now is forever

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  1. as i am approaching the day of my entering the stratosphere of this forum on the pirouetting planet around the sun. and regarding the new episode of “chapters” - maybe it’s time to close the one year chapter with a statement and a confession. may 2018 to may 2019 i fell in love with love itself - that means i fell in love with all of you including myself. thank you guys n girls ?
  2. one tree can produce thousands more seeds - we plant them, but it all depends on the incubator if they grow love you @pluto
  3. @Truth Addict didn’t want to criticize you, you are probably right and it’s even hard that a lot of intelligent young people (especially men) have fleed from the country, when what the country certainly mostly needs now is intelligent progressive young people to rebuild itself. maybe that’s why the country would really do good in keeping the young intelligent women in supporting their rights - but even if it’s tough for a male in syria - the ones who still have to swallow the most are the women, and maybe nothing much will change for them, while the guys can catch up at one point. germany for example only made it because of the women who rebuilt it in the first years - you also can hope for the guys that will return, because they will - not everyone who took the turkey route will be allowed to stay, you maybe forget that, it was not the easy route - it’s was the surviving route.
  4. well it depends who and if sidra has to marry and if she wants to or not and if it’s accepted if she doesn’t want to or choose for herself. of course freedom is only found within if you can make your peace with the situation. i wonder, some people here me including are even challenged with the choices they made for themselves. i also like to wear a halo in my spare time.
  5. @Sidra there are other options but i would not suggest them as all of them bear a lot of risks of either loosing a lot of money or more. you could maybe try to get support by a woman’s rights organisation, i don’t know, maybe you’d even find study support in that direction in the usa but well yeah, i would not count on that entirely, as they also probably have their hands full.
  6. well i would not recommend the united states because there you need to pay study fees. you could also go to a south american country or to russia or asia - but ultimately if you run from islamic dogmatism you’d want to go to a non muslim country. i suggested europe because there are already women from other muslim countries who have very similar experiences - you could find communities there to support you mentally. and if you still want to be in contact with religious people you can do that, too. but be aware that it will not be easy as europe also struggles with some kind of counter reaction to the refugee waves, the fear of too many, so you will also find people who will be hostile or unfriendly towards strangers. and it might also be difficult to get accepted to a university because there are already a lot in the waiting loop. so i’d probably try a selection of countries to get the chances up - i’d try to figure out which countries would fit the best for you. i suppose at the moment as a girl you’d even have more chances than as a guy.
  7. @Sidra wow, well there are some options, but it will certainly be tough to do it. one option is to study abroad in a country without study fees. if you’d do that you would need to work pretty hard and consequent in one or maybe two part time jobs and live in a student dorm or a shared housing. i guess it’s still possible to study abroad in european countries. be sure to have a plan b though.
  8. reminder: if you try bacopa (brahmi) try ashwaghanda along with it - really! i met this guy who took a lot of different supplements he also had adhd he said ashwaghanda was his thing. also just search for yoga to calm the mind on youtube, you could also search for yoga for adhd- it’s good to start there, more convenient than to start at zero, they actually know what zero needs. find a youtube teacher who is good with telling you when and how to breath - that’s the most important if you do youtube yoga! you don’t even need a mattress to start. when i started i did yoga without mattress for half a year, just bought one for the knees later. so you can check if it is your thing before you buy a mattress. you can start now or tomorrow, super easy!
  9. ? all people who lived in the ddr where psychotic! well most of them, some where normies.
  10. yeah, don’t be a grey sheep. black, white everything fine, don’t be grey. as grey is the new black.
  11. could also be this: matrioshka dog (spiral dynamics dog grey)
  12. this is the fluffiest:
  13. the paper doesn’t care.
  14. what basically does not exist. lol thats why the just draw them into reality
  15. @ivankiss i have a bad day. it sounds like an argument... so i get defensive. never mind, then. thanks ?
  16. @ivankiss why is journey a bedtime story? if you go on a journey you go on a journey no one said it had a specific end. i mean you go on a journey with an aim in mind, but no one said you’ll reach it. you can reach someone though. yourself nothing is not nothing if you forget what nothing means. don’t tell others they are on the wrong path because you feel empty.
  17. @electroBeam meet as often and regularly as possible 3 to 6 months, don’t book the flights all at the same time, always book them after the last visit. call and text each other, if communication is off for too long you’ll forget each other. time is like a veil that falls upon memories, so you need to refresh memories of each other constantly. if that doesn’t come naturally its more likely to not work. but if you are into each other you will probably do that anyways. you can get very creative with cellphone dates - both of you meeting for walks or so. doing some scavenger hunt from afar, like sending her to the theater or a museum, whatever she likes. being attentive to each others problems... love each other and hope your breath is long enough.
  18. don’t post? i can hide it if you want to... but - your first entry, the video about the tracking habit, i can only recommend bullet journaling. i‘ll try to tune it a little bit with the ideas of the video. you are so random dude
  19. someone posted that song a while ago in a thread. it’s very beautiful and it’s also about fire and water - it’s also about the river and about reflections. i just listened to it to not feel so down anymore. it’s definitely part of my records now.
  20. i‘m watching the clouds move by i‘m not the clouds i love the clouds is a duality to: i am the clouds i don’t love the clouds is a duality to: i am not the clouds i don‘t love the clouds is a duality to: i am the clouds i love the clouds i wish i could be them. they seem to move so easy. as if they didn’t also come from the sea.
  21. yes, you are right - it seams as if they are different - to me it seems as if the records are not thought tapes but phenomena tapes or karmic reaction tapes that start to unravel the moment you tuch-understand something or someone or a situation, the moment you understand the history without needing to ask any further, you can see a shadow record or a light record it’s our choice to see both or just one of them. it happens when you enter a vortex, stepping into zero but also if there is something in the vortex - an emotion or a thing doesn’t matter. the kokaptilian thought tapes are more like the thoughts bound to the physical and materialized remainders of the past now. (in that sense the akashik records are part of the kokaptilian thought tapes) i guess the records and thoughttapes often overlap into what maya means in sense of thoughts. thats cooking with water. if you boil anything down, something remains.
  22. @CreamCat hhaha... are you selling recliners?
  23. @Zigzag Idiot it’s interesting! i like it! i wonder if gurdjieff would have liked the song. did you find out the essence of the song with a lot of steam? there is so much steam at the moment it‘s not difficult to see the essence anymore. some fools are foolisher than fools. thank you ?
  24. today feels like cacado day. i guess cacado‘s have nests, and i guess cacados push other cacados out of their nests. that’s what cacados do.