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10 gr dried shrooms. I couldn’t come back nor awaken, i was completely lost. After that 2 years non stop (3 hours meditation in darkness) everday, made me realize my entire life, duality and universe was just a process of thoughts. And monkey mind never come back. No questions left.

It is within. Because it is nothing. Just watch the video. Congratulations for stepping up. Much love!

Brother i am sorry but you are completely wrong. Please watch the video.

Therefore nothing never happens. If nothing happens, there is no such a thing as infinite love or intelligence. These are just words. If you cant learn or feel it, how can you describe it and you know it is the truth? These are not conversations,, interacting, you just named and labeled it. If you dont think, it is the way that is. There is no one here and moving. You are stuck in process of thoughts and aint awaken. These are not communication. It is identical with drinking water, because it is nothing. Stop using psychedelics, you can never get the awakening. There is no self, whatever you know, feel and communicate is an illusion if you name and label it. Because it comes from the self. If you dont name and label it is already it. Awakening is what was it before the big bang. Read the post i just shared in above. Peace!

Unfortunately not. If you dont get what is before birth, you are not awaken. Before big bang whatever is thats what awakening. By the way papaji is the direct student of Ramana Maharshi, and one of the best gurus in the history. Thats why Ramana Maharshi says that “YOU ARE CLOSE TO WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU ARE IN DEEP SLEEP”. Because it is nothing. Therefore, Anything you have learned is not it. So i tried my best to explain. Don’t follow Leo’s endless wonderland a lot. Because entire your so called life, you wont be able to awaken. Good luck to you guys. Peace!

This experience based on pcyhedelics or not the deepest sober one. You need to be awaken completely sober, be nothing fully and forget everything as nothing. Than you will get what i mean. Whatever you have learned, forget them whatever left it is. Love, infinite, highest or lowest is something you have learned. Therefore you will never be able to understand mahasmadhi is now. If you can name and label something that you have experience thats not an awakening, because it never comes with something that you know, it is just being as nothing. And nothing has no name, just being therefore no thoughts and not knowing. Empty your cup, otherwise you will be stuck in process of thoughts, as infinite, god, love, vs... Listen papaji. I just posted. Do you know what is love or infinite before birth? If answer is no, thats aint a awakening.

Correct. Now is mahasamdhi. No thoughts, what is left?

No thoughts is the highest level of awakening. Because , there is no self to go further and think. It is the core, genuinely not knowing. Before birth, after death and now. Identical.

Peace brother! Much love!

If you dont think, there is no body or mind. It is alive for you, because you believe in it brother as a self. Decrease your monkey mind till even there will be no one left to say “alive”. There is no such a thing as from brother. You have never began. Forget everything what you know and learn thats what non duality, before birth, death, now and awakening is. Decrease your monkey mind till even there will be no one to say and know what is “formless and form”. This is not a language or there is a you and speaking something. You just named and labeled it. Awakening is must to get this. Absolute nothingness is every so called movement, word and thoughts. I am saying so called because there is no word and thoughts. If you dont think nothing never happens. Genuinely not knowing is absolute nothingness and pure non duality. Great talking to you guys. Peace!

Thats not true. When there is no self, there is no mouth, language, infinite mind, god, or conversation. Because god is nothing. Therefore these all sentences, such as , i am awoken or i am that chair are identical sentences. Because all sentences and every word are identical because, they are nothing, therefore they are you. Awakening is a must to get this, without psychedelics. Because with psychedelics you still can think and process of thoughts. You need to forget everything and be in moment as before birth or after death. Be in the moment that time was never existed and realize that it was just existed by learning, as duality, mahasmadhi, infinite mind or god.

?? Imo, Saying infinite mind and understanding is misleading, because you still go in the process of thoughts. Whatever you know just forget everything, thats what god, before birth, after death, and now. Because anything you know and learned is created by so called self. There is no self. Whatever left is it. I dont even want to say god, because god is still concept. And what is left if you forget everything whatever left is what you already are ?. Because god is nothing. And nothing has no concept, it is the way that is. It has no name, but is you and now. It has no beginning nor infinite. Because beginning and infinite is just a thought .

Because there is no mind and me( who can think the thoughts). Me and mind is just a thought. What do you mean by that? Can you explain detaily?

@Inliytened1 not disputing and debating brother. I am just trying to explain what the awakening is. Because many people still think that illusion still goes on, however in awakening you realize that there is no illusion or duality, which just happens within the process of thoughts. If you are still stuck in process of thoughts, words, questions, any expectations or consider any happening about future, and you still take granded thoughts or words, you (you mean is as people, dont get me wrong) aint awake. This is non duality. So nothing never happens. If you think illusion, illusion arises. If you dont think nothing will never happen. There is no thoughts separate than you, therefore no thoughts, because it is you, because god is nothing. Yes you are right. Awakening = Pure non duality = Truth.

How do you know that these are sentences, conversation, imagining and written by me? What is me? When you so called speak, can you see the words ? When you think, can you see the monkey mind? Do you think eyes see anything? Or is there such a thing as eye, if you dont name and label it? When you say mahasamadhi, isnt it something that you have imagined for future? Because you believe in that mahasmadhi will happen after death, because of the meaning of mahasamashi is that, and you think you are alive. So mahasamadhi is something that you imagine for future now for you, so you imagining it. Where is that imagination take place?

@ihavenoidea willingly surrender and let go. Nothingness is you. Because mechanism of ego is “controls and protect itself”. Meanwhile nothingness is complete letting go and surrendering. Completely opposite sides.

I am sorry but you havent experience the truth yet brother. Because, If you think, that something (whatever you think) you learned, will be real for you, such as mahasamdhi. However, truth never comes from learning, it is already you.

Anytime brother ?

Yes i am referring to that but not totally. Because, If you dont think and dont know how do you know that phenomena is exist? If you dont think, nothing never happens. So called reality creates by monkey mind, which is a process of thoughts. If there is genuinely not knowing, what is mahasmadhi, you, awakening or mind? “You can deconstruct the reality” is not to correct way to describe, because self (whatever’s you have learn, birth, death, awakening, mahasmadhi is happens within the self) is an completely illusion. There is no self to deconstruct anything. Therefore if you empty cup and whatever you know forgetting them, will be mahasmadhi, before birth or after death. Thats why you don’t remember before birth, because self is created by learning and knowing, which is a process of thoughts. If you dont learn you will be never born, if you dont know what is mahasamdhi, it will never be possible for you. You just made it possible with naming and labeling the word, as universe and duality, which is just a process of thoughts again). If you dont think nothing never happens, because you are already it.

@electroBeam by the way, nice report?

Sorry brother but you don’t know what the awakening is. Whatever you know is just a process of thoughts. Whatever you know just forget them whatever left is mahasamadhi.

Thats what we are brother. Endless and deepest sleep but awake. That’s why you are dreaming now. Your real self is just being, as sleeping.

Unfortunately no. Whatever you say is just a thought. There is no body. Whatever you have learned, just forget everything, thats mahasamadhi. You can not get this with psychedelics, because there is a still thought process. You have to forget everything. There is no such a thing as self, how can you achieve mahasamashi? It is just a word as self, or chair or mind.

There is no self to achieve mahasamadhi . It is just a word or thought, as self or universe.

Mahasamadhi is forgetting everything that you have learned or known. Geniounly not knowing.