@misko55 Hey man! I just found you after I came to the idea of searching this forum for the keyword "leipzig" in an attempt to find likeminded people there (since I've never had any friends that are into personal development and it sucks not being understood).
You can imagine my amazement when I read in your diaries you live in Leipzig and "Location: Croatia" on your profile. Why? Because I'm a fucking Croatian and live in Leipzig too! I skimmed over your diaries (skimmed because who would read that shit?! Lol, just kidding, I found your articles on Medium genuinely very good and entertaining) and found even more similarities and can relate to your struggles!
I'm pretty much a veteran in the business of trying to change myself (a.k.a. self improvement), with ups and downs
I didn't get along well with my parents (completely different world views and not happy with how they treated me) so I run away 4 years ago and never talked to them again (talking about breaking social norms...)
Went abroad alone and without knowing anyone
Since coming to Germany I changed jobs a lot making me think I have some "run away syndrome"
Social anxiety, fucked up state (of mind)/depression are things I have a lot of experience in (not much now though)
I completely ignore Christmas and Easter (and other stuff that people do just because "everyone" does it)
I'm 27 (like you, I believe...)
Identify myself as a lone wolf (although labeling yourself is not good and will only reinforce that behavior)
Etc., etc, etc...
We should definitely meet here in Leipzig. I'll send you a PM with my email. I live in Thekla in Leipzig BTW.
Take care,
Ivan
