LordFall

@Schnaby Anyone that brags about being high consciousness is not high consciousness. That's as literal of an ego manifestation as you can get. All of the behaviors that you described sounds like someone who watches the videos, doesn't do the work and uses it to feel better about their lack of progress in life. Up to you if you want that energy in your life and if you're willing to work through it. Takes two to tango though.

I feel like I did the classic mistake of going through the self-actualization pyramid upside down. I studied a lot of the principles taught on this site and am fairly confident in my connection to spirit, purpose in this world, finding my fulfillment, making sure my actions aren't extremely selfish, etc but I struggle with being a functional member of society on a basic level. My schedule is a mess and my habits are extremely inconsistent. I will meditate for a few days than not do it for a couple of weeks, same thing with reading, same thing with journaling, etc. I struggle to the point of not being able to be focused and motivated enough to just get a job and pay my own bills. I feel like I'm more conscious than most of the adults I see yet I'm not as productive as a random college student. Anyone else struggles with this?

I moved to a new city a few months ago that I had never been to before and knew no one in. I've had it pretty consistently now where new people I meet tell ask if we've met before and say I look familiar and after thinking about it, I feel the same. Some parts of the city I had never seen also seem weirdly familiar and I've been getting a lot of deja vu feelings recently. What does this mean?

I recommend just go my a different name without changing it legally first. I've used a different first and last name for years now and I'm still conflicted about it and I still can't answer your question to this day. I realized I used a completely new name to forge a new identity and tried to live that. It was still me just improved. In the end, it doesn't really change who you are so who knows if it really matters. I hope that helps you in some way.

I don't think people are realizing the wisdom of your comment. You should be able to question the nature of things and if your worldview is wrong, even as "conscious" as we like to think we are. Life would be a lot easier if stage blue had it right and the key to happiness and truth was just order and respecting of the established norms but it seems like life is just a little more complicated then that

I just watched this and a lot of the theories and information seem sound. I'm not one to fear monger but from what we know from spiral dynamics and low consciousness egos in power, this makes perfect sense right? Please watch and share your thoughts, there are a lot of events that mark history and this could be one of the major ones in the 21st century. From reading about Disaster Capitalism as recommended by Leo, it wouldn't surprise me if this was an accurate conspiracy theory.

Very interesting life purpose friend, that's not one you read about every day. Personally, DMT is the latest psychedelic I've used(the non 5-meo format) and it completely obliterated my reality, it was the most fascinating experience I've ever had. I'd definitely be curious in trying it again and exploring it more. My question to you is have you read the most recent entry on Leo's blog about the Psychedelic researcher that went wrong? What're your thoughts on it?

Any update on the Vimeo reupload? It's just not the same without seeing your face and hand movements

Take this as an opportunity to improve your communication skills and your spiral wizardry

There are many ways to reach states of awe and physical intensity that don't require you to spend years of your life figuring out the best ways to throw balls in holes. There are a lot of great aspects to sport: teamwork, collaboration, mastery, etc. You can also conjure up those aspects in other ways. If you relate to it, go for it. If you really believed in it, why feel the need to argue with a bald guru on his forum to defend it?

Covid is an opportunity to massively accelerate our evolution. People will(hopefully) realize that the institutions we have in power have failed us and that we are at their mercy at any time. Business will change forever and more people will work from home than ever. The world will never be the same.

Welcome to human history. It's a wonder we're not even more fucked up now considering our roots as a species.

I've been a fan of RSD for nearly 10 years and that thread shocked me although I'm not fully surprised. I wonder if there's a way to see the videos now that RSD had them all taken down. I'm not too sure what to think at this point, I'm a bit disappointed.

I think you're right but nowhere in that article does it specifically have a mention of Bill Gates saying he wasn't the author of the message. It does sound like nothing I've ever heard from him though.

Thank you for the information, I hadn't realized that it could be so deadly for young people as well. The most likely collateral is still the older people that the virus is transmitted to though. I wonder out of the thousands on the Miami beaches during Springbreak, how many will be directly responsible for their parents/grandparents/uncles/aunts dying? Will they realize their partying caused it? This will teach humanity many lessons, the world will drastically change in the next few years. It's almost a blessing in disguise.

@EternalForest Because it's the best thing that could possibly happen. If you've played video games, you know that cheat codes ruin the game and make it extremely boring really fast. You're basically asking "Why do I need to go on missions and respect the boundaries of the game instead of just flying around and blowing everything up?" Because the alternative is no fun

What do you mean, in what universe does that not sound bitter? @electroBeam has a good reply. You don't need to do pickup to be able to have fun, light-hearted and deep connections with other people. Focus o being inflow in other areas of your life. If being able to have fun casual AND sexual relationships with girls is something that you particularly desire though, then perhaps breaking up with your girlfriend is the way to go. I wouldn't suggest an open relationship in your situation. Just don't do anything that you wouldn't feel comfortable telling her, that's not what a true man does.

Super cool idea. I'll contribute something perhaps a bit different. This is the story of Faker, the undisputed greatest League of Legends player of all time. The king of esports thus far. One of the rising stars of this new industry. A small, awkward Asian man from Korea with millions of fans worldwide who makes millions of dollars. I don't follow eEsports much anymore but a few years ago this man was my idol. I became a competitive LoL player and one of the best in North America, in part, inspired by him.

How old are you? I had that life and it wasn't great. When I was 15 my life dream was being able to play video games for 16 hours a day and do nothing else. At 17 I dropped out of school and became a pro LoL player and I could sustain myself for a while basically just gaming and eventually just smoking weed and doing nothing. It was depressing as fuck. Would not recommend.

Your answer is amazing, it reminded me of what I missed so about my ex; it wasn't her, it was my connection to God. How do I connect to it internally vs externally?

Here's yours truly

You guys are silly to be surprised. Leo talks about how we're immortal and that life doesn't exist. If the mainstream actually dissected his videos, they might bring back witch-burning just for him haha. This is actually a pretty good review from what seems to be a typical 20-year-old millennial. I liked it.

Yeah, that sounds accurate. I'd say he's somewhere around high stage blue/stage orange. It's super interesting because he posted a video recently about integrating the feminine and I only watched the intro where he said he thought it was a good idea before but now he thinks it's not. I'd assume he's not fully understanding the concept.

Elliot is a wise man but he's also quite low on the spiral. He's deeply religious and doesn't believe in sex before marriage and that all the trans stuff is mental illness. I would be careful of taking his word as gospel. He has good lessons on masculinity but he's also very rigid in his beliefs and is not progressive at all. Watch his interview with Jason Capital to go more in-depth on his beliefs. I'm still a fan of his but as I said, take it with a grain of salt. Do whatever appeals to you. The whole point is to not listen to any specific authority figure, YOU ARE THE AUTHORITY. Learn from Elliot, learn from Leo, learn from Fall but at the end of the day, make your own path. If you want to learn to meet and seduce hundreds of women, do it. If you want to never touch a woman and abstain for life, do it. If you want to only have sex with one woman in your entire life, do it.

Male sexuality is based a lot on owning women. It's not necessarily a bad thing but at a lower of consciousness, it can manifest in toxic ways. I know I was quite hurt when my ex started seeing other men even though I wanted her to be happy. A part of him still considers you his woman and that could mean a lot of different things to him depending on how deeply he pondered it. He could literally mean that he would rather you stay alone for the rest of your life because you're already been "conquered" by him or it could just be that he cherished having you be his for a while and has trouble letting go but would actually be really happy if you found someone else that fulfilled you. I think both sexes have this owning thing with partners but definitely men moreso. It sounds possessive and negative but it's actually deeply spiritual if expressed properly. Teal Swan has a great video on it that I liked a lot. Her point is that you should own people and that it means that you recognize them as a part of yourself i.e. nondual. I'd recommend giving it a watch.