Hey.
I was in my car alone driving in the forest. And i started seeing my car iterior lights so beautiful . Then the treea and the sky lookt so beautiful and i started laughing. I was still drivig but it was not thinking about driving.i was soo easy. Cars that pased me by.... i was flying .
Then i looked to my handsand it looked like they are not mine . That i'm not a body. That i have this body to use it.
I continue to drive home for about 40 min. All time amzed about all the beauty and about how can i move my body. I arived home ,looked in the mirror laughing. I was full of joy. Then i fall aslep still laughing. I selpt like a baby
Next day i wake up full of live,energy,present,stoped some bad behaviours... I was full of live for 90% of the time from that moment(~7 weeks) . Until one week ago that i start reading online about things like non duality , enlightenment..etc
Now i'm again in my head. Not knowing exactly what was that..
Can someone explain to me?..
