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Shadguru says that none of the money belongs to him. Moreover, he has a decent of life style. Who is this? Look at what Shadguru says here.

@Da77en nice topic. Imo, and what happened to me was, I could easily access infinite joy, dance and intelligence while deep meditation. You should write that too. Meditation plays unbelievable important role for these transactions, accessions and empowerment. It is the concrete and iron of the building.

Christian in this form will be upset about this. Buddha left his kingdom when he was very young. Imo, It doesn't matter. Because no body and nobody is here. Christian in the form will be upset I think. So what happen to Jesus?

Not at all. It is just what is. Please give me an example, rich and enlightened person. Just don't tell me Osho or Shadguru, because none of the things personally belong to them.

LoL.

Nothing has no molecules, therefore it is nothing. But air has molecules there it is something.

Because air has molecules, but nothing has no molecules.

Void, emptiness, Nothingness. İt is like an air but it has no molecules therefore it is within everything. Therefore, it is nothing and everything at the same time.

God is Nothing. That's why You can find it in Human form. You can just Be.

Buddha left the kingdom, Jesus died on cross, Muhammed died within a tent. Which power? Money? They are all poor as f... Mohammed spent his wife's entire money for religion. Not gaining for just giving. Jesus let them sacrifice himself on the cross for truth. Buddha left his kingdom and went to forest.

Of course it is crazy 🤣 😧 🤣 Love you brother.

@Vynce moreover, this is my 10 gr trip report. Check out if you are interested.

Oh ok. İt is good that you are not in suicidal mood. Because, i was in the rush lol. For me, personally, long trips are always more beneficial. But, it is just a personal opinion. Shrooms, specially high dosage of shrooms are worst than Lsd afterwards.

İ don't claim on anything. İ am just saying what i am suppose to say, either you believe or not. There is absolute answer of all the question, there is no such thing as question. Peace!

The thing is there is no others nor me. Just a game, not even, because game has purpose. Just a play.

There is no such thing as existence. You are trying to get answer from illusion. Lol. If something is not exist, hoe can you get the correct answer lol.

No worries brother anytime. Moreover, Imo, firstly, you should try to look for what You really are. Because, you are not this body believe me, it is just temporary reflection. It is a gift of surrendering the ego, because, suffering happens to ego, not You. But you think that ego is you, but it is not. Therefore, your real answer is recognizing that what You really are. But, this is not an easy path. Because, the one who got hit by construction truck will die. Additionally, do you live in us? Ceremonial 5 Meo includes so much toxic. İmo, you should get powder 5meo, if you can. Or dry shrooms. They will open you up like a flower. Specially, if you eat fresh lemon after consuming the shrooms, which is at least 5 gr within darkness and silence.

Papaji has great answer.

We do not have an ass to surrender completely, risk everything for consciousness. Prophets has died for it. What I am doing is I have recognize what enlightenment is and having fun with illusion. These people, realized that top of that they still chase to spread to world. I still don't know why.

İ am very sorry what you went through brother. I hope you are doing well right now and recover as soon as possible. İ was one of the top model in NY. After work, i had sudden heart pain in my heart. Doctors told me that my aort walve is ripped and i have to go to open heart surgery asap. They gave me 30 percent change to survive. Now i have a mechanical walve, use cumodin, and have pacemaker (i had to stop working out, my job, my entire career). Year later, my dad passed away at 54. Next month i had a grandma's seizure. Now i am on keppra too. These happened between 2015-2017. That's how my spiritual journey started. İ was suicidal, depressed, have no job and no money etc... As you. Than i started to question why i am in this world and what is the purpose of life. İ was watching Leo's videos and about to suicede at that time. When i see his video about shrooms, i started to consume dry shrooms and have pychedelic trips. However, my suicidal depression wasn't gone. One day, i was about to suicede and at that time watched the video heroic dose of shrooms which is 5 gr (if you take more of them, you can die). Than i decided that, either i will suicide or take 10 gr dried shrooms, because, i was going to suicide anyway, these 2 actions will kill me. But, I have last chance to life with consuming the shrooms (but I took the risk to die, because my another option was suicide). After my trip i died anyway. However, I came back almost with different DNA, as different person, old James was gone. I do not recommend to anyone to use such heroic doses. So, my story is pretty much as yours. Years later (2022), meditation, contemplation, pychedelic trips, and retreats, I have recognize that the one who experience these stuff is just an so called illusion or fragment / gift of Divine's imagination. So, you are on right track, keep going. You are lucky that you get bunch of suffering. In spirituality, suffering is gift of God. You can PM me if you have any help or for anything.

Definitely 💯

You are most welcome 🤗 🤗 🤗

Sure, have fun 😊 by the way if you explain this mu h you definitely suffer a lot. 😂 😂 Lol

That's your conditioning and excuse. You are in the spiritual world. You just take so seriously therefore it seems to be real and suffering world for you.

Love you toooooooooooooooooo.