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They fucked my nervous system.
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James123 replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Eat 8 gr dried shrooms with lemon take. You will go before big bang. -
Hello everyone. My son's situation is getting better. However, after what happened that little happy guy inside of me has died. I don't talk much anymore, if i talk, i just talk about the truth, i start to pray 5 times a day, i almost surrender every second like there is no future second (because my life slip underneath of my feed, after all those happening), therefore every moment is last moment, i become like 80 years old person whom is waiting for actual death. Could you please share your ideas wtf is going on with me? İ recognize what enlightenment is, i know that fundamentally i am literally nothing, however as a self, i am a human being. But i really don't know wtf is going on now, i have lost my all feelings towards to the universe, including my own death. Moreover, i literally know and embody that nothing is under my control. Because, when i try to control something, the pain is too heavy for me.
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James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@creativepursuit definitely brother. Thank you very much!!! Much love and Peace! -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hey brother, definitely that's what i am trying to do. But, living every moment as like that is very very hard believe me. Very hard. İ am doing / surrendering my best. But, it is so tough. My chest fucking Borns for weeks. -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hey brother, that k you very much for your kind words, suggestions and beautiful wishes. As you said, I will do my best. Unfortunately, it is impossible to control reality, everything is out of control. Therefore, surrendering is must. Thank you again. I appreciate 🙏 🙏 🙏 -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You are most welcome brother! Great!!! -
The entire UNIVERSE.
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James123 replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What if all knowledge is just an illusion? What if now is before so called birth and nothing has never happened? -
James123 replied to Ryan M's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Enlightenment is neither good nor bad. İt is a realization of your True nature or Really what you are. -
James123 replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Body is a accumulated of thoughts as Universe. -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What about if we never invented the language? İ remember that one of pychedelic trips, i become a wolf. When i smell the walls, i could understand they are walls. However, somehow, they were no language there. Because, animals do not talk. Maybe barking, smelling and howling is the another type of or same as language? -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah. Exactly, but without the language, what will it be? -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Does Survival instinct exist without language? -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Definitely True. -
James123 replied to Vagos's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Long term meditation, darkness and silence, retreats are the key. Psychedelics will not help you for surrendering the monkey mind. -
James123 replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The one who experience the god or become God is an illusion in first place. -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Sure, great advice. Thank you. Of course, fundamentally i am nothing, but as a self I am still human being. Definitely, balance between ego and the truth is key for living of the life. -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thank you very much!!!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ I love you guys all too. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ This is probably what happened to me except the last article. Thank you very much for sharing. It seems as terrible deasese. -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Definitely. Definitely brother. Thank you very much for your beautiful wishes. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What a fucking joke, literally. Before, enlightenment seemed difficult, but now fucking life terrifies me, death or enlightenment is easy, at least the end. -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
This is not true brother. Thank you very much 🙏 🙏 🙏 I felt like half of me died, I was cutter into 2 pieces. Fear about trying to control, and fear about uncertainty. Thank you very much!!! -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Definitely, not easy. Specially, for your own kids. -
James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
God is nothing as before birth, after death or now. And i am surrendering to it. İmo, Which is the most understandable reason for me. Poor us. Literally.