is actually. This was the problem from the start, right from my 1st awakening. It's always like that, fear comes.

@Holygrail If you are starting a Kriya practice 20minutes is OK, but later when you get the hang of it learn new exercises. My sessions last up to 50minutes, and it's almost the most basic stuff in Kriya that I do.

I got the 3rd "pfizer" shot as a booster and had negative outcomes. Mainly my heart had some kind of problems. As the day passed after the shot I felt ill like you should be after a flu-shot, but the whole time I had a very unpleasant feeling in my heart. Not pain-like, but just a feeling like something was wrong, very alien. The feeling went away about 6 hours after, but I noticed that my heart is way way weaker now. By going up the stairs my heart pulse goes way up. When I wake up in the morning it beats very heavily. It actually feels like I have health problems now, and it's almost like a near death situation to the point where I now I'm trying to do some cardio workouts to strengthen my heart, but a little cardio puts my pulse up to about 170-180 BPM which is like a intense workout. A lot of my friends took the 3rd shot and reported no issues, but one friend reports the same issue, some bad feeling in the heart after the booster shot. Also I read a lot that it can effect your heart, but they say that it isn't linked to the booster shot, which to me is bullshit. Im in no way an anti-vaxer, im pro medicine, but do take my report seriously and think about if you really wanna take the booster shot. If I knew what it would do for me I wouldn't have taken it. I hope that it's just temporary and will go away if I keep doing cardio.

Oh dang it Leo. I love your work so much, you always surprised me with such outside the ordinary content as a creator, as a thinker/observer. Share it somewhere else like your patreon atleast.

@AuroraDream Cause we sound like anti-vaxers and "it's all in our mind". While there are serious issues for some part of the population who get the vaccine. I mean when you feel it for your own self, the bad consequences you get, you no longer want to get vaxed. Also it's interesting to think about what would happen to me if I did get the corona virus at it's 1st form, now that it's evolved to be milder, maybe I would get even worse health issues.