now is forever

i was talking about fish in general.

don’t need it. as if you would know anything about my vagina. you are getting unpolite. as if you would so often have a chance to taste it.

@mandyjw yes do that - for this i would probably visit as a watcher. nice parade!

no sorry shin, that’s projection. even though i loved that movie especially because of the tomatoes ?

well yeah if that makes you get hard.

it’s not you shin. i need to leave. and you are making it really difficult. not because of the cats though. ?

it doesn’t work. i gave up today.

@DrewNows yes, nobody ain’t time for that.

that’s probably right except if you don’t have a choice, you’ll still do.

did i? did i say we? i thought it was about now... so you call me now and you are truth? that won’t change, just without the ego ?

mandy it was ment to be a safe house for everyone, to find out about truth - but truth gets corrupted, or maybe it just showed that it always has been corrupted and no place on earth can change that.

no

why shin - i don’t need to let it in i let it in my whole life. it’s not that we run away for nothing remember that, never forget that. it’s not that we want to stop breathing for nothing. here was a safe house.

yes thank you, i read the edit. deleting my posts is making myself realize. attachment is staying. i don’t know what i should appreciate anymore. i appreciate this space and i appreciate the time we all spent here all in our own delusions, but i just can’t see it anymore where did it go? i can only see ego games. i saw them before but morals are really down right now, not in the sense they where before. it’s getting corrupted. i actually sometimes wish people would start again with the ego and devil calling.

what do you actually care? this comment is completely irrelevant. do you think it’s easy? so no it’s not easy, i actually know why joseph went to this leangth. i even told him how to make sure he wouldn’t return he got it, it’s impossible without screaming your goodbye very loudly.

thank you, i’m also very grateful i could meet you all!

this was the second thing i posted here - how it never changes. oh no it was the tenth.

maybe you try a banana as a parachute? as a backup plan for the wings!

i hope you are shitting!

i know it’s also hard but now is forever if i survive as this fantasy. it was a nice ride, you’ll probably figure out the last three chacras by yourself. there is nothing more to give that’s really relevant. i’m also just negative since some time. i don’t like what it makes with me anymore. i also don’t like what it does to others. i don’t want to survive like that. i feel like i’ve failed. and i’ll probably learn from it. i really wanted to make a change, but i got hung up like every one else in ego wars.

just not surviving.

which one do you like? me going? no i really can’t stand some shit. if it happens i’m just out. it’s so ridiculous but what happens here is unfortunately the exact opposite of what should have happened. i’m making space - it’s all data capacity... how much does this all cost per month... i’ll return to facebook, probably - it’s pretty much the same.

i hope you all have enough of my talking, i’ll eliminate all content i’ve written step by step while going. i’ll give myself some days. it’s about time. sorry guys it’s the developments, too much shit going on - too many ego wars, i’m tired.