James123

We just discovered at the doctor that my son has a tachycardia. An his situation is critical, he is in icu. i couldn't surrender. The pain was too much for me, finally i surrender and fuck, i lost my all humanly / worldly emotions. I am completely empty. I can't even say what should I do. Fuck man completely empty again. The pain hurts so much, on my chest and in my chest, something is breaking my bones. This pain is thousand times heavier than ego death. Believe me, All bad pychedelics trips or ego deaths are bullshit. İ have no choice but / except / only surrender. Please pray for my son.

Thank you very much!!!! Thank you very much brother!!!

Thank you very much for all the wishes guys. İ love you all my friends.

As death, birth is unbelievable. Literally unbelievable. I saw the ego comes alive, it is crazy same as death. I am feeling same as psychedelic breakthrough.

Before, you think of this, you must realize everything and everyone is you.

Of course, including myself... Thank you very much brother 😊 amazing to hear literally amazing. I am so happy for you.

It is actually my ego, because I am imagining his birth and ego. I am mentioning that dream within the dream.

Thank you very much for your good wishes 🙏 🙏 But, it is the way of starting to the ego. If there is no birth, how come ego can ve created? I mean it is the begging of the ego or how ego will be developed.

Guys, thank you very much for your good wishes. I want to say this again; Ego is not something bad, it is something do beautiful and pure. That's why we are so called born. That's why illusion is still an illusion. Because it is pure beauty. That's what I have discovered. Anything and everything is pure beauty. That's all.

Lmfao. You are damn right. Lolll.

Thank you very much for your good wishes. I hope so too. I have nothing to offer except love.

Guys, thank you very much for your good wishes. Ego is not something bad, it is something do beautiful and pure. That's why we are so called born. That's why illusion is still an illusion. Because it is pure beauty.

Feeling free and peace is possible. Go head man no one stops you try:) what you really are is nothing, not the bliss.

İmpossible. İ tried that with psychedelics, and i fucked up my neurological system. You might completely surrender, not suffer, at peace, free etc... However, i have never seen anyone including any teacher who bliss the fuck out 24/7. Did you?

This is totally right and wrong at the same time. Because, when breakthrough happens, that's where the bliss peak happens. But time is infinite there. However, when you consider the human body, it is impossible. That's how I fucked up myself with psychedelic addiction.. Meanwhile bliss for human being is just to be simple as birth free of any addiction. Cleansing.

Love! Infinite love!

When you genuinely not know, literally not know anything, including yourself, what is left?

What I did realize is, cosmos is pure love, literally pure love.

What can be more deeper / openness than not knowing?

Enlightenment is so simple, because you are already. Just drop of the knowledge that you have learned, including your birth. What is left after that?

That's it.

Love is the side effect of Enlightenment. If You are not even love, You are not close to source. I love you alll. Thanks for being rude, I love you!!!

🥂 Cheers my friend 🥂

Yes, but explanation of enlightenment is always advance.

Definitely, see you are already