James123

İ have been on the path almost 8 years now. İn my 4th year, i have recognize what enlightenment is. All i did was retreat, psychedelic retreats, staying alone and meditating, simply surrendering and just Being. After that i have enlightenment experience. However, after enlightenment, experience leans down, and new life starts. First couple months are honeymoon, however when everything leans down, you directly face with life. Because, you are not the same person as before. Every aspect of life evoke the enlightenment not the self, and learning the life from perspective of awake person is very difficult (this is where real surrendering starts), because most people are programmed to materialistic duality view. Surrendering is easy while you are alone, however it is the most difficult when you are in life and while around people. Therefore, meditating while you argue with people, hearing your boss while he/she yelling at you etc... İn the beggining of the path, you learn to meditate, during the enlightenment you learn how to completely surrender, but in life you will surrender within the fire. And when you do that, all is done, there is no self is left, no suffering, no more gaining or loosing. You are free. Life turns Love, self turns emptiness, death turns to the life, life turns to death and world turns to the Source / Now.

You can not attend it, you must die and only Be.

Do you know, the one who is experiences the statements above is illusion itself, in the first place?

İ have become a different person.

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Sure brother. Thanks for the information. I just love the way of 5 Meo peak is short and it is always peak. Shrooms makes me tired anymore. I am almost 40 lol 😂 😂 😂

When there will be no more expectation of self, You are free.

Oh yeaaaaaaa.

İ use many time pychedelics (plocybin cubensis), my max was 10 gr dried shrooms. You are right, and i do have a limited time. İ will do, what i will do my best and go with shrooms again. Thank you.

I don't even know how to use and weight it? Generally are they used via pipe? Which one do you recommend?

Should I go high dosage of shrooms again? I took plocybin cubensis before. Or should I try 2 taps of Lsd?

But I took 8 gr dried shrooms that time. Does it shows that I am so sensitive?

How do you know? Self is an illusion.

The shrooms trip change my DNA. That how strong it was. However, it lasted 20 hours. I want something peak but at the same time in less time. Therefore, I will try to use different stuff now.

Hell yeah, definitely. It does NOT.

Just look at the air. Perfect harmony and example.

It is not important what you do, it is important how you do it. Definitely.

Definitely brother. 💯 Definitely.

I did 8 gr and 10 gr dried shrooms, it was a DNA changing experience too. Cool, I will go with DMT. Thanks.

How is DMT? I have access to both.

İ used to do crazy dosages with dried shrooms. 2 tabs are enough for Lsd?

Completely dark room at night.

Are you ready to completely surrender and let go? If you are not, stay in this peace. As long as, it feels good for you. Moreover, I did use antidepresants and you should not take them. They just make the person numb.

@ConsciousMan no. Becoming a sage I'd just an ideology. Just let go everything and anything. Completely surrender all these ideas. Trying to Become a sage is belief / matrix itself.

What a great explanation.