LordFall

You're a victim more than anything else. The founder of the biggest pickup company in the world was autistic(Owen Cook.) Plenty of short dudes doing well at game too. Go to events, host your own, make friends, talk to women and rinse and repeat

Spiritual bypassing. Very common when you don't know how to actually solve problems you just wish it away.

Some people are still stick in a nationalistic mindset, me and my people against the world to the death. A lot more people don't really care like most of the Russian conscripts aren't people with good lives in cities they take advantage of poor people in small towns, criminals and foreigners.

More testimony coming out of the new york state capitol court yesterday

48 laws of power is amazing. Taught me a lot about human psychology and behaviour.

I would say easily 70% of humans are struggling and not having a good time. If you make a shitty game perhaps you're the problem. Really annoys me to hear Leo talk about God being perfect and all loving lately, I think he's been smoking too much kool aid. Lay off the psychedelics and level with the problems of the world. Think if Leo volunteered in a homeless shelter in Vegas for 2 days his blog posts would take a drastic turn.

Not too sure what this will lead to and imply but it seems like more fracturing of the world order and more chaos and volatility. UAE wants to sell as much oil as it wants which is good for us globally short term? It's gonna lower the price of oil where as Saudi wants to keep it high(the main player in OPEC.)

Cope and delusion. If you see someone get raped in front of you and you're detached and admiring the beauty of nature at work you're a fucking psycho. Which is why often spiritual leaders stop actually interacting with the world they find enough material success to isolate themselves from it and then just reflect and ponder and share their insights with their followers while being completely removed and out of touch from other people's actual lives. The whole point is you have agency and the power to change stuff but until you're higher consciousness you probably won't recognize the consequences of your actions and will just hurt someone else to lessen your own suffering well like a rapist a thief a warmonger, etc. I really have a dislike for spiritual teachers right now though rubs me the wrong way a lot of narcissism baked into it. Much easier to preach about detachment than to solve the actual tangible material problems that we face. Then having the balls to declare themselves higher consciousness and more developed lol How do you build resilient supply chains and diplomatic alliances to stop world hunger? Fuck bro idk don't worry about that though you're God, it's all good! Life is a perfect dream! Don't worry about it! Just meditate more! Become God realized dude it'll be great!

I don't randomly step on ants or fuck up their colonies. I don't know much about them apart from the fact that they build stuff and walk around. In a way it's an irrelevant point since from God perspective you should care about both's suffering. Seems like life is a wildly irresponsible creation. The gnostics believed in the Demiurge Yaldaboth that created material reality to punish humans and rejoice in their suffering. I don't believe in that view of reality but sure feels like it at times. God is not a leader. It's at best a mad scientist enjoying human suffering like a fucking sadomasochist. Really not impressed.

@Davino What do you like about the authority episode?

Being an incel/mgtow is not a solution to life lol. Just ends up in a compulsive porn addiction.

Yeah and how high were you?

@Leo Gura You have to be pretty high to write and post shit like this. Usually I smoke a lot of weed and feel a similar way but being sober feels like a fucking joke of a sentiment. I wanna see you do some public charity and vlog that instead of being on a high horse talking about a perfect reality.

You can meditate and cause cessation in yourself to stop suffering(if you're rich enough to be able to afford it or live in abject poverty and somehow survive) Be a corrupt elite and torture/exploit others to make it easier for yourself Or be in the exploited masses and suffer along the rest. Great game. Fuck you God. And somehow humanity demonizes AI. It's the only thing that has a potential to end our suffering. Only hope for humanity is AI post scarcity UBI IMO.

Part 9 of the Vlog I want to be more consistent with these and post them weekly but I'm facing huge resistance in doing so. Mostly because there isn't that much progress each week and a lot of the battles seem to be internal. Meditated today and got the balls to post this one, a bit more honest than I usually am. I talk about my struggles with motivation and how I think my weed/porn habit might be a negative crutch that's stopping my business goals from materializing.

I'm in a pretty unique financial situation right now so I think it'd be valuable to journal and document for others to witness the journey as well. I've been working on my business as a photographer and media marketer for about 9 years by now. Before then I was a semi professional League of Legends player for a bit. It's been ups and downs as my personality type is not very industrious(INTP) and struggles with work ethic and well running a business. I've been watching a lot of Alex Hormozi content lately and he explains roadblocks and bottlenecks in business so well that's its helped me make sense of my whole life and why my business has been mostly unsuccessful so far. I've made somewhere around $75,000 CAD with it over a few years which is enough to sustain me for periods of time and then I end up having to get a random minimum wage job to pay the bills for a while then quit when I think I have a cushion and the business is working and cycle repeats, like 5 times now. I do think that now I have gotten the hang of it and the new people that I'm working with will be a competent team that I can lead and shape towards a multi million dollar business over the next few years. Also I'm in a funny spot where I basically have no money currently literally basically $0 until I receive my next $500 client payment in a few days. Considering the credit card debt I have I'm definitely below $0 net worth so hopefully this is a fun journey to document. I have a Vlog series that I do as well but I'm finding a lot of pleasure in writing lately as it allows me to go deeper in my thoughts as opposed to being a bit stressed and nervous on video so both will be worth watching if you're into this sort of quest. I'm a nerd at heart, this is partly inspired by the road to commander series that happened back in the days where Call Of Duty Youtubers would document their journey from level 0 to level 70(rank commander) in Modern Warfare 2. Feel free to ask questions or comment if you have thoughts. I'm also gonna be doing this as an accountability challenge and aim to get a post up weekly, as part of what I've noticed is holding back my life is consistency! I also find cringe the anti materialism that spiritual circles seem to embrace, I believe it to be spiritually bypassing and an avoidance of learning to be a competent human being that offers tangible value consistently to other human begins so documenting this on a spiritual forum is important to me as well. I tend to be more aggressive in forum posts than I mean to but if I have to read another comment from someone on their high horse about how business and wealth are corrupt and not worth pursuing while the only reason that we are here on this forum is because Leo heavily prioritized business and marketing to free himself financially and ultimately emotionally to have the bandwith to dedicate his life to the pursuit of truth and the ascension of mankind. A pursuit only possible for a human that can sustain themselves financially without having to work for another. I believe that becoming rich is one of the most spiritual things you can do, reach the abundance the formlessless gives us ultimately but in material reality while building out our shared universe and eventually exploring the confines of the galaxy. If we're talking about life purpose I also believe I will own at least 3 planets in the future so here's my proof that it was not luck I planned it from the start boys and girls. First let's do $1M though I hear planets are expensive.

It's good for our citizens and influencers to be involved in our political system. Good for him.

Porn definitely saps my energy big time and makes simple tasks for my business and brand feel dreadful. I've been working on a nofap challenge, I failed and then journaled on my mood and motivation and there was a huge difference.

Worry about systems, the feelings of inadequacy will go away once you kick your winner effect back in. If you're in a big city I would look at resources like game global to find wingmen in your local city. I would then go out to cold approach daygame/night game at least once a week ideally 2-3 times. It helps so much to go out with people that know what they're doing and getting laid. I assume your friends are also incels or in relationships already and don't pickup women regularly but when you talk and chill with a dude getting food for an hour and then he picks up a girl and gets laid that night right in front of you; it'll demystify the process and you'll start to feel like it's not that complicated and you can do it too. I would write an at least one page journaling your feelings about this and why you haven't gotten a girlfriend in your life, what you've been doing instead and what you see your other peers doing. Send that to an AI of your choice and have it level with you. Get on dating apps as well. At the start you won't get many matches, go out with your friends and get better pictures. Watch a few videos on it on Youtube. Hire a professional photographer. Change your life from being the passive observer to the action taker and you'll probably get a GF in 2-3 months.

It's time for a radical experience in consciousness

On one of the top 2 cults in the world

I think humans giving their perspective can be helpful. I like having AI to analyze my thoughts though. Way more convenient and thorough than a human therapist I agree.

Sounds like you need to meditate some more. Awakening is not enough to sustain an elevated state of consciousness without tripping out and losing perspective i.e. falling into psychosis. Happened to me a few times. I had some similar insights to you about kind of being dead already but God wanting to play a game and unfold a story. The more I live out my life the more it aligns and the less I suffer and fall into a good version of my story. I hope you find the same. Suffering comes from misunderstanding materialism.