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Yes, absolutely. I have come to know this as “synchronicity”. Before I took my first true plunge into discovering myself, I used to see 1111 all the time. Not only that, but every time that happened it was also accompanied by this goosebump sensation that started at the crown of my head and melted down my shoulders into my arms and back. This feeling is the same I experience when’s I have deja vu or experience the visions that I see in my dreams and my mind’s eye from time to time. I have come to use this feeling as a tool of discernment, so if you don’t already, try paying attention to how your body feels when you see 2020. Journal about it. The number two represents peace, harmony, duality, and the feminine. It is not shocking that you say you have been having rough times. In my experience, my life got to be completely unmanageable and downright frightening right before I was asked to make a choice. That choice was to continue to do things the way I always had, foolishly thinking I was right and in control or let all of that go and jump off the ledge into possibilities that were much larger than I had the ability to understand at the time. I have also found this to be true in others I have encountered who, themselves, are on the brink of making the decision to look inward. After I acknowledged that the 1111 was beckoning me to start looking inward I started noticing other numbers. That’s when I began to do more research into these sequences. There is A LOT of information and misinformation out there in regards to what these sequences mean. For me personally, I like to follow numerology to derive meanings. I use my discernment for this when I’m getting down and dirty with Google. Others have referred to them as “angel codes” which, to me, seem to borrow the meanings from numerology. What you’ll find though that will be really confusing is that even if you choose to focus on numerology (or whichever way you go), you will find so many conflicting explanations. Ultimately, synchronicity is only as helpful as you let it be. It can be a very effective reminder or you can beat it to death with your monkey brain and obsess over it which will lead you on a path of more uncertainty and confusion. If you’ve ever dabbled in channeled works, one of my favorite channelings, Kryon speaks often about the spiritual relationship to numbers and synchronicity. He even goes on to describe how this synchronicity then becomes manifestation which is a cool topic on its own. He has a YouTube channel as well as many published books available. If you do decide to get into channeled works I would absolutely recommend to look at many different ones as this can help to see where things begin to overlap and find what suits you best. It might not be channeling at all and that’s perfectly fine. Just beware of the prospect of misinformation. I made the mistake (and still do sometimes) when I first began this to take each new bit of information too seriously. With spiritual work, you have to remain open minded and be willing to read or listen to things that you don’t always agree with or sometimes are wrong and not take them to heart or simply take them in to regurgitate. It’s good to see a different perspective and immerse yourself here, but if you start to resist, it can easily halt your ability to discern truth and leave you stuck in confusion and lies. That being said, happy researching to you and let me know if you have any questions I might be able to help with. ☺️

I just have to say WOW, thought-provoking indeed! Though I haven’t been at this for too long, this being self-actualizing, I have found that when I look in the direction of new age concepts, I often find that language in the linear, spoken fashion is just incredibly lacking and ineffective. It is seemingly the most primitive form of communication, contrary to the hierarchy in which spoken language is placed at the top in my culture at least. We just don’t know what we don’t know and we haven’t even begun to scratch the surface on communication between other highly-intelligent species, such as dolphins or even our domesticated animals. I have recently been able to experience this nonlinear communication with animals and it is remarkable to say the least. I also found more information on this in a book The Gifts of Imperfection by Brene Brown. Though it didn’t go as far to suggest that telepathic/nonlinear communication is most effective, which I personally find it to be, she did mention that we are only capable of understanding what we have already experienced. So what that means here is that when we describe a concept in words to another individual, those words very well may trigger different mental images, sensations, memories, etc. in comparison to the mental images, etc., of the person who is speaking the words. As such, we’re not actually communicating the idea we think we are. We are simply doing our best, with what we know and have experienced, to try and find common ground with another while actually having no way of knowing if they are interpreting as was intended. She mentions that when we are willing to strip back the layers of our ego and be authentic, effective communication is found easier. I think she’s onto a more subtle truth that the way we think about ourselves and the self-talk that we allow into the space of our minds actually shapes the way others interpret what we say, aside from body language and tone. As in, we project our internal environment onto our external so if you’re saying something really nice, but you’re judging them in your head, that person is going to be able to sense the inconsistency although they might not mention it, or they might not even be consciously aware of why it feels “off”. To be frank, I think it’s entirely impossible for others to interpret our intentions effectively through words alone, especially if the speaker is unaware of their own cognitive biases and pitfalls. It also makes a difference in the amount of work the individual has done as well on their self talk and limiting beliefs as these are simply projected like a filter over a light onto the person they are engaging with. From what I understand, and I’m always learning and growing so I could certainly be wrong; sentient beings have the innate ability to communicate in a nonlinear fashion telepathically. I have experienced this many times throughout my life. I have always had this connection with my mom, brother, and aunt. I recently found that my sister and I can also communicate in this way and I dated someone who saw my thoughts as bubble letters at times or could actually “see” the image in my head and tell me about it. I should also mention here that I have slightly-developed clairsentience as well as some clairvoyance creeping in and I regularly astral projected as a child, so I don’t know anything different than being hyper-aware of these things. Still, I think everyone is capable of these things due to the connectedness of our nature, but as with everything else our brain get so clouded with monkey chatter. Then, consequently, we miss the subtle nonlinear communication that we could receive if we were in a more still, present state of mind. Ultimately it takes self work to develop this communication and it has to be done on both ends. Both the speaker and listener must have space for this communication to exist, otherwise it is easily missed and pushed aside or ripped apart by the intellect. So that being said, I don’t think that the evolution of communication is necessarily in these external things that we have desperately attempted to assign meaning, but in better understanding the machine we occupy as spiritual beings living a human existence. I think that in time, as we collectively become more aware, people will also become aware of the subtle communication that is happening in the “silence” all the time. I think that we already have the tools within us to do this, we just have to turn inward and be willing to put in the labor and dig deep to find them. I do however agree that in the interim of finding this level of communication collectively, we can very much benefit from unraveling the structure of language and finding ways to make it more effective. One way to do that very simply is by acknowledging the inherent level of violence in one’s communication so that they can create space in the conversation for the other person to feel heard, rather than defensive and shut down. If I had to think of anywhere to start, it would not be with the complex words, but at the very basic level in how we communicate how we feel to one another as we are severely lacking in that area overall. I so love Sanskrit for the feelings that the words and sounds evoke and I have noticed similar things to be true with higher consciousness words like “gratitude” and “compassion”. I’m not sure if this is in relation to how we have been taught about these words or really what causes this, but I know my “truth” feeling in my body kicks up when I regularly use them, especially gratitude. As much as I have loved learning new vocabulary and stuccoing intellectualism to myself, I have really come around to believing that simplicity in understanding is where it’s at. All the intellectualism in the world can’t help you to sit down face to face with someone and truly experience them. That is entirely different and a rut I found myself in for many years and still get stuck in occasionally. The problem with complexity in words and definitions is that, depending on the context, we can completely disconnect ourselves from the person with whom we are speaking if our intent is to look intellectual or superior in some way which is a very easy pitfall to succumb to or simply be heard rather than attempting to connect. Complex words absolutely have their place in certain writings and I will always love them, but they don’t breed human connection and we are lying to ourselves if we think that overthinking the basics of language we can in any way solve our disconnection. Like all things, that only happens looking inward. I think overanalyzing mere verbal and written communication can easily become another distraction in this context from looking inward at the deeper truths of communication. Though I am truly truly fascinated by this, especially the tidbit of proximal and distal word relationships. Wow. I love that concept.